Belladona Blogs • Video Blogger’s Story • Sponsored by The Thirst Games
Posted: Sun Feb 20, 2022 6:06 am
You might know me as Video Blogger, but my story started a lot sooner than the Thirst Games. By the time you see this, the Thirst Games should be out, but I don’t know my fate yet. I wanted to make this story, to tell you my story, the story before I was accepted to the Thirst Games.
My actual channel name is called Belladona Daily. I liked the ring of it, and obviously it’s not my real name. As much as I love my loyal subscribers, I would never be able to tell you my name. I’m writing this before I enter the Thirst Games, but this may be staggered and could possibly not come out until the Thirst Games is already over. If that’s the case, I hope I won! I would NEVER want to be naked on television. I’m not some… hooker. God I wouldn’t be able to do that.
My channel is called Belladona Daily because well it’s my favorite flower and my goal was to post vlogs every day. You can call me Bella. Everyone does.
Anyways, so let me tell you a bit about me. But actually, let me tell you through my videos! After all, I’ve been doing this since I was 16 (in 2014)!
So… I’ve chosen the best of my videos to deliver to you, my fans. And wish me luck in the Thirst Games!
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Belladona’s First Vlog
HOLY SHIT! I can’t believe I’m doing this! Hello, Twitch! I’m Belladona Daily and I’m totally going to show you a little sneak into my life every day until the day I die! HAHAHA. Okay, maybe not THAT long but like holy shit. What should we even do today? Oh, I know. Let’s do a question and answer session.
I’ll answer some icebreaker questions and you all can submit more live. Let’s see… okay, the first question is ‘Favorite color?’ Oh that’s a tough question. I really like them all. But a really good color to me is a vibrant blue, you see the sky up there? It’s so pretty! That is my favorite color.
‘Do you prefer men or women?’
Uh…. Men… honestly, I don’t know. I’m only 16 after all. I’ve never really considering my options.
Wow there’s so many of you here! Say hi to YouTube! Basically the way this will work is I stream on Twitch and then upload my an edited version on YouTube so that you can check it out.
I love you guys so much.
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Okay, honestly. Yikes. I can’t believe I was only 16 in that video. I really thought I had something there, but I didn’t know what would come next. I really didn’t. I of course didn’t even know my true feelings. This next video that I’ll share is from 2015. This was actually my coming out video. I’m sure you all know it very well.
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Belladona’s Coming Out
Hello, my flowers! Welcome to my stream! Today is actually going to be very different. In fact, we’re just going to sit here in this lovely park in the heart of Seoul. I have something I really want to share with everyone….. you see, I remember in one of my videos that I told you all I didn’t know where I stood but that obviously I love men. But… I had an encounter that really changed everything for me. You see, I… I started thinking back through my life and the people that attracted me the most. I also really thought about my feelings and even further…. I’m sure you all know Danny by now. Many of you have expressed your love for him and your desire for me to be with him, and I want to make you all happy. But…. I don’t feel in love with Danny. And it was that realization that everything clicked. If you haven’t figure it out already, I’m gay! I’m fucking gay! Wow, that’s weird to say out loud. But I’m gay. Sorry, guys. But I have to be honest with you. I, Belladona, am gay.
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Wow, I was so young. I don’t know what I expected after I came out live on Twitch and even further uploaded it to my channel. But I certainly… I certainly didn’t expect the response I got. I think it was that video that really took my career to the next level. Suddenly I was getting sponsors from all of the LGBTQ+ allied brand. It was amazing. And of course, I also got a lot of backlash. Guys, I don’t know if you realized, but I was the number 1 watched creator in South Korea in 2015. I literally had millions of people watching me. And while many were amazing people, many also said some really nasty things to me. I could never repeat them, and I never acknowledged them. But I saw them. And I just want to remind everyone to be positive towards one another. No matter what happens… there might be some things you learn about me during the Thirst Games. Maybe things you never knew… about me… I just… I just want to make sure that you know that I’m a human being. And I do make mistakes. And I don’t regret anything I’ve decided to do, but if I lose… things are going to change. Hell, if I win, everything is going to change… let’s just get back to the videos.
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Belladona’s Bad News
I… I don’t know what to do. I’m sorry, I… I just had…my father just… guys, I’m sorry, I can’t… I’m being forced to move out.
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It was the shortest stream I ever did. I… I don’t know what to say. I can say my father is still the same man he was when I left. In fact, I haven’t contacted him at all since the day I was forced to leave. My mom still talks to me, but… she doesn’t think I should do this. It’s so stupid. I’m sorry… look, I love my parents, but let me spell it out for you all who don’t know what happened. I was kicked out of my home when I was 18 and forced to live elsewhere on my birthday. That’s right. That stream happened on my 18th birthday. I had been looking forward to it for so long. I had everything planned, and then on my birthday, my parents kicked me out of the house. The only person who stuck with me the entire time was my sister. That certainly says a lot doesn’t it? Now I have my own platform where I make millions of followers. And all of you watch. Thank you all for tuning into Belladona Daily or Belladona Blogs (either one works). Follow and subscribe to all my social media accounts! Oh and at some point my website will be updated by the Thirst Game people with links to find me during the Thirst Games, so do check those out.
Oh and if you haven’t already cheer me on in the Thirst Games. Because like I said, this is all pre-recorded, so I have no idea what will come next. You should see pre-scheduled posts and then if I can, I’ll try to record some behind the scenes or something. But if I can’t, I hope I win. If I don’t win… well… then you’ll finally know everything about me. You’ll finally know the truth.
My actual channel name is called Belladona Daily. I liked the ring of it, and obviously it’s not my real name. As much as I love my loyal subscribers, I would never be able to tell you my name. I’m writing this before I enter the Thirst Games, but this may be staggered and could possibly not come out until the Thirst Games is already over. If that’s the case, I hope I won! I would NEVER want to be naked on television. I’m not some… hooker. God I wouldn’t be able to do that.
My channel is called Belladona Daily because well it’s my favorite flower and my goal was to post vlogs every day. You can call me Bella. Everyone does.
Anyways, so let me tell you a bit about me. But actually, let me tell you through my videos! After all, I’ve been doing this since I was 16 (in 2014)!
So… I’ve chosen the best of my videos to deliver to you, my fans. And wish me luck in the Thirst Games!
———-
Belladona’s First Vlog
HOLY SHIT! I can’t believe I’m doing this! Hello, Twitch! I’m Belladona Daily and I’m totally going to show you a little sneak into my life every day until the day I die! HAHAHA. Okay, maybe not THAT long but like holy shit. What should we even do today? Oh, I know. Let’s do a question and answer session.
I’ll answer some icebreaker questions and you all can submit more live. Let’s see… okay, the first question is ‘Favorite color?’ Oh that’s a tough question. I really like them all. But a really good color to me is a vibrant blue, you see the sky up there? It’s so pretty! That is my favorite color.
‘Do you prefer men or women?’
Uh…. Men… honestly, I don’t know. I’m only 16 after all. I’ve never really considering my options.
Wow there’s so many of you here! Say hi to YouTube! Basically the way this will work is I stream on Twitch and then upload my an edited version on YouTube so that you can check it out.
I love you guys so much.
——
Okay, honestly. Yikes. I can’t believe I was only 16 in that video. I really thought I had something there, but I didn’t know what would come next. I really didn’t. I of course didn’t even know my true feelings. This next video that I’ll share is from 2015. This was actually my coming out video. I’m sure you all know it very well.
———
Belladona’s Coming Out
Hello, my flowers! Welcome to my stream! Today is actually going to be very different. In fact, we’re just going to sit here in this lovely park in the heart of Seoul. I have something I really want to share with everyone….. you see, I remember in one of my videos that I told you all I didn’t know where I stood but that obviously I love men. But… I had an encounter that really changed everything for me. You see, I… I started thinking back through my life and the people that attracted me the most. I also really thought about my feelings and even further…. I’m sure you all know Danny by now. Many of you have expressed your love for him and your desire for me to be with him, and I want to make you all happy. But…. I don’t feel in love with Danny. And it was that realization that everything clicked. If you haven’t figure it out already, I’m gay! I’m fucking gay! Wow, that’s weird to say out loud. But I’m gay. Sorry, guys. But I have to be honest with you. I, Belladona, am gay.
——
Wow, I was so young. I don’t know what I expected after I came out live on Twitch and even further uploaded it to my channel. But I certainly… I certainly didn’t expect the response I got. I think it was that video that really took my career to the next level. Suddenly I was getting sponsors from all of the LGBTQ+ allied brand. It was amazing. And of course, I also got a lot of backlash. Guys, I don’t know if you realized, but I was the number 1 watched creator in South Korea in 2015. I literally had millions of people watching me. And while many were amazing people, many also said some really nasty things to me. I could never repeat them, and I never acknowledged them. But I saw them. And I just want to remind everyone to be positive towards one another. No matter what happens… there might be some things you learn about me during the Thirst Games. Maybe things you never knew… about me… I just… I just want to make sure that you know that I’m a human being. And I do make mistakes. And I don’t regret anything I’ve decided to do, but if I lose… things are going to change. Hell, if I win, everything is going to change… let’s just get back to the videos.
————
Belladona’s Bad News
I… I don’t know what to do. I’m sorry, I… I just had…my father just… guys, I’m sorry, I can’t… I’m being forced to move out.
————
It was the shortest stream I ