A Tale of Naked Truth
Posted: Mon Sep 02, 2024 12:47 am
A Tale of Naked Truth
I’ve been obsessed with the idea of permanent nudity since I was barely a teenager. It’s not common in my small, conservative town—not even as a punishment. But in 7th grade, we had this anti-bullying program where people who had been bullied growing up came to tell their stories. There was a gay man, a Black woman, a guy in a wheelchair, even a “nerd.” Everyone you’d expect, but they also brought in a naked girl, Erika, and I thought she was amazing.
Her whole family was naturists, and they signed up for permanent nudity just as soon as it was legal. She faced some really strong reactions: Everything from name-calling to groping. She even had people physically force clothes on her a few times. But she was so brave and just…amazing. The point wasn’t to sell us on permanent nudity, of course, but you could tell she believed in it. And on top of all that, she was beautiful.
But apparently, she didn’t make such an impression on anyone else. The boys thought it was great to have a naked girl in school, but that’s about it. When I talked about Erika with my friends, they just didn’t see it—they said she was “weird” and worse, just short of outright calling her a slut. So I dropped the subject but didn't stop thinking about it.
In high school, I finally had a couple of permanently naked fellow students, but they still seemed so exotic. There was a naked boy who was like a super hippie or something, and a “bad girl” from the big city who was bottomless. We even had a naked substitute teacher once, though not in my class. I was never friends with any of them, but I was more drawn to the idea than ever. It was about that time I realized I wasn’t just interested; I wanted to do it myself. When I admitted these feelings to my best friend, she laughed. And when I convinced her I was serious, she called me crazy—and fat.
My mother saw me crying later, but I didn’t dare tell her why. I knew she’d agree with my friend. She never had anything nice to say when there was a story about someone permanently naked on TV. Eventually, I talked to a counselor at school about it. This was supposed to be confidential, but someone told my parents anyway. My mother reacted like I thought she would. She didn’t call me crazy, but she dismissed the whole idea. She kept asking what the “real problem” was. I was just acting out or something. My dad was a tiny bit more understanding; at least he took me seriously, but he’s so protective. He made it clear he’d never let me do something like that. But fortunately, he didn’t have to.
Once I discovered I couldn’t count on support from anyone, I knew I just had to do it. I was over 16 by then, so I didn’t need anyone to co-sign my registration. So one day, I just went to court after school. They didn’t take me very seriously either, but at least they knew what the law was, so they gave me the forms even as they tried to talk me out of it. They didn’t have an undressing booth, of course, but they said I could use the restroom for that if I wanted. So I chucked my clothes in the wastebasket while I was there.
When I came home naked and showed my parents the paperwork, they flipped. My mother even threatened to have me ruled incompetent so they could cancel my registration. Not that there were any grounds for it. I guess my father talked her out of pursuing that, though he wasn’t happy either—not at all. But I was. I was a nudist. Permanently naked. A PN girl, I was who I wanted to be.
But being who I wanted to be didn’t mean it was easy. The day after I registered was one of the worst days of my life. I could barely get out of bed that morning, but I forced myself to face what I knew was coming. Walking into school naked was a nightmare. Every eye turned to me, and the whispers started immediately. I tried to focus on Erika, on how confident she’d been, but I felt like I was being torn apart by their judgmental stares. I could feel the tension in the air, like a taut string about to snap.
That’s when I saw her: Emma Pearson. She was the queen bee of our school, the kind of girl who could make or break you with just a few words. She was tall, beautiful, and utterly terrifying. Emma and I had never really interacted much before, but I knew enough to stay out of her way. Today, though, there was no avoiding her.
“Well, well, well, look who decided to finally let her freak flag fly,” Emma sneered, loud enough for everyone around us to hear. “Is this some kind of desperate cry for attention, or are you just really that starved for it?”
My face burned, and I tried to muster up some sort of comeback, but the words stuck in my throat. The crowd around us was growing, and I could feel the heat of their gazes crawling over my skin. This was so much worse than I’d imagined.
“Come on, don’t be shy now,” Emma taunted, stepping closer, her eyes narrowing as she looked me up and down. “You’ve got nothing to hide anymore, right?”
The laughter that followed her words was like a physical blow. My heart was pounding so hard I thought it might burst out of my chest. I wanted to disappear, to melt into the floor and never have to face any of them again. But I couldn’t. This was what I’d chosen, and there was no going back now.
“Leave her alone, Emma,” a voice said from somewhere in the crowd, but it was weak and easily drowned out by the snickers and jeers.
“Or what” Emma shot back, her eyes never leaving mine. “She’s the one who decided to put on a show for us. We’re just enjoying the entertainment.”
I tried to hold my ground, but the pressure was unbearable. My cheeks burned hotter than ever, and my whole body felt exposed—not just physically, but in every possible way. It was like Emma could see right through me, straight to all my insecurities.
Then she did the unthinkable. She reached out and touched my bare arm, lightly running her fingers down to my wrist. The sensation was electric, but not in a good way. It was like she was claiming ownership, showing everyone that she could do whatever she wanted with me.
“Hey, look everyone! She’s blushing all over,” Emma announced, and I could hear the delight in her voice as the crowd around us roared with laughter. “I didn’t know that was possible!”
The humiliation was excruciating. I wanted to scream, to cry, to do anything to make this stop, but I was frozen in place, completely paralyzed by fear and embarrassment. My skin felt like it was on fire, and I was sure I must have been as red as a tomato.
“Maybe we should help her out,” Emma continued, her tone mocking. “She doesn’t know what to do with herself.”
Before I knew what was happening, she grabbed my hand and raised it above my head like I was some kind of trophy. The crowd went wild, laughing and cheering as if this was all some hilarious game. My arm felt like it was made of lead, and I had to fight the urge to yank it down and run away.
But I couldn’t let her win. I knew that if I did, I’d never be able to face anyone again. I had to do something—anything—to regain control of the situation. So, with every ounce of courage I had left, I forced myself to smile, even though my lips were trembling.
“I’m not ashamed,” I managed to say, though my voice came out weak and shaky. “This is who I am.”
For a split second, Emma’s expression faltered. Maybe she hadn’t expected me to fight back at all. But then her smirk returned, even more venomous than before.
“Well, isn’t that cute,” she said, her voice dripping with sarcasm. “But we’ll see how long that confidence lasts.”
