A teenage nudist embarrassed.

[Rosey]

It may sound strange to start an ENF story by saying im a nudist and was raised nudist, but its true.

You see I spent my summers at a nudist camp in France from the age of 5 to the age of 17. I used to love it, hanging out with my parents and brother and friends from rhe UK, Netherlands, Germany and France. We would play in the pool, do sports in the garden and go down to the beach completely free and natural.

Seeing people of all ages and sizes completely naked did wonders for my body positivity.

Ive always been petite and skinny and was a pretty late bloomer, not really getting into puberty until I was 15, I still dont really have any tits to speak of, but getting to hang out with thin and fat people, late and early developers meant self acceptance for me.

I do want to challenge one claim my fellow nudists make though, there is a sexual element especially for teens - it is not surprising when you're full of hormones and boys penises are bouncing up and down, nude bodies brush against each other, and camps have lots of quiet places to go. I had fun playing around with boys and girls from age of 12. That also helped with my self acceptance, knowing that people were interested in me even then.

So when did the ENF come in?

Well when I was 14 I made the mistake of telling my friend Kelly that we were a nudist family.

Three weeks after that she invited me and five other girls for a sleepover.

At the sleepover once her parents were in bed and us girls were in her bedroom she announced it was a clothing optional sleepover and since I was a nudist I would pbviously be ok being naked. I was super embarrased having not told anyone else there.

Anyway I declined to get undressed being clad at this stage in pyjama top and shorts though nothing else.

So Kelly and two of the others, all bigger than me pinned me down and stripped me and then pinned my wrists and ankles to the floor so they could all get a good look at me. This led to unflatterimg comments about me being flat chested and a baldy and as I squirmed around and tried to get free Kelly even rubbed my vulva, legs and armpits to feel how smooth they were.

Unlike in a fictional story this didn't turn me on, I was mortified.

After about ten minutes of being examined and stroked and prodded the girls let me go but said I couldn't have my pyjamas until the morning.

By this stage I didnt bother covering up until I got into my sleeping bag.

Perhaps weirdly this experience did give me a desire for CFNF and CMNF experiences and stories and in my twenties I did start getting turned on by remembering what happened, and I like some of the stories on here that explore similar themes.

Also although I stopped being a nudist for a while at 17 after one too many times being perved on by an old guy, I did go back to it in my late twenties and I am still involved in the lifestyle now.

[CinnabarSunset]

Why do you think Kelly and the other girls did that? Was the nudist girl a spectacle for them? Did they perhaps want to examine and compare your body to their own, seeing as you'd all probably undergone some recent development?

How was the rest of the sleepover after that? I can imagine it going several different directions in the time before you went to bed: awkward, uncomfortable, surprisingly normal, etc.

Was there any strain in your friendship after that sleepover?

It's interesting to hear you talk about your nudist camp experiences, because it had always seemed to me that there must be some of that going on. I can believe the nudists' proclamations that sexuality doesn't figure in much at those gatherings. But... as you say, when you have a bunch of hormonal teens, and they're seeing much more of each other than they usually would, and they can roam the camp together, then surely certain things will sometimes happen! I'd enjoy hearing about some of your experiences at those camps, supposing that you wanted to say more about them.

[TeenFan]

Embarrassment and humiliation stories set in a nudist camp are a rare thing here. Being care free while clothes free makes for a difficult
environment for people to feel ashamed. However, the first time an individual makes a foray into a nudist environment can be a nerve
wracking experience. I have touched on this subject on both an ENM ( "The Talent Show" ) and ENF ( "Nudist Camp for Beginners" ) stories.

I would love to hear other people's experiences with a nudist scene, or about an attempt to enter into a nudist lifestyle.
My grandfather took his family to nudist camps back in the 1950s to early 60s. He also collected nudist magazines and booklets printed in the
60s to 70s...all of which my mom tossed out years later. My mom rejected it all and removed every bit of evidence of his "unacceptable" lifestyle choice.

Despite being pro nudist, my grandfather was very religious and conservative.

[Rosey]

Why do you think Kelly and the other girls did that? Was the nudist girl a spectacle for them? Did they perhaps want to examine and compare your body to their own, seeing as you'd all probably undergone some recent development?

How was the rest of the sleepover after that? I can imagine it going several different directions in the time before you went to bed: awkward, uncomfortable, surprisingly normal, etc.

