When I truly joined the gang
Posted: Mon Apr 10, 2023 10:49 pm
So this thread I've linked to is a fictionalized account of what really happened [urlhttps://www.girlspns.com/viewtopic.php?f=4&t=2513][/url]
What really happened was this.
I was 12 and I did want to join the "gang" of the only other kids in my village of anywhere near my age, these four boys who were all 13 or 14.
They made me strip while they all stood with their backs to me, but they turned round to watch as soon as I streaked off to run across the garden of the big house.
When I returned panting to the bushes they were all staring at me, I was bright red and tried to cover myself. The atmosphere in the clearing felt electric as they stared at me and looked at each other. I don't know what exactly came over me in there but my heart was pounding and my mouth was dry as I straighted up and dropped my hands to my side, letting them see everything. I didn't know at the time, why I was doing that as I also felt really embarrassed. Any of them could have reached out and touched me, but they didn't.
I could see how turned on they were but none of them moved. I felt turned on as well, I had butterflies in my stomach and did feel a bit of a twinge lower down.
After what felt like a few minutes but was probably more like thirty seconds I got dressed, but I did it more slowly than I had to, and let them carry on watching me.
Once I was dressed I went home and was shaking most of the way.
That night I couldn't sleep as I wondered what could have happened if I had let it. It awoke a life long fascination in me of being naked in front of clothed people.
Two days later in the school changing rooms I went from being the little late bloomer shy one who wrapped herself in a towel and showered in 20 seconds, to luxuriating under the shower head and being the last to get my panties and skirt on. That was fun as well, but not as fun as being naked around boys.
When I hung out with the gang I used to deliberately wear shorts or skirts with no pants and sit cross legged on the floor for boardgames. Watching the boys sneak glances when they thought I wasn't looking made me feel electric.
I used to join in with the roughhousing and sometimes ended up on my back with two of the boys on top of me, and I sometimes saw and accidentally felt bulges in their trousers. I think the fact they were actually lovely boys and good friends stopped them taking deliberate advantage of me - as well as me being a skinny tomboy - but sometimes I would have quite liked it.
However by the time I was 14 and they were 15 and 16 and I got my tits and period and pubic hair (better late than never) I decided to stop playing in that way, and didn't try and flash anyone until I was at university.
What really happened was this.
I was 12 and I did want to join the "gang" of the only other kids in my village of anywhere near my age, these four boys who were all 13 or 14.
They made me strip while they all stood with their backs to me, but they turned round to watch as soon as I streaked off to run across the garden of the big house.
When I returned panting to the bushes they were all staring at me, I was bright red and tried to cover myself. The atmosphere in the clearing felt electric as they stared at me and looked at each other. I don't know what exactly came over me in there but my heart was pounding and my mouth was dry as I straighted up and dropped my hands to my side, letting them see everything. I didn't know at the time, why I was doing that as I also felt really embarrassed. Any of them could have reached out and touched me, but they didn't.
I could see how turned on they were but none of them moved. I felt turned on as well, I had butterflies in my stomach and did feel a bit of a twinge lower down.
After what felt like a few minutes but was probably more like thirty seconds I got dressed, but I did it more slowly than I had to, and let them carry on watching me.
Once I was dressed I went home and was shaking most of the way.
That night I couldn't sleep as I wondered what could have happened if I had let it. It awoke a life long fascination in me of being naked in front of clothed people.
Two days later in the school changing rooms I went from being the little late bloomer shy one who wrapped herself in a towel and showered in 20 seconds, to luxuriating under the shower head and being the last to get my panties and skirt on. That was fun as well, but not as fun as being naked around boys.
When I hung out with the gang I used to deliberately wear shorts or skirts with no pants and sit cross legged on the floor for boardgames. Watching the boys sneak glances when they thought I wasn't looking made me feel electric.
I used to join in with the roughhousing and sometimes ended up on my back with two of the boys on top of me, and I sometimes saw and accidentally felt bulges in their trousers. I think the fact they were actually lovely boys and good friends stopped them taking deliberate advantage of me - as well as me being a skinny tomboy - but sometimes I would have quite liked it.
However by the time I was 14 and they were 15 and 16 and I got my tits and period and pubic hair (better late than never) I decided to stop playing in that way, and didn't try and flash anyone until I was at university.