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Age/Gender/Humiliation therapy by Victor
This story is fictional and involves sexual humiliation perpetrated by teenage girls on an old man as part of his psychological therapy as he struggles, late in life, with gender identity.
A Notable Applicant
Miss Parkin sat at her desk reading the three sheets of paper that came in one envelope that morning from the Stark School Board Chair. The Vice-Principal was used to the chair’s perfunctory style used in memos, but she was surprised to see how absolute and to the point this directive was, considering how it seemed to be such a departure from traditional school policies and mandate.
The Chair’s note said:
Miss Parkin,
The Board has received an unusual request from a Master in Discipline Psychology at Oxford, Dr. Whipple. The request and terms of compliance agreed to by the board are detailed in the document attached. The student in question is due to arrive here tomorrow and will be reporting to you at 8:30 a.m. We are confident you, your staff and designated students can assist in his indoctrination and three month residency and training.
The new student was a 69 year-old man by the name of Victor. The age of the applicant was not the only shock for the Vice Principal as Stark School was a disciplinarian boarding school for wayward girls, not boys! That, in and of itself, made the request unusual; but further details made the request even more bizarre. The accompanying letter from Dr. Whipple read as follows:
Board of Management Stark Boarding School
Please consider for training and accommodation a patient of mine, Victor E_____ who has never gotten into trouble with the law or with any local authority. His outward demeanor and actions are exemplary in every way and he is deemed a credit to his family and community.
I realize that is the very antithesis of the character of student Stark strives to correct and train. His physical gender and advanced age is also the opposite of your school’s student body. But that body and Victor’s body is the whole point of my request.
After two years of psycho-disciplinary analysis, I have come to the conclusion that Victor has been forcing himself to ignore his inner being in order to conform to an unreal reality demanded by his outer appearance. But, deep inside, Victor is not what he seems. At some level, Victor wants to realize his submissive, feminine nature. In his vaguely remembered dreams, he is haunted by this psychological inner being which craves what Stark School can give him, even though he is not consciously aware of this.
Victor lives two lives. Openly he’s very masculine and in control. But within his imagination he sees himself within submissive scenarios like CFNM ( Clothed Female Naked Male ), Stripping and Humiliation and especially humiliating discipline before young girls. I discovered this during hypnotic-therapy wherein the patient reveals his inner desires. He is aware now, because I told him this week, that all but physically he is a girl! And that he won’t be at rest until he comes to terms with that inner, more real, reality.
To be clear, Victor is not gay. And, although not a cross-dresser nor effeminate or sissy-like, within his mind he desires the humiliation such attributes would impart. Submitting to such humiliation as well as spanking and even stricter discipline would be fulfilling to his inner self and the struggle between his male body and female soul will end, as it surely must, in his submission.
Getting Victor in touch with this inner self has been my goal through therapy and I believe he is at last ready for a breakthrough to bridge fantasy and reality, a real condition most suitable to Stark Boarding School. If you will have him ( on terms complementary to your philosophy and mandate ), please take him on for the summer months. Train him as you would a girl 16 or 17 years of age and in need of discipline, humiliation and utter submission.
Thank you.
The third sheet of paper in that envelope from the Board Chair outlined the School Board’s Terms and conditions in accepting Victor E___ as a student for the summer months.
The Stark Board of Management accepts Victor E____ in its care for the duration of 70 days with the understanding that he is to be treated in a manner and trained to purposes and in like manner to those of other students at the school. Rules applied to him will be tailored to fit (a) his age and physical gender, (b) his developing inner gender and (c) the man’s psychological needs as outlined in the request for admission. These conditions and rules will include, but not be limited to, the following:
1. Henceforth, Victor will be referred to as Victoria by all staff and students,
2. Victoria will dress in a modified uniform consistent with disciplinary regulations,
3. When his body is exposed, Victoria may not cover up those areas which bring him embarrassment, but must allow all present to view his nakedness,
4. Victoria will be subject to indoctrination and instruction by all students regardless of their ages or class status,
5. Discipline will correspond to Victoria’s inner desires. That is, he is to be keenly aware that he is an old man being treated as if he were a naughty little girl and subject to stripping, spanking and sexual humiliation.
6. Victoria must do as he is told or be punished again and again until he complies.
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Victor arrived promptly at 8:30 the next morning and knocked on the Vice-Principal’s door. A command was shouted out, “ Enter…... on your hands and knees with your pants and underpants pulled down to mid-thigh! ”
Victor blushed deeply but still obeyed. First he got to his knees and loosened his belt, unzipped his pants and inserted his thumbs on the hems of both his pants and boxer shorts. Then he pulled them down to a few inches above his knee joint. He then reached up to the door handle, opened it slightly, descended to his hands so he was on all fours and pushed the door wide and entered.
He entered blushing, but Enter Laughing would be a better term as the room was occupied by the Vice-Principal, Miss Parkin and four giggling teenage girls who were making lewd gestures as Victor made his way to the oak desk in the back of the room. Victor learned later that the young girls’ names were Lucy, Juliette, Samantha and Emma.
“ Who are you and what do you want ?” asked Miss Parkin in an officious but not unkind tone.
“My name is Victor E____ and I’ve come to enroll in the school for the summer.” Victor remained on all fours and craned his neck upward to answer.
“No, it’s not; while you are here your name is Victoria,” said Parkin, “ Our records show you are 69 years old. How developed are your boobs?”
“ Ummm, my chest is very hairy and my pectoral muscles droop a lot, if that’s what you mean.”
“Don’t be obtuse, little girl,” snapped Parkin. “ I meant what’s your bust size. “
Victoria look perplexed.
“If you don’t know, just say so. Hmm maybe you should just take off your blouse and bra and we can see for ourselves.”
Victoria was given permission to move his torso up but remained in a kneeling position as he removed his tie and shirt. These garments he handed to one of the girls who had stepped up with an outstretched hand.
Underneath he wore no undershirt as it was a warm day. The VP and the girls could see his bare chest had many dark hairs, but not as many as the hairs on his armpits nor as thick a growth as his pubic area, at least from what the girls could tell from the quick glimpse they got before Victoria hurried to get into the more modest position on hands and knees.
“No bra, I see,” said Miss Parkin amid more giggles from the others. “ Well, your tit size doesn’t really warrant one. Stand up so we can have a better look at your developing figure. Oh my,” said the VP in mock surprise as Victoria rose to her feet, “ you do have quite a bush down there, don’t you? And your hairy underarms are, well… just the pits.”
Dutifully the girls laughed at her joke and smiled knowing what must surely follow for this obviously sissy, submissive fellow.
“We’ll have you trim and lady-like in no time, Victoria. But for now you had best step out of those boy clothes and hand them to me. You won’t be wearing any such inappropriate garb while you’re here. You are a little girl now, not a big boy”
Victoria removed shoes and socks and then stepped out of his pants and boxers, bent down and picked them up then handed them to Miss Parkin. He was sporting a boner which was not missed by anyone. His circumcised cock was attractive as well as quite large.
“Well, I see you are actually quite big,” smiled Miss Parkin who then hushed the four girls who were grinning, giggling and whispering to each other. “ Yes, you seem like a big boy now, “ continued the VP as she patted Victoria’s cock and then grabbed his balls and gave a gentle squeeze, “ but his balls have definitely got to go……”
The girls’ mouths dropped and their eyebrows arched in amazement. But Victoria’s face went from deep red to ashen white until Miss Parkin smiled and added, “ Yes, your balls must be removed…. But only symbolically, of course. You must be unmanned before becoming the little girl to which your inner self is desperately stiving”
Titters and giggle from the young girls and a sigh of relief and forced smile from the only one in the room with anything like that to lose.
“ It is your attitude and appearance that needs changing here,” explained Miss Parkin, “ not your actual physical sex.” The Vice Principal then read a few paragraphs from yesterday’s directive and applicant letter. This was to enlighten and amuse the four girls present whom she had chosen to be Victoria’s monitors and assistants.
The four 16 year-old girls were relieved to hear that Victoria would be treated as a naughty little girl but still might be able to behave ( or more to the point, misbehave ) like a man, in fact hopefully, like a naughty, big man!
Victoria himself was even more relieved than they to discover that his physical masculinity would remain intact even though his femininity would be cultivated. He knew from what Dr. Whipple had told him, that he would change his sexual self-awareness as the school trained him to be submissive. But he had no desire to lose his balls literally.
Victor was excused and told to wait in the hallway while the Vice Principal spoke to the girls.
“May I please have my clothes back now?” Victoria asked timidly. He wasn’t expecting the answer he got.
“ Turn around and face the girls, Victoria…” Miss Parkin spoke in a manner of fact way. ” Now bend and grab your ankles. Lucy please hand me the thinnest switch on the far wall… thank you, dear.”
Victor began to sweat and had enough presence of mind to keep his mouth shut. Obviously his query had not been welcome.
“Spread your legs and don’t you dare move a muscle or make a sound.” Miss Parkin then had each of the girls flip a coin. One coin came up head and three came up tails. Juliette, Emma and Lucy had tossed tails; Samantha had heads. All four girls knew the significance of a disciplinary coin toss. They grinned.
Three of the girls had a whack at Victor’s bare buttock cheeks with the thin cane; each of the three delivered three strokes on each bare cheek. It hurt a lot but Victor, to his credit, stood his ground and ground his teeth to keep silent. Then it was Samantha’s turn and stood before the bare and bent over man and lifted his chin with the tips of her fingers then raised her right hand above his head and, with all her might, slapped Victor’s face on his left cheek once. She raised her left hand and did the same to his right cheek. Samantha repeated this alternating slapping twice more.
On command from the Vice Principal, Victor rose and left the room to await further instruction. He was buck naked with a bottom so sore he didn’t even contemplate sitting on the wood bench outside the office. His face was burning as well it might be: Samantha’s slaps were very violent, also Victor was humiliated and therefore blushing in shame. On top of that, his ears should have been burning, for at that moment in the office Miss Parkin was talking about him and how the girls were going to help him with his therapy, because his application to Stark School had been accepted.
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“I have tasks for each of you girls, so please listen up.” Miss Parkin sounded nearly jovial as she explained how the girls were going to help Victoria with his hands-on therapy.
“Emma, you will be in charge of Victoria’s wardrobe. Here, toss all his clothes in the bin as he won’t be allowed to wear such male gear here. It will take a few days to come up with a suitable uniform for him, so in the meantime he is to remain stark naked.”
“Will he be wearing skirts and knee socks as part of his uniform as we do, Miss?” asked Emma.
“No, I think we’ll keep him in traditional blazer and short pants, at least for now, but he must wear panties not boy underwear. We’ll see how he progresses in his therapy. I expect he will graduate to a plaid kilt within the week. But, of course, then he can’t wear anything underneath, not even a thong. Tradition, you know.”
“And what will my task be then?” asked Emma.
“ To alter Victoria’s garb to match his increased femininity. To use clothing to humiliate him. And to be his Wardrobe Mistress, meaning he must dress as you tell him AND he must remove some or all of his clothing anywhere, any time and in front of anyone upon your command.”
“How does one humiliate someone with clothing, other than depriving them of it?” Emma was more than just curious, she was bursting with ideas of her own and wanted to know how far she might go with them.
“ Well, as an example,” replied the VP, “ you might order him to pee all over his panties and then wear them all day.”
“Okay,” answered Emma in as serious a manner as she could manage. “ And how about if I order Victoria to masturbate into his panties and then wear them as a gag in his mouth… wearing nothing else, of course?”
“Yes, that could very well be acceptable,” replied Miss Parkin.
The girls were all flushed and beginning to get warmer and moister between their legs. Training and handling an old man like a submissive little girl was going to be fun.
“ Now Victoria is very much a novice” continued Miss Parkin,” and he will need help with beauty and hygiene secrets known to girls but mysterious to boys and men. Samantha will show him the way of cosmetics and toiletry. For instance, Victoria clearly needs to attend to his body hair. So shaving, waxing and depilatory science will be in order. Pluck his eyebrows to a foxy girlish shape for starters. His armpit hair must be shaven. He can maintain these areas himself through the summer but I want you, Samantha to take personal charge of his pubic mound waxing.”
“Can I shave his balls too?” asked an eager Samantha.
“You may for the first month, but I want him to take care of that himself eventually. It’s our hope that Victoria will continue after the summer with many of the skills and approaches to sexuality we’ll be instilling in him during this training here.”
“I have to admit,” said Samantha, “ I might be a little nervous if I have to take a razor to his cock. What if I sneeze of giggle at a dangerous moment?”
“I agree,” said the VP. “ He will have only a few hairs growing there anyway, so just pluck them off with tweezers. It will hurt more if you pluck each one slowly, so be sure to take your time. “
Giggles, guffaws and evil grins from the girls.
“I almost forgot, Samantha, your cosmetic training includes introduction to accessories which will correspond to Victoria’s progress in Lucy’s area of responsibility, Discipline. Accessories would include things like leather collars for neck and limbs, generally well-appointed bindings for punishment time or just humiliation sessions. But also you will acquaint Victoria with nipple clamps, butt plugs etc. coordinated with Juliette’s training direction.”
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