Breasts exposed in hospital

[Logansport23]

So when I (female) had just turned 20, I had tried to hurt myself by ingesting too many pills. About a day and a half later I decided I wanted to live and knew I needed urgent medical attention to fo so.
When you go to a hospital for s psychiatric reason they take your clothes away and give you a gown because they belive that's safer. I was too weak to put a gown up or sit up I'm bed so the nurse stripped me of all my clothes, including underwear and bra, and sort of laid a gown over me. The nurses were mostly male and my door was wide open, so having then strip me was extremely humiliating. Any one in the hall could see whst was happening, and I wasn't used to men seeing me naked.
Even though they laid a gown Over me they had to monitor my heart. The gown wasn't fastened so my breasts essentially fell out and stayed that way. I was embarrsed and felt so dehumanized. I asked them for a sheet to cover up but they said people eith a psychiatric problem couldn't have regular blankets. My door was wide open so they could watch me. And every onevwslking by could get a good look at me with only thing keeping me Modest was a gown over my Lower half.
I layed there basically naked for several hours. When they finally found a place to put me they traportrd me in nothing but the gown. It was the most humiliating thing I've been through. I hate the fact thst thinking about it turns me on so much now.

[randomlygenerated]

That sounds like it was a bad experience and, honestly, it's probably something you need to process and heal from.

I don't know if I would suggest therapy. GOOD therapy, would help, but unfortunately in my experience they're just as likely to hurt you... much like the experience you had.

If you were 20 then, well, you're older now. Just know that being turned on by it doesn't make you a bad person, just a human, and humans are all mixed up and weird. I like killing people in video games, doesn't mean I like killing in real life. I like degenerate sex stories when I masturbate, doesn't mean I actually want to rape someone.

So, yeah, just because you sometimes think of it erotically doesn't mean you are glad it happened or asked for it or whatever. People can have mixed emotions. That's okay. If this wasn't a true story and wasn't connected to suicide, I'd probably think it was kind of sexy.

And not to diminish it, but it's also okay to joke about negative experiences, and to just let go of trauma. It could have been worse. You didn't die from the pills, and hopefully you aren't experiencing suicidal ideation or depression anymore.

[Logansport23]

Thank you for saying that. I actually find that reading and writing smut regarding situations like the one I was in had made it easier to see what had happened as less grim. Unfortunately this post in particular wasn't very well put together becuase I just wanted to get it all out. I may base a story on my experience soon, but remove the elements of suicide and make it more light hearted.

[Logansport23]

That sounds like it was a bad experience and, honestly, it's probably something you need to process and heal from.

I don't know if I would suggest therapy. GOOD therapy, would help, but unfortunately in my experience they're just as likely to hurt you... much like the experience you had.

If you were 20 then, well, you're older now. Just know that being turned on by it doesn't make you a bad person, just a human, and humans are all mixed up and weird. I like killing people in video games, doesn't mean I like killing in real life. I like degenerate sex stories when I masturbate, doesn't mean I actually want to rape someone.

So, yeah, just because you sometimes think of it erotically doesn't mean you are glad it happened or asked for it or whatever. People can have mixed emotions. That's okay. If this wasn't a true story and wasn't connected to suicide, I'd probably think it was kind of sexy.

And not to diminish it, but it's also okay to joke about negative experiences, and to just let go of trauma. It could have been worse. You didn't die from the pills, and hopefully you aren't experiencing suicidal ideation or depression anymore.

Thank you for saying that. I actually find that reading and writing smut regarding situations like the one I was in had made it easier to see what had happened as less grim. Unfortunately this post in particular wasn't very well put together becuase I just wanted to get it all out. I may base a story on my experience soon, but remove the elements of suicide and make it more light hearted

[sslim5]

I posted a story my wife told me about earlier in this forum. Something traumatic but similar happened to her. DM me if you can't find it.

[Logansport23]

I posted a story my wife told me about earlier in this forum. Something traumatic but similar happened to her. DM me if you can't find it.

I did fing it, yeah it is very similar. I'm very lucky that the facility I got transported too was all women and that they gave me a (very flimsy) pair of scrubs to wear. The scrubs were still a little embaressing because they were kind of see though and I had no underwear but atleast there were mo men around. I'm sorry your wife had such a hard time getting help

[sslim5]

How long ago did that happen ? I am surprised that hospitals haven't figured out something better.

[Logansport23]

How long ago did that happen ? I am surprised that hospitals haven't figured out something better.

Only three years ago. My partner actually went to a psychiatric hospital just last November. They actually got some privacy while they were changing their clothes, and got to keep the clothes they were admitted in. They were still strip searched however.

[sslim5]

I wrote more about her experience on another board but never posted it here. No one seemed interested here.

[randomlygenerated]

People frequently think that things are different because it is [current year]! But people suck as much now as they did throughout all of history.