humiliated in the schoolyard

[Massageguy]

Je suis desole'

There's nothing playful or sexy about this near-rape. I hope sharing the story helps you deal with the trauma.

Thanks for your trust, your honesty.

[Deborah]

Hi Deborah,
That’s a very interesting and touching story.
It seems you have been developing submissive fantasies after your public pantsing took place. After that, did you ever had the opportunity to be in a real situation where you had a submissive role?

Yes, but I have never been able to feel anything like it, it's normal, in a case it is a game with a man, in the other it is a real situation where I was degraded (not to mention of the age I had then), that is why I think about it all the time, even when I am with a man my mind escapes elsewhere, in time (at that time), in space (in this school). My shrink told me that following this trauma, my brain protects itself with adaptation mechanisms.

[Deborah]

Je suis desole'

There's nothing playful or sexy about this near-rape. I hope sharing the story helps you deal with the trauma.

Thanks for your trust, your honesty.

thank you