Was there any strain in your friendship after that sleepover?

It's interesting to hear you talk about your nudist camp experiences, because it had always seemed to me that there must be some of that going on. I can believe the nudists' proclamations that sexuality doesn't figure in much at those gatherings. But... as you say, when you have a bunch of hormonal teens, and they're seeing much more of each other than they usually would, and they can roam the camp together, then surely certain things will sometimes happen! I'd enjoy hearing about some of your experiences at those camps, supposing that you wanted to say more about them.

I spent the night really humiliated and embarrassed from the initial assault but I wasn't embarrassed by being nude any more, the other girls had already seen everything and despite the teasing comments and the glances as they checked me out I knew there was nothing wrong with me.Even when Kelly accidentally on purpose brushed against ne a few times by then it didn't have any real affect on me.

Funnily enough the other girls actually turned on Kelly a bit after that, I think they felt really guilty for the physical side of things in particular and blamed her for leading them I to something they tried to tell themselves they didn't really want to do. I ended up becoming close friends with all of them at Kelly's expense after that. My nickname with that group did remain baldy after that night but they never told anyone else to my knowledge.

I do have other stories from that time and maybe I will share them here if I have time. There would still be an ENF factor to them as the other thing I didn't mention was that while most adults left us alone as teens there were a few men and women who we knew to be careful around who would mysteriously find excuses to walk near wherever we were hanging out more times than you might think necessary.

[skai0]

Thank you for sharing. I would like to read more stories from you

[TeenFan]

I do have other stories from that time and maybe I will share them here if I have time. There would still be an ENF factor to them as the other thing I didn't mention was that while most adults left us alone as teens there were a few men and women who we knew to be careful around who would mysteriously find excuses to walk near wherever we were hanging out more times than you might think necessary.

I would like to know more or course.
I have seen quite a number of naturist videos, and only once or twice did I see a young guy with what might have been a half-erection.
You mostly hung out with the others your age, both boys and girls. I suspect that whenever a guy got an erection while these "Documentary"
films were being shot, such footage ended up being cut from the final product.

Did you ever see any of your friends have unwanted erection issues?
That is the main fear for young guys naked in public for the first time or two.

[Rosey]

Teenage boy nudists always get erections like any other teenage boys. We generally all carry towels around as nudists and the number of boys holding towels in front of them at any one time is probably greater than those not.

Us girls did used to like checking them out when they got them and we used to look as much as possible just like they would check us out.

I even saw my brother get hard since we hung out in the same friend group which was always extra embarrassing for him at least at first.

[CinnabarSunset]

Funnily enough the other girls actually turned on Kelly a bit after that, I think they felt really guilty for the physical side of things in particular and blamed her for leading them I to something they tried to tell themselves they didn't really want to do. I ended up becoming close friends with all of them at Kelly's expense after that. My nickname with that group did remain baldy after that night but they never told anyone else to my knowledge.

They never told anyone else about that nickname, or never told anyone else why you had that nickname? I can imagine a passing observer wondering why they were calling you "baldy"! I think I'd be wracking my brain for possible reasons, and maybe I'd even consider the actual reason. But I'd probably also be thinking, "No, surely that's not it. Maybe she had to do chemotherapy sometime in the past?"

It's funny (as much as your story can be called "funny") that Kelly got those just desserts. It sounds like you think they were pinning it all on Kelly to try to absolve themselves of guilty feelings, which seems only semi-remorseful to me. But if you got a good new friend group out of it, then that at least is a good outcome.

It's no surprise that that incident stuck with you, though. I don't think it's at all weird if it eventually led to an interest in CFNF and CMNF experiences. Unfortunately, I also won't be surprised if it caused some lasting trauma.

Teenage boy nudists always get elections like any other teenage boys. We generally all carry towels around as nudists and the number of boys holding towels in front of them at any one time is probably greater than those not.

Us girls did used to like checking them out when they got them and we used to look as much as possible just like they would check us out.

I even saw my brother get hard since we hung out in the same friend group which was always extra embarrassing for him at least at first.

I don't know that I've seen nudists actually claim that erections are rare (and I'm not a frequent reader of nudist writings...), but it sure feels like I've seen it heavily implied. And I've always been very dubious about that. At that age, erections often happen even when there's no clear reason! How could they not be a frequent thing at nudist gatherings? It's refreshing to hear you plainly say that they were common, and that the girls liked to check them out (and vice-versa).