She finally let go of my hand, and I lowered it as quickly as I could, trying to ignore the aching in my arm and the pounding in my chest. The crowd started to disperse, though the whispers and glances didn’t stop. I was shaking all over, but I’d made it through. I hadn’t let her break me—not completely, anyway.
But that was just the beginning. Emma made it her mission to make my life hell. She spread rumors, orchestrated pranks, and turned even some of my friends against me. She pushed me harder and harder, forcing me to confront the reality of what I’d chosen before I was ready. There were times I almost gave up, times when the humiliation and isolation seemed too much to bear.
One of the worst moments was when she orchestrated a “wardrobe intervention” in the middle of the cafeteria. I was sitting alone, trying to focus on my lunch, when suddenly a group of girls surrounded me, all holding out clothes they’d brought from home.
“Come on, sweetie, you’ve had your fun,” one of them cooed, waving a sweater in my face, “Time to put these on and stop embarrassing yourself.”
I shook my head, trying to stay calm, but my heart was racing. I didn’t want to make a scene, but they weren’t giving me a choice.
“It’s for your good,” another girl chimed in, her voice syrupy and sweet but laced with malice. “You’ll thank us later.”
The cafeteria had gone completely silent, all eyes on me as I struggled to find the right words. But before I could say anything, Emma appeared behind them, holding a pair of jeans.
“I think you should start with these,” she said, tossing the jeans onto the table in front of me, “Unless you’d rather keep flashing everyone.”
My whole body tensed. I could feel the tears welling up, but I blinked them back, refusing to let her see me cry. I stood up, knocking the chair over in the process, and took a deep breath.
“No,” I said, my voice stronger this time. “I don’t need your clothes. I’m fine just the way I am.”
The silence was deafening, but I held my ground. After what felt like an eternity, the girls slowly backed off, one by one, leaving Emma standing alone. She stared at me, her eyes narrowing with anger, but she didn’t say anything. Instead, she just turned on her heel and walked away, the other girls following her like lost puppies.
I collapsed back into my chair, my whole body trembling. I’d won, but it didn’t feel like a victory. It felt like I’d barely survived.
But slowly, as the weeks went on, I found my footing. I stopped letting Emma’s taunts get to me. I made new friends, people who accepted me for who I was. And most importantly, I started to feel comfortable in my skin—truly comfortable, in a way I never had before.
There were still tough days, days when I questioned everything, but I didn’t regret my decision. I was stronger than I’d ever realized, and no one—not even Emma Pearson—could take that away from me.
In the end, I was a PN girl. Not just because I was naked, but because I was finally, truly myself. And that was something no one could ever strip away.
The days following the cafeteria incident were a blur of tension and small victories. Word spread quickly about my refusal to back down, and while Emma and her clique didn’t let up, I noticed a shift in the way others treated me. Some of the students who had laughed at me before now looked at me with a mix of curiosity and respect. A few even approached me, asking questions about why I had chosen permanent nudity and what it was like. It was awkward at first, but the more I talked about it, the more confident I became in my decision.
But Emma wasn’t done with me. Her taunts grew more subtle, more psychological. She would whisper things as she passed me in the halls, just loud enough for me to hear but quiet enough that no one else noticed, Comments about my body, about how everyone was watching me, judging me. She knew exactly how to get under my skin, and even though I tried to ignore her, the words stuck with me, gnawing away at my self-esteem.
One day, she cornered me in the locker room after gym class. The other girls had already left, and I was alone, gathering my things when I heard the door slam shut. I turned to see Emma leaning against the wall, a predatory smile on her face.
“You think you’re so brave, don’t you?” she said, her voice dripping with venom. “Walking around here like you is some kind of martyr. But you’re just a freak, and everyone knows it.”
I didn’t respond. I knew that was what she wanted—some kind of reaction, some sign that she was getting to me. But I refused to give her the satisfaction.
“What’s the matter? Cat got your tongue?” she taunted, stepping closer. “Or are you finally realizing how stupid you’ve been?”
I swallowed hard, trying to keep my breathing steady. I was tired, so tired of this constant battle, but I couldn’t let her break me. Not now, not when I’d come so far.
“I’m not going to fight with you, Emma,” I said quietly, hoping to defuse the situation. “You can say whatever you want, but it doesn’t change anything.”
“Oh, I’m not trying to change anything,” she replied, her smile widening. “I’m just here to make sure you understand your place. You’re not special. You’re just a sideshow freak, and that’s all you’ll ever be.”
Before I could react, she reached out and grabbed my arm, her nails digging into my skin. I gasped, trying to pull away, but she was stronger than I expected.
“Let go of me,” I demanded, my voice trembling with a mixture of fear and anger.
“Or what?” she sneered, tightening her grip. “You go to run to the principal? Cry to your mommy? Face it; no one’s going to help you.”
I tried to yank my arm free, but she just laughed, enjoying the power she held over me. I could feel the panic rising in my chest, but I fought it down, refusing to let her see how scared I was.
Then, without warning, she shoved me hard against the lockers. The cold metal pressed against my bare skin, sending a shock of pain through my body. I winced, but I didn’t cry out. I wouldn’t give her that.
“You think you’re so tough,” she hissed, leaning in so close I could feel her breath on my face. “But you’re nothing, just a pathetic little girl playing pretend.”
I didn’t know where the courage came from, but something inside me snapped. I pushed her away, surprising both of us with the force of it. She stumbled back, her eyes wide with shock.
“Get away from me, Emma,” I said, my voice low and steady. “I’m done playing your games.”
For a moment, she just stared at me, stunned into silence. Then her expression hardened, and she took a step forward, her fists clenched at her sides.
“You think you’re so much better than me?” she spat. “You think this makes you stronger?”
“It’s not about being better,” I shot back, finally finding my voice. “It’s about being true to me. Something you wouldn’t understand.”
Her eyes narrowed, and for a split second, I thought she might hit me. But then, something changed. The fury in her eyes flickered, replaced by something else—something almost like fear. She looked at me like she was seeing me for the first time, really seeing me. And it shook her.
Without another word, she turned and stormed out of the locker room, slamming the door behind her. I stood there, breathing heavily, my heart pounding in my chest. I felt a mix of relief and exhaustion wash over me. I’d stood up to her, really stood up to her, and she’d backed down. But it didn’t feel like a victory. It felt like a reprieve, like the eye of a storm that was far from over.
I knew Emma wouldn’t give up that easily. She was humiliated, and people like her didn’t take that lightly. But for now, I had a moment of peace, a moment to collect myself and prepare for whatever came next.
As I left the locker room and walked down the empty hallway, I realized something important. I wasn’t just fighting Emma—I was fighting for my right to be myself, to live my life the way I wanted. And that was worth every ounce of pain, every tear, every moment of humiliation. Because in the end, this wasn’t just about being naked. It was about being free. Free from the expectations of others, free from the fear of judgment, and free to be exactly who I was, no matter what anyone else thought.
And that, more than anything, was worth fighting for.
The hallway felt eerily quiet as I walked back to class, the confrontation with Emma still fresh in my mind. My heart hadn’t quite slowed down, and my skin still tingled where she had grabbed me. I knew this wasn’t over. Emma was the kind of person who didn’t take defeat lightly, and I had just publicly defied her.
The rest of the day passed in a blur. I was hyper-aware of everyone around me—of the looks, the whispers, the occasional smirks. It felt like the entire school knew what had happened in the locker room, even though I doubted Emma would have spread that particular story. That was the thing about being permanently naked: every little thing was amplified. Every mistake, every awkward moment, was on full display, and there was no hiding from it.
By the time I got home, I was exhausted, both physically and emotionally. My mom didn’t say much when I walked in. She just gave me a once-over, her lips pressed into a thin line, and went back to whatever she was doing in the kitchen. My dad wasn’t home yet, and honestly, I was relieved. I wasn’t ready to deal with any more disapproval today.
I trudged up to my room and collapsed on my bed, staring up at the ceiling. The weight of the day pressed down on me, but beneath it all was a small spark of pride. I had stood up to Emma, something I never would have imagined doing before. But even with that small victory, doubt started to creep in. Was this worth it? Could I keep going like this, day after day, with no relief in sight?
My phone buzzed, pulling me out of my thoughts. I reached for it, half expecting some nasty message from Emma or one of her minions. But instead, it was a text from someone I hadn’t heard from in a long time.
Anna: Hey, I heard what happened today. Are you okay?
I blinked at the screen, surprised. Anna and I had been friends in middle school, but we had drifted apart once we got to high school. She had found her crowd, and I had...well, I had become more and more isolated, especially since I’d decided to go permanently nude.
Me: Yeah, I’m fine. Just tired.
I hesitated before hitting send, not sure if I should say more. But before I could overthink it, another message popped up.
Anna: I’m sorry I haven’t been around. I should have reached out sooner. I know it’s been tough for you.
I stared at the screen, feeling a lump form in my throat. It was strange—after everything I’d been through, this simple message was what almost brought me to tears. I hadn’t realized how much I missed having a friend, someone who cared.
Me: It’s okay. I’m just glad you’re texting me now.
There was a pause before her next message came through.
Anna: Do you want to hang out this weekend? We could catch up, talk about...everything.
A small smile tugged at my lips. For the first time in what felt like forever, I had something to look forward to. Maybe this was the start of mending some of the broken pieces of my life.
Me: I’d like that.
The weekend couldn’t come fast enough. When Saturday finally rolled around, I was a bundle of nerves. I hadn’t seen Anna outside of school in over a year, and so much had changed since then. I wondered if we could pick up where we left off or if the gap between us had grown too wide to bridge.
We met at a small park near my house, a place where we used to spend hours talking about everything and nothing. It felt surreal to be there again, like stepping into a memory. But as soon as I saw Anna, some of that tension melted away. She was smiling, and it was genuine—no judgment, no awkwardness, just the same old Anna I remembered.
“Hey,” she said as I approached, her eyes flicking over my body in that quick, assessing way everyone did. But she didn’t linger or make a big deal out of it, and I appreciated that more than she could know.
“Hey,” I replied, smiling back. “It’s been a while.”
“Yeah, it has,” she agreed, sitting down on one of the swings. “I’ve missed this. Us.”
“Me too,” I admitted, sitting on the swing beside her. The cool metal of the seat felt strange against my bare skin, but I was used to it by now. “How’s everything been?”
We started talking, and before I knew it, the awkwardness I’d feared was gone. It was like we were kids again, sharing secrets and laughing at stupid jokes. But as the conversation went on, I could feel the inevitable topic looming over us like a cloud.
“So,” Anna said after a while, her tone shifting to something more serious. “Can I ask...why? Why did you decide to do it?”
I took a deep breath, trying to find the right words. “I guess...I just got tired of feeling like I was hiding all the time. Like I wasn’t being true to myself. I kept thinking about Erika, that girl we saw in middle school, and how brave she was. I wanted that kind of freedom, that kind of honesty.”
Anna nodded, her expression thoughtful. “I remember her. She was something.”
“Yeah,” I said softly, looking down at the ground. “But it’s been harder than I thought it would be. I didn’t realize how much...pushback I’d get. Especially from people like Emma.”
Anna winced. “I heard about what she did. She’s such a bitch.”
“She is,” I agreed, laughing a little. “But I guess she’s just scared of anything different. Of anything she can’t control.”
“Still, it’s not fair that you have to deal with that,” Anna said, her voice filled with sympathy. “I wish I could do something to help.”
“Just being here helps,” I told her, and I meant it. “I’ve felt so alone lately. It’s nice to know someone’s on my side.”
“I am,” she said firmly. “And if Emma gives you any more trouble, you just let me know. I might not be able to fight her physically, but I can at least make sure she knows you’re not alone.”
For the first time in weeks, I felt a weight lift off my shoulders. Maybe I wasn’t as isolated as I’d thought. Maybe, with people like Anna by my side, I could handle whatever came next.
We spent the rest of the afternoon talking and laughing, and by the time I walked home, I felt lighter than I had in ages. The sun was setting, casting a warm golden glow over everything, and for the first time in a long time, I felt at peace.
The next week at school, Emma was conspicuously absent. Rumors swirled that she had gotten into some kind of trouble, but no one seemed to know the full story. I couldn’t help but feel a small sense of satisfaction. Whatever had happened, it was a relief to have a break from her relentless harassment.
But the reprieve was short-lived. By Wednesday, she was back, and she looked angrier than ever. I braced myself for the next round, knowing she wouldn’t let this go easily.
Sure enough, she cornered me in the hallway after class, her eyes blazing with fury.
“Enjoy your little vacation?” I asked, trying to keep my tone light, even as my heart pounded in my chest.
“Don’t think this is over,” she hissed, stepping closer. “You might have won a few battles, but I’m not done with you yet.”
I met her gaze, refusing to back down. “I’m not afraid of you, Emma. Do whatever you want. I’m not going to break.”
For a moment, we just stood there, locked in a silent standoff. Then, without warning, she reached out and shoved me against the wall. The impact knocked the breath out of me, but I didn’t flinch. I wouldn’t give her the satisfaction.
“You’re going to regret this,” she whispered, her voice low and dangerous. “I’ll make sure of it.”
Before I could respond, she turned and walked away, leaving me shaken but determined. I knew she was serious—she would keep coming after me until she got what she wanted. But I also knew that I wasn’t alone anymore. I had friends, and people who cared about me, and that gave me the strength to keep going.
The rest of the day passed in a haze of anxiety and anticipation. I kept expecting Emma to strike again, but she didn’t. It was almost worse than if she had—I couldn’t shake the feeling that she was planning something, waiting for the perfect moment to unleash whatever she had in store.
When I got home, I was too tense to relax. I tried to do my homework, but I couldn’t focus. My mind kept drifting back to Emma, to the look in her eyes, to the threat she had made. I didn’t know what she was planning, but I knew it wouldn’t be good.
That night, as I lay in bed, I felt the familiar weight of doubt pressing down on me. I had come so far, but now, more than ever, I questioned if I had the strength to keep going. What if Emma finally pushed me too far? What if I couldn’t take it anymore?
But as I stared up at the ceiling, I remembered Anna’s words, her promise to stand by me, and I knew I couldn’t give up. I had people who believed in me, who saw me for who I was, not just for the choices I had made. And that was worth fighting for.
Whatever Emma had planned, I would face it head-on. I wouldn’t let her break me, no matter what. Because in the end, this wasn’t just about surviving high school. It was about being true to myself, about living my life on my terms.
And that was something worth fighting for.
The next few days at school were tense. Emma kept a low profile, but the air was thick with anticipation. I was on edge, expecting her to strike at any moment. It felt like waiting for a storm to hit, the sky dark and foreboding, while everyone else seemed to go about their day as if nothing was amiss.
Anna stayed close by, offering her support and friendship. We would meet in the park after school, where we talked and laughed, trying to keep our minds off the looming threat. Her presence was a comfort, and having someone who understood and accepted me made the constant tension a little more bearable.
One afternoon, as I was walking to my locker, I noticed Emma standing by the entrance of the hallway, flanked by her usual entourage. She was watching me with an expression I couldn’t quite read—something between a smirk and a glare. My heart skipped a beat, and I braced myself for whatever she had planned.
I tried to ignore her, focusing on getting to my locker and retrieving my books. But as I fumbled with the combination, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned to see Emma’s friend, Jessica, a girl who had always seemed to be a bit of a follower.
“Hey,” Jessica said, her voice almost apologetic. “Emma wants to see you. She said it’s important.”
A knot of anxiety tightened in my stomach. “I’m not interested in talking to her.”
“She said it’s really important,” Jessica repeated, her eyes darting nervously. “Please. Just come with me.”
I hesitated, then nodded, trying to keep my composure. Jessica led me down the hallway to a secluded corner near the art room. Emma was waiting there, her arms crossed and a triumphant look on her face.
“Nice to see you again,” Emma said, her tone dripping with false sweetness. “I’ve been meaning to have another chat.”
“What do you want?” I asked, trying to keep my voice steady.
“Oh, nothing much,” Emma replied. “Just a little... fun.”
She gestured, and two of her friends stepped forward, holding a large bag between them. My stomach churned with apprehension. I had no idea what was in the bag, but the way they were looking at me told me it wasn’t good.
Emma’s smirk widened as she opened the bag and pulled out several brightly colored paint cans. “I thought we’d have some fun with these. Just a little art project, you know?”
My heart sank. Paint? It sounded like a harmless prank at first, but I could already see the cruel twist in her eyes. This was going to be messy, and it was going to be humiliating.
“No,” I said firmly, stepping back. “I’m not participating in this.”
“Oh, you don’t have a choice,” Emma said, her smile turning sinister. “You see, this is for everyone’s entertainment. And trust me, it’ll be quite the show.”
Before I could react, one of her friends grabbed my arm, holding me still. Emma and the others started shaking the paint cans, the sound of the liquid sloshing inside filling the space with an ominous noise.
“Stop!” I yelled, trying to pull away. But the grip on my arm was too strong, and before I knew it, one of the cans was tipped over and splashed against my chest. The cold paint hit me like a shockwave, soaking into my skin and dripping down my sides.
The shock of it made me gasp, and I struggled even harder, but the more I fought, the more paint they poured. Colors splattered across my body—red, blue, yellow—all blending together into a chaotic, humiliating mess. I could hear the laughter of Emma’s friends, the cruel delight in their voices.
Tears of frustration stung my eyes. I was helpless, completely at their mercy. The paint was thick and sticky, clinging to my skin and making me feel even more exposed and vulnerable. The laughter grew louder, and I could feel the weight of the entire school watching, the whispers and giggles echoing down the hall.
Finally, they stopped, leaving me standing there, drenched in paint, my skin a grotesque canvas of bright colors. Emma and her friends took a step back, their faces alight with satisfaction.
“There,” Emma said with a satisfied smile. “Now everyone can see just how ridiculous you look. And if you think this is bad, just wait. There’s more where that came from.”
With that, she turned and walked away, her entourage following her like a pack of wolves. I was left standing there, humiliated and covered in paint, my heart racing with a mixture of anger and despair.
It took a few moments before I could move, the weight of the paint making my movements sluggish. I finally managed to wipe my eyes and look around. A small crowd had gathered, their faces a mix of shock, pity, and amusement. I felt exposed in every sense of the word.
Anna appeared beside me, her face a mask of concern. “Are you okay?”
I tried to nod, but the paint made it difficult to even see clearly. “I’m fine,” I said, though my voice was barely above a whisper.
Anna helped me to the bathroom, where I could start the long process of cleaning up. As we walked, I felt the stares and heard the whispers. It was like every step was a reminder of my public humiliation.
I’ve been obsessed with the idea of permanent nudity since I was barely a teenager. It’s not common in my small, conservative town—not even as a punishment. But in 7th grade, we had this anti-bullying program where people who had been bullied growing up came to tell their stories. There was a gay man, a Black woman, a guy in a wheelchair, even a “nerd.” Everyone you’d expect, but they also brought in a naked girl, Erika, and I thought she was amazing.
Her whole family was naturists, and they signed up for permanent nudity just as soon as it was legal. She faced some really strong reactions: Everything from name-calling to groping. She even had people physically force clothes on her a few times. But she was so brave and just…amazing. The point wasn’t to sell us on permanent nudity, of course, but you could tell she believed in it. And on top of all that, she was beautiful.
But apparently, she didn’t make such an impression on anyone else. The boys thought it was great to have a naked girl in school, but that’s about it. When I talked about Erika with my friends, they just didn’t see it—they said she was “weird” and worse, just short of outright calling her a slut. So I dropped the subject but didn't stop thinking about it.
In high school, I finally had a couple of permanently naked fellow students, but they still seemed so exotic. There was a naked boy who was like a super hippie or something, and a “bad girl” from the big city who was bottomless. We even had a naked substitute teacher once, though not in my class. I was never friends with any of them, but I was more drawn to the idea than ever. It was about that time I realized I wasn’t just interested; I wanted to do it myself. When I admitted these feelings to my best friend, she laughed. And when I convinced her I was serious, she called me crazy—and fat.
My mother saw me crying later, but I didn’t dare tell her why. I knew she’d agree with my friend. She never had anything nice to say when there was a story about someone permanently naked on TV. Eventually, I talked to a counselor at school about it. This was supposed to be confidential, but someone told my parents anyway. My mother reacted like I thought she would. She didn’t call me crazy, but she dismissed the whole idea. She kept asking what the “real problem” was. I was just acting out or something. My dad was a tiny bit more understanding; at least he took me seriously, but he’s so protective. He made it clear he’d never let me do something like that. But fortunately, he didn’t have to.
Once I discovered I couldn’t count on support from anyone, I knew I just had to do it. I was over 16 by then, so I didn’t need anyone to co-sign my registration. So one day, I just went to court after school. They didn’t take me very seriously either, but at least they knew what the law was, so they gave me the forms even as they tried to talk me out of it. They didn’t have an undressing booth, of course, but they said I could use the restroom for that if I wanted. So I chucked my clothes in the wastebasket while I was there.
When I came home naked and showed my parents the paperwork, they flipped. My mother even threatened to have me ruled incompetent so they could cancel my registration. Not that there were any grounds for it. I guess my father talked her out of pursuing that, though he wasn’t happy either—not at all. But I was. I was a nudist. Permanently naked. A PN girl, I was who I wanted to be.
But being who I wanted to be didn’t mean it was easy. The day after I registered was one of the worst days of my life. I could barely get out of bed that morning, but I forced myself to face what I knew was coming. Walking into school naked was a nightmare. Every eye turned to me, and the whispers started immediately. I tried to focus on Erika, on how confident she’d been, but I felt like I was being torn apart by their judgmental stares. I could feel the tension in the air, like a taut string about to snap.
That’s when I saw her: Emma Pearson. She was the queen bee of our school, the kind of girl who could make or break you with just a few words. She was tall, beautiful, and utterly terrifying. Emma and I had never really interacted much before, but I knew enough to stay out of her way. Today, though, there was no avoiding her.
“Well, well, well, look who decided to finally let her freak flag fly,” Emma sneered, loud enough for everyone around us to hear. “Is this some kind of desperate cry for attention, or are you just really that starved for it?”
My face burned, and I tried to muster up some sort of comeback, but the words stuck in my throat. The crowd around us was growing, and I could feel the heat of their gazes crawling over my skin. This was so much worse than I’d imagined.
“Come on, don’t be shy now,” Emma taunted, stepping closer, her eyes narrowing as she looked me up and down. “You’ve got nothing to hide anymore, right?”
The laughter that followed her words was like a physical blow. My heart was pounding so hard I thought it might burst out of my chest. I wanted to disappear, to melt into the floor and never have to face any of them again. But I couldn’t. This was what I’d chosen, and there was no going back now.
“Leave her alone, Emma,” a voice said from somewhere in the crowd, but it was weak and easily drowned out by the snickers and jeers.
“Or what” Emma shot back, her eyes never leaving mine. “She’s the one who decided to put on a show for us. We’re just enjoying the entertainment.”
I tried to hold my ground, but the pressure was unbearable. My cheeks burned hotter than ever, and my whole body felt exposed—not just physically, but in every possible way. It was like Emma could see right through me, straight to all my insecurities.
Then she did the unthinkable. She reached out and touched my bare arm, lightly running her fingers down to my wrist. The sensation was electric, but not in a good way. It was like she was claiming ownership, showing everyone that she could do whatever she wanted with me.
“Hey, look everyone! She’s blushing all over,” Emma announced, and I could hear the delight in her voice as the crowd around us roared with laughter. “I didn’t know that was possible!”
The humiliation was excruciating. I wanted to scream, to cry, to do anything to make this stop, but I was frozen in place, completely paralyzed by fear and embarrassment. My skin felt like it was on fire, and I was sure I must have been as red as a tomato.
“Maybe we should help her out,” Emma continued, her tone mocking. “She doesn’t know what to do with herself.”
Before I knew what was happening, she grabbed my hand and raised it above my head like I was some kind of trophy. The crowd went wild, laughing and cheering as if this was all some hilarious game. My arm felt like it was made of lead, and I had to fight the urge to yank it down and run away.
But I couldn’t let her win. I knew that if I did, I’d never be able to face anyone again. I had to do something—anything—to regain control of the situation. So, with every ounce of courage I had left, I forced myself to smile, even though my lips were trembling.
“I’m not ashamed,” I managed to say, though my voice came out weak and shaky. “This is who I am.”
For a split second, Emma’s expression faltered. Maybe she hadn’t expected me to fight back at all. But then her smirk returned, even more venomous than before.
“Well, isn’t that cute,” she said, her voice dripping with sarcasm. “But we’ll see how long that confidence lasts.”
She finally let go of my hand, and I lowered it as quickly as I could, trying to ignore the aching in my arm and the pounding in my chest. The crowd started to disperse, though the whispers and glances didn’t stop. I was shaking all over, but I’d made it through. I hadn’t let her break me—not completely, anyway.
But that was just the beginning. Emma made it her mission to make my life hell. She spread rumors, orchestrated pranks, and turned even some of my friends against me. She pushed me harder and harder, forcing me to confront the reality of what I’d chosen before I was ready. There were times I almost gave up, times when the humiliation and isolation seemed too much to bear.
One of the worst moments was when she orchestrated a “wardrobe intervention” in the middle of the cafeteria. I was sitting alone, trying to focus on my lunch, when suddenly a group of girls surrounded me, all holding out clothes they’d brought from home.
“Come on, sweetie, you’ve had your fun,” one of them cooed, waving a sweater in my face, “Time to put these on and stop embarrassing yourself.”
I shook my head, trying to stay calm, but my heart was racing. I didn’t want to make a scene, but they weren’t giving me a choice.
“It’s for your good,” another girl chimed in, her voice syrupy and sweet but laced with malice. “You’ll thank us later.”
The cafeteria had gone completely silent, all eyes on me as I struggled to find the right words. But before I could say anything, Emma appeared behind them, holding a pair of jeans.
“I think you should start with these,” she said, tossing the jeans onto the table in front of me, “Unless you’d rather keep flashing everyone.”
My whole body tensed. I could feel the tears welling up, but I blinked them back, refusing to let her see me cry. I stood up, knocking the chair over in the process, and took a deep breath.
“No,” I said, my voice stronger this time. “I don’t need your clothes. I’m fine just the way I am.”
The silence was deafening, but I held my ground. After what felt like an eternity, the girls slowly backed off, one by one, leaving Emma standing alone. She stared at me, her eyes narrowing with anger, but she didn’t say anything. Instead, she just turned on her heel and walked away, the other girls following her like lost puppies.
I collapsed back into my chair, my whole body trembling. I’d won, but it didn’t feel like a victory. It felt like I’d barely survived.
But slowly, as the weeks went on, I found my footing. I stopped letting Emma’s taunts get to me. I made new friends, people who accepted me for who I was. And most importantly, I started to feel comfortable in my skin—truly comfortable, in a way I never had before.
There were still tough days, days when I questioned everything, but I didn’t regret my decision. I was stronger than I’d ever realized, and no one—not even Emma Pearson—could take that away from me.
In the end, I was a PN girl. Not just because I was naked, but because I was finally, truly myself. And that was something no one could ever strip away.
The days following the cafeteria incident were a blur of tension and small victories. Word spread quickly about my refusal to back down, and while Emma and her clique didn’t let up, I noticed a shift in the way others treated me. Some of the students who had laughed at me before now looked at me with a mix of curiosity and respect. A few even approached me, asking questions about why I had chosen permanent nudity and what it was like. It was awkward at first, but the more I talked about it, the more confident I became in my decision.
But Emma wasn’t done with me. Her taunts grew more subtle, more psychological. She would whisper things as she passed me in the halls, just loud enough for me to hear but quiet enough that no one else noticed, Comments about my body, about how everyone was watching me, judging me. She knew exactly how to get under my skin, and even though I tried to ignore her, the words stuck with me, gnawing away at my self-esteem.
One day, she cornered me in the locker room after gym class. The other girls had already left, and I was alone, gathering my things when I heard the door slam shut. I turned to see Emma leaning against the wall, a predatory smile on her face.
“You think you’re so brave, don’t you?” she said, her voice dripping with venom. “Walking around here like you is some kind of martyr. But you’re just a freak, and everyone knows it.”
I didn’t respond. I knew that was what she wanted—some kind of reaction, some sign that she was getting to me. But I refused to give her the satisfaction.
“What’s the matter? Cat got your tongue?” she taunted, stepping closer. “Or are you finally realizing how stupid you’ve been?”
I swallowed hard, trying to keep my breathing steady. I was tired, so tired of this constant battle, but I couldn’t let her break me. Not now, not when I’d come so far.
“I’m not going to fight with you, Emma,” I said quietly, hoping to defuse the situation. “You can say whatever you want, but it doesn’t change anything.”
“Oh, I’m not trying to change anything,” she replied, her smile widening. “I’m just here to make sure you understand your place. You’re not special. You’re just a sideshow freak, and that’s all you’ll ever be.”
Before I could react, she reached out and grabbed my arm, her nails digging into my skin. I gasped, trying to pull away, but she was stronger than I expected.
“Let go of me,” I demanded, my voice trembling with a mixture of fear and anger.
“Or what?” she sneered, tightening her grip. “You go to run to the principal? Cry to your mommy? Face it; no one’s going to help you.”
I tried to yank my arm free, but she just laughed, enjoying the power she held over me. I could feel the panic rising in my chest, but I fought it down, refusing to let her see how scared I was.
Then, without warning, she shoved me hard against the lockers. The cold metal pressed against my bare skin, sending a shock of pain through my body. I winced, but I didn’t cry out. I wouldn’t give her that.
“You think you’re so tough,” she hissed, leaning in so close I could feel her breath on my face. “But you’re nothing, just a pathetic little girl playing pretend.”
I didn’t know where the courage came from, but something inside me snapped. I pushed her away, surprising both of us with the force of it. She stumbled back, her eyes wide with shock.
“Get away from me, Emma,” I said, my voice low and steady. “I’m done playing your games.”
For a moment, she just stared at me, stunned into silence. Then her expression hardened, and she took a step forward, her fists clenched at her sides.
“You think you’re so much better than me?” she spat. “You think this makes you stronger?”
“It’s not about being better,” I shot back, finally finding my voice. “It’s about being true to me. Something you wouldn’t understand.”
Her eyes narrowed, and for a split second, I thought she might hit me. But then, something changed. The fury in her eyes flickered, replaced by something else—something almost like fear. She looked at me like she was seeing me for the first time, really seeing me. And it shook her.
Without another word, she turned and stormed out of the locker room, slamming the door behind her. I stood there, breathing heavily, my heart pounding in my chest. I felt a mix of relief and exhaustion wash over me. I’d stood up to her, really stood up to her, and she’d backed down. But it didn’t feel like a victory. It felt like a reprieve, like the eye of a storm that was far from over.
I knew Emma wouldn’t give up that easily. She was humiliated, and people like her didn’t take that lightly. But for now, I had a moment of peace, a moment to collect myself and prepare for whatever came next.
As I left the locker room and walked down the empty hallway, I realized something important. I wasn’t just fighting Emma—I was fighting for my right to be myself, to live my life the way I wanted. And that was worth every ounce of pain, every tear, every moment of humiliation. Because in the end, this wasn’t just about being naked. It was about being free. Free from the expectations of others, free from the fear of judgment, and free to be exactly who I was, no matter what anyone else thought.
And that, more than anything, was worth fighting for.
The hallway felt eerily quiet as I walked back to class, the confrontation with Emma still fresh in my mind. My heart hadn’t quite slowed down, and my skin still tingled where she had grabbed me. I knew this wasn’t over. Emma was the kind of person who didn’t take defeat lightly, and I had just publicly defied her.
The rest of the day passed in a blur. I was hyper-aware of everyone around me—of the looks, the whispers, the occasional smirks. It felt like the entire school knew what had happened in the locker room, even though I doubted Emma would have spread that particular story. That was the thing about being permanently naked: every little thing was amplified. Every mistake, every awkward moment, was on full display, and there was no hiding from it.
By the time I got home, I was exhausted, both physically and emotionally. My mom didn’t say much when I walked in. She just gave me a once-over, her lips pressed into a thin line, and went back to whatever she was doing in the kitchen. My dad wasn’t home yet, and honestly, I was relieved. I wasn’t ready to deal with any more disapproval today.
I trudged up to my room and collapsed on my bed, staring up at the ceiling. The weight of the day pressed down on me, but beneath it all was a small spark of pride. I had stood up to Emma, something I never would have imagined doing before. But even with that small victory, doubt started to creep in. Was this worth it? Could I keep going like this, day after day, with no relief in sight?
My phone buzzed, pulling me out of my thoughts. I reached for it, half expecting some nasty message from Emma or one of her minions. But instead, it was a text from someone I hadn’t heard from in a long time.
Anna: Hey, I heard what happened today. Are you okay?
I blinked at the screen, surprised. Anna and I had been friends in middle school, but we had drifted apart once we got to high school. She had found her crowd, and I had...well, I had become more and more isolated, especially since I’d decided to go permanently nude.
Me: Yeah, I’m fine. Just tired.
I hesitated before hitting send, not sure if I should say more. But before I could overthink it, another message popped up.
Anna: I’m sorry I haven’t been around. I should have reached out sooner. I know it’s been tough for you.
I stared at the screen, feeling a lump form in my throat. It was strange—after everything I’d been through, this simple message was what almost brought me to tears. I hadn’t realized how much I missed having a friend, someone who cared.
Me: It’s okay. I’m just glad you’re texting me now.
There was a pause before her next message came through.
Anna: Do you want to hang out this weekend? We could catch up, talk about...everything.
A small smile tugged at my lips. For the first time in what felt like forever, I had something to look forward to. Maybe this was the start of mending some of the broken pieces of my life.
Me: I’d like that.
The weekend couldn’t come fast enough. When Saturday finally rolled around, I was a bundle of nerves. I hadn’t seen Anna outside of school in over a year, and so much had changed since then. I wondered if we could pick up where we left off or if the gap between us had grown too wide to bridge.
We met at a small park near my house, a place where we used to spend hours talking about everything and nothing. It felt surreal to be there again, like stepping into a memory. But as soon as I saw Anna, some of that tension melted away. She was smiling, and it was genuine—no judgment, no awkwardness, just the same old Anna I remembered.
“Hey,” she said as I approached, her eyes flicking over my body in that quick, assessing way everyone did. But she didn’t linger or make a big deal out of it, and I appreciated that more than she could know.
“Hey,” I replied, smiling back. “It’s been a while.”
“Yeah, it has,” she agreed, sitting down on one of the swings. “I’ve missed this. Us.”
“Me too,” I admitted, sitting on the swing beside her. The cool metal of the seat felt strange against my bare skin, but I was used to it by now. “How’s everything been?”
We started talking, and before I knew it, the awkwardness I’d feared was gone. It was like we were kids again, sharing secrets and laughing at stupid jokes. But as the conversation went on, I could feel the inevitable topic looming over us like a cloud.
“So,” Anna said after a while, her tone shifting to something more serious. “Can I ask...why? Why did you decide to do it?”
I took a deep breath, trying to find the right words. “I guess...I just got tired of feeling like I was hiding all the time. Like I wasn’t being true to myself. I kept thinking about Erika, that girl we saw in middle school, and how brave she was. I wanted that kind of freedom, that kind of honesty.”
Anna nodded, her expression thoughtful. “I remember her. She was something.”
“Yeah,” I said softly, looking down at the ground. “But it’s been harder than I thought it would be. I didn’t realize how much...pushback I’d get. Especially from people like Emma.”
Anna winced. “I heard about what she did. She’s such a bitch.”
“She is,” I agreed, laughing a little. “But I guess she’s just scared of anything different. Of anything she can’t control.”
“Still, it’s not fair that you have to deal with that,” Anna said, her voice filled with sympathy. “I wish I could do something to help.”
“Just being here helps,” I told her, and I meant it. “I’ve felt so alone lately. It’s nice to know someone’s on my side.”
“I am,” she said firmly. “And if Emma gives you any more trouble, you just let me know. I might not be able to fight her physically, but I can at least make sure she knows you’re not alone.”
For the first time in weeks, I felt a weight lift off my shoulders. Maybe I wasn’t as isolated as I’d thought. Maybe, with people like Anna by my side, I could handle whatever came next.
We spent the rest of the afternoon talking and laughing, and by the time I walked home, I felt lighter than I had in ages. The sun was setting, casting a warm golden glow over everything, and for the first time in a long time, I felt at peace.
The next week at school, Emma was conspicuously absent. Rumors swirled that she had gotten into some kind of trouble, but no one seemed to know the full story. I couldn’t help but feel a small sense of satisfaction. Whatever had happened, it was a relief to have a break from her relentless harassment.
But the reprieve was short-lived. By Wednesday, she was back, and she looked angrier than ever. I braced myself for the next round, knowing she wouldn’t let this go easily.
Sure enough, she cornered me in the hallway after class, her eyes blazing with fury.
“Enjoy your little vacation?” I asked, trying to keep my tone light, even as my heart pounded in my chest.
“Don’t think this is over,” she hissed, stepping closer. “You might have won a few battles, but I’m not done with you yet.”
I met her gaze, refusing to back down. “I’m not afraid of you, Emma. Do whatever you want. I’m not going to break.”
For a moment, we just stood there, locked in a silent standoff. Then, without warning, she reached out and shoved me against the wall. The impact knocked the breath out of me, but I didn’t flinch. I wouldn’t give her the satisfaction.
“You’re going to regret this,” she whispered, her voice low and dangerous. “I’ll make sure of it.”
Before I could respond, she turned and walked away, leaving me shaken but determined. I knew she was serious—she would keep coming after me until she got what she wanted. But I also knew that I wasn’t alone anymore. I had friends, and people who cared about me, and that gave me the strength to keep going.
The rest of the day passed in a haze of anxiety and anticipation. I kept expecting Emma to strike again, but she didn’t. It was almost worse than if she had—I couldn’t shake the feeling that she was planning something, waiting for the perfect moment to unleash whatever she had in store.
When I got home, I was too tense to relax. I tried to do my homework, but I couldn’t focus. My mind kept drifting back to Emma, to the look in her eyes, to the threat she had made. I didn’t know what she was planning, but I knew it wouldn’t be good.
That night, as I lay in bed, I felt the familiar weight of doubt pressing down on me. I had come so far, but now, more than ever, I questioned if I had the strength to keep going. What if Emma finally pushed me too far? What if I couldn’t take it anymore?
But as I stared up at the ceiling, I remembered Anna’s words, her promise to stand by me, and I knew I couldn’t give up. I had people who believed in me, who saw me for who I was, not just for the choices I had made. And that was worth fighting for.
Whatever Emma had planned, I would face it head-on. I wouldn’t let her break me, no matter what. Because in the end, this wasn’t just about surviving high school. It was about being true to myself, about living my life on my terms.
And that was something worth fighting for.
The next few days at school were tense. Emma kept a low profile, but the air was thick with anticipation. I was on edge, expecting her to strike at any moment. It felt like waiting for a storm to hit, the sky dark and foreboding, while everyone else seemed to go about their day as if nothing was amiss.
Anna stayed close by, offering her support and friendship. We would meet in the park after school, where we talked and laughed, trying to keep our minds off the looming threat. Her presence was a comfort, and having someone who understood and accepted me made the constant tension a little more bearable.
One afternoon, as I was walking to my locker, I noticed Emma standing by the entrance of the hallway, flanked by her usual entourage. She was watching me with an expression I couldn’t quite read—something between a smirk and a glare. My heart skipped a beat, and I braced myself for whatever she had planned.
I tried to ignore her, focusing on getting to my locker and retrieving my books. But as I fumbled with the combination, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned to see Emma’s friend, Jessica, a girl who had always seemed to be a bit of a follower.
“Hey,” Jessica said, her voice almost apologetic. “Emma wants to see you. She said it’s important.”
A knot of anxiety tightened in my stomach. “I’m not interested in talking to her.”
“She said it’s really important,” Jessica repeated, her eyes darting nervously. “Please. Just come with me.”
I hesitated, then nodded, trying to keep my composure. Jessica led me down the hallway to a secluded corner near the art room. Emma was waiting there, her arms crossed and a triumphant look on her face.
“Nice to see you again,” Emma said, her tone dripping with false sweetness. “I’ve been meaning to have another chat.”
“What do you want?” I asked, trying to keep my voice steady.
“Oh, nothing much,” Emma replied. “Just a little... fun.”
She gestured, and two of her friends stepped forward, holding a large bag between them. My stomach churned with apprehension. I had no idea what was in the bag, but the way they were looking at me told me it wasn’t good.
Emma’s smirk widened as she opened the bag and pulled out several brightly colored paint cans. “I thought we’d have some fun with these. Just a little art project, you know?”
My heart sank. Paint? It sounded like a harmless prank at first, but I could already see the cruel twist in her eyes. This was going to be messy, and it was going to be humiliating.
“No,” I said firmly, stepping back. “I’m not participating in this.”
“Oh, you don’t have a choice,” Emma said, her smile turning sinister. “You see, this is for everyone’s entertainment. And trust me, it’ll be quite the show.”
Before I could react, one of her friends grabbed my arm, holding me still. Emma and the others started shaking the paint cans, the sound of the liquid sloshing inside filling the space with an ominous noise.
“Stop!” I yelled, trying to pull away. But the grip on my arm was too strong, and before I knew it, one of the cans was tipped over and splashed against my chest. The cold paint hit me like a shockwave, soaking into my skin and dripping down my sides.
The shock of it made me gasp, and I struggled even harder, but the more I fought, the more paint they poured. Colors splattered across my body—red, blue, yellow—all blending together into a chaotic, humiliating mess. I could hear the laughter of Emma’s friends, the cruel delight in their voices.
Tears of frustration stung my eyes. I was helpless, completely at their mercy. The paint was thick and sticky, clinging to my skin and making me feel even more exposed and vulnerable. The laughter grew louder, and I could feel the weight of the entire school watching, the whispers and giggles echoing down the hall.
Finally, they stopped, leaving me standing there, drenched in paint, my skin a grotesque canvas of bright colors. Emma and her friends took a step back, their faces alight with satisfaction.
“There,” Emma said with a satisfied smile. “Now everyone can see just how ridiculous you look. And if you think this is bad, just wait. There’s more where that came from.”
With that, she turned and walked away, her entourage following her like a pack of wolves. I was left standing there, humiliated and covered in paint, my heart racing with a mixture of anger and despair.
It took a few moments before I could move, the weight of the paint making my movements sluggish. I finally managed to wipe my eyes and look around. A small crowd had gathered, their faces a mix of shock, pity, and amusement. I felt exposed in every sense of the word.
Anna appeared beside me, her face a mask of concern. “Are you okay?”
I tried to nod, but the paint made it difficult to even see clearly. “I’m fine,” I said, though my voice was barely above a whisper.
Anna helped me to the bathroom, where I could start the long process of cleaning up. As we walked, I felt the stares and heard the whispers. It was like every step was a reminder of my public humiliation.