Connie Is Confused - If it's inappropriate for a girl's panties to be seen should I get naked?Foreword: Inspired by Caroline is Confused by never doubted a story that has really stuck with me with his unique protagonist and her unique take on the world. I'm sad that story never got more attention as I thought it was a great concept for ENF and look forward to future chapters.
Also I know I've not wrote much for a while, life's busy but sometimes a short story sticks in my brain and needs a write up!
With Love SDS xx
Chapter 1/2
Connie was not like other girls. Yes, yes, I know, this statement may sound cliche, 'technically' there were many girls like her in the world... However, in the micro-society of their little country village she was a nettle in a field of roses, different, misunderstood and often unwanted. At times, she was a prisoner of her own mind, always buzzing with worry and over-thought, what was social normal to others was an alien concept for her. The boys in her school viewed her as a plain girl, but this was mostly just the lack of makeup, fashion and self-confidence the others girls put out and spent a great deal of time cultivating. Her awkward, odd and reserved attitude painted her as different. She was cute enough however, skinny, pale, petite, her dark brown hair, almost black was shoulder-length in a straight neat style and with bangs framing her face.
Connie hadn't slept, her mind racing with the forced change of routine, a school group assignment on the weekend meant that Kayden Owens, a boy from her class was coming over to her house to work on their science project write up. He would be in her room! She would be expected to interact with him! Her heart hammered again in her chest just thinking about it. Over thinking it, as always. What was the protocol? What was she supposed to do? Did she need to prepare refreshments? Where would they sit, she only had one desk? She shook biting her thumb absentmindedly as she was prone to do for comfort in these situations trying to calm her breathing.
Her biggest concern however was what should she wear? This wasn't the normal girl outfit woes however, this was more shall we say practical...She had a schedule Monday to Friday School uniform... Weekend comfy clothes if staying in... jeans with the correct t-shirt and socks combo if going out... If the temperature was above 22 one of three dresses with white tights and the correct shoes to match the dress... and... and for a formal occasion...her mind buzzed again... she didn't have an outfit for school work with a boy in her house.. in her room... should she wear her school uniform? No, that silly, uniforms were for Monday to Friday and it was Saturday... but it was a school project.
She had been up for hours already pacing in her room, she had removed her nighty and underwear when she first got up as part of her routine. Since then, she simply stood in her room, her pale pristine body fully illuminated and exposed to the warm sunlight from her window, the slight breeze tickling her exposed privates that were usually covered and protected. Yes, she was butt naked. Not a stitch of clothing covering her. All of this sent electricity through the young girl's body, what was she to do! She knew time was running out, but she was caught in a loop of indecision. In her hands she held a pair of Knickers, she had been starting at them for ages now. They were white and covered in little cartoon fairies, they had delicate little loopings of pink childish lace and a matching bow. They were the only pair she could find in her dressing table this morning and a pair she loved as it reminded her of primary school when life was more structured and simple. The problem with them was two folds... firstly the label said aged 11-12, something she was not anymore after budding into a teenager ... and secondly at school she had been teased about a similar pair by a girl in the changing room just three days ago. "Aren't you too old to wear kids section panties?" She had been playfully teased about. The words had stuck in Connie's mind however, a new rule to add to her ever growing mess.
Connie just didn't know what to do, the rustling of the leaves outside, the distant sound of traffic and the never ending tick of her clock filled her brain drowning out all rational thought and overwhelming her. She had not prepared for this day, she wished she had made a list with her mother, that always made her feel better. But right then she was naked and just couldn't get past the situation.
Downstairs a knock at the door, Connie's heart exploded as she broke out of her trance and looked at the time, he was early it was 9.54 ... he wasn't supposed to arrive until 10. She could hear the muffled pleasantries as her mum greeted her classmate downstairs. Connie felt sick she knew she needed to call out to say something to stall, but all she could do was stare at the forbidden knickers in front of her. Should she put them on? You always put knickers on in the morning ... but they were the wrong pair...
"Connie I'm going out, I'm sending your little friend up, have fun!" Her mother shouted oblivious to her daughters current state of dress or more accurately undress. Connie's brain jerked into gear, this was a nightmare behold nightmares, as a defense mechanism a small part of her quickly set up a basic plan: get up, get dressed, complete project with Kayden, Kayden leaves, continue normal weekend routine.