I think getting an erection while hanging out nude with my sister would be extremely embarrassing, especially the first few times. Whatever you thought of your brother's embarrassment (that ":D" is suggestive), I hope you didn't tease him too much about it. The poor guy couldn't help it!

[Rosey]

They never told anyone else about that nickname, or never told anyone else why you had that nickname? I can imagine a passing observer wondering why they were calling you "baldy"! I think I'd be wracking my brain for possible reasons, and maybe I'd even consider the actual reason. But I'd probably also be thinking, "No, surely that's not it. Maybe she had to do chemotherapy sometime in the past?"

It's funny (as much as your story can be called "funny") that Kelly got those just desserts. It sounds like you think they were pinning it all on Kelly to try to absolve themselves of guilty feelings, which seems only semi-remorseful to me. But if you got a good new friend group out of it, then that at least is a good outcome.

They never told anyone else about the nickname or the incident, it was just for us. And I didn't really mind, I own my body, it was just a joke. I do think if I wasn't a nudist it would have been a lot more traumatic as an incident.

They totally did blame Kelly to avoid blaming themselves but we were all teenagers and to be honest we didn't ostracise Kelly, totally our friendship just moved on from her a bit. She went too far but I don't think she ever did anything like that to anyone again. I think she was deeply ashamed as well. I think if they had just stuck to stripping me they would have all been ok afterwards, it was the touching that none of them planned to do that made things awkward for all of them, whereas I think I would have been just as humiliated and affected by stripping alone.

It's no surprise that that incident stuck with you, though. I don't think it's at all weird if it eventually led to an interest in CFNF and CMNF experiences. Unfortunately, I also won't be surprised if it caused some lasting trauma.

Possibly, I don't know. I'm bi and when I started thinking about it in my twenties it came with fantasies of the incident going further of actual sex with the other girls happening that night and later...

I don't know that I've seen nudists actually claim that erections are rare (and I'm not a frequent reader of nudist writings...), but it sure feels like I've seen it heavily implied. And I've always been very dubious about that. At that age, erections often happen even when there's no clear reason! How could they not be a frequent thing at nudist gatherings? It's refreshing to hear you plainly say that they were common, and that the girls liked to check them out (and vice-versa).

I think getting an erection while hanging out nude with my sister would be extremely embarrassing, especially the first few times. Whatever you thought of your brother's embarrassment (that ":D" is suggestive), I hope you didn't tease him too much about it. The poor guy couldn't help it!

I laughed about it but not in a shaming way at least I don't think so... We're very close (not in a sexual way!!), he's a year older so we had the same friends and we got off with some of the same people in the same space at the same sessions. It was interesting to check him out but not in the same as other boys. For me Superevil and Steam Train among other story tellers on here describe the reactions of siblings to their siblings nudity really well when it's curiosity driven rather than incestuous.

[Rosey]

Embarrassment and humiliation stories set in a nudist camp are a rare thing here. Being care free while clothes free makes for a difficult
environment for people to feel ashamed. However, the first time an individual makes a foray into a nudist environment can be a nerve
wracking experience. I have touched on this subject on both an ENM ( "The Talent Show" ) and ENF ( "Nudist Camp for Beginners" ) stories.

I would love to hear other people's experiences with a nudist scene, or about an attempt to enter into a nudist lifestyle.
My grandfather took his family to nudist camps back in the 1950s to early 60s. He also collected nudist magazines and booklets printed in the
60s to 70s...all of which my mom tossed out years later. My mom rejected it all and removed every bit of evidence of his "unacceptable" lifestyle choice.

Despite being pro nudist, my grandfather was very religious and conservative.

A lot of the Dutch nudists are very religious and conservative in my experience.

The whole magazine and photo and video thing is complicated, when I was a kid and a teenager even right up to the mid Nineties it was absolutely acceptable to cameras and even film cameras to be everywhere in nudist places, I was definitely photographed and filmed while nude at camp as a kid and a teen and no one seemed to mind.

Things are rightly a lot more strict now, I think people were very naive right up until the early 2000s about the motivation for people taking those pictures, especially when it was women, but even single men.

I remember when I was twelve me and my mother and brother posing front on for a photo holding just tennis rackets for a guy to photograph us. We knew him but we didn't KNOW him if you know what I mean. Maybe it was all innocent, but in hindsight I don't think so.