'Get dressed' rang through her brain, Connie quickly stepped into the panties and started to pull them up her skinny legs as footsteps echoed up the stairs. Kayden gave a single knock and quickly swung the door open. The world suddenly stopped. He half started a greeting but froze eyes wide as Connie also froze, her panties only just pulled up hands still gripping each side of her knicker elastic. The two teens were like statues, breathless and in complete shock. What he was seeing was the best sight of his young life, she may be plain, a little weird and often the butt of a joke on the playground ... but right then he was starting at a girl from his school, red-faced, standing right in front of him and fully exposing her perky little tits. They might only be A cup, but on her frame, they drew his eye like a playboy model. Her breasts were as pale as the rest of her body with little pink nipples that stood to attention from both the exposure and breeze that had been tickling them for the past hour. His eyes drifted down taking in the sight of her flawless body, belly button and finally her tight childish panties. He would have laughed at her in the playground if her skirt had been lifted but something about her nudity somehow made them suddenly sexy. He could briefly make out the shape of her slit as the tight white panties did little to cover her modesty pulled tight across her private fairy garden. While he stared at the underwear her hands quickly covered them from his view, she even let out a squeak of surprise finally breaking the silence of the room.
He looked back up and to his shocked delight her breasts were still fully on show. "What? are you ok?" he finally stuttered breaking his own trance at seeing such a wondrous naked sight as Connie.
Connie nearly passed out, he had seen her... he had seen her panties... she was supposed to get dressed, but she was simply exposed, the fabric of her panties felt like a vice, the wind tickled her back and neck and hid all other sensations as she curled her bare toes into her soft rug trying to find any inch of comfort. "I... I" she managed mumbling in distress. "I didn't know what to wear, I don't have an outfit for studying and my knickers are the incorrect age and mum says a girl can't let a boy see her knickers ... now i'm... and you're in my room and... I don't know what to do!" she rambled, tears forming as Kayden could only stare at her, lust overtaking any politeness to look away. Connie's lovely breasts were pushed together highlighting their shape and perkiness as she tried to cover every inch of her panties from his view with her hands but neglecting anything else. Not only this but her erratic actions made them bounce and jiggle wonderfully for the teenage boy. Kayden was instantly hard, his hormones shooting off like a rocket as he tented his loose jogging bottoms, not that Connie noticed she barely resisted her own nudity her mind so overwhelmed with stimuli.
"Calm down, calm down" he said soothingly stepping closer. He had known her for years in school and remembered many of her breakdowns and loops from primary school. However his intentions weren't really pure, he just wanted a better look, a closer look at her lovely naked body and perky little boobies she didn't seem to have noticed were fully exposed. She didn't step away from him, so he continued slowly forward eyes fixated on the pink little nipples and her nudity. The sweet sent of her room filled his nose as he barely glanced around taking in the neat feminine room.
"I can't calm down, your not supposed to see my knickers, mum...mum says girls need to keep their modesty and cover their knickers" she stuttered blushing brighter and brighter as she even said the word for her underwear that she normally avoided from embarrassment. In the back of her mind a little voice screamed at her to get dressed, screamed at her that her breasts a much more embarrassing and private part of her was exposed. All she could focus on however was her mothers words from her childhood, 'we don't get dressed in front of boys', 'no honey we have to cross our legs in skirts', 'nice girls don't show their undies'. 'We stay with our guests, give them our attention you can't leave them'. All conflicting rules hammered into her through childhood and now the bars to her naked prison as a boy from her school got the show of his lifetime. It didn't help that Kayden was good-looking. Despite her ... oddities Connie was becoming increasingly aware of boys and the sandy haired confident youth was well a crush for the growing girl. He was well-kept and less openly rowdy as other boys.
Kayden couldn't believe his luck, his eyes kept slipping down to the knickers she was so desperate to hide, something about her shame and attempt to cover them made them a like a forbidden treasure to peak at. The words froze in his throat, surely he couldn't really do this. He bit his lip taking a break. He couldn't really figure out why she hadn't darted out of the room or started to dress, but he would push on the advantage.
"If your not supposed to wear them or show them off ... just take them off" he strutted trying to sound casual eyes darting to her face for the first time since entering to gauge her reaction.
Connie froze, alarm bells blurred in her brain, instructions to get dressed, to run, to pull her bed sheets over her were sent but interrupted. If this was some Disney animation the little people in her head would be desperately locked out of the control room screaming their instructions while some inept little robot continued on in auto pilot to total humiliation.
The freedom of nudity for Connie was only marred by her panties, they felt wrong, tight, hot, dirty, incorrect. Shakily she reached back up for them her body controls on full auto as she did the unthinkable she turned around walking towards her dirty clothing hamper.
Kayden watched on, seeing for the first time her cute bottom, it wasn't curvy like boyish bravado cheered about on the playground as the objectified the girls around them but it was still wondrous only covered by the childish fairy panties. Their tightness meant they hugged her cheeks showing the shape and curves of her backside wonderfully. Kayden nearly choked forgetting to breath as his study buddy next reached to pull them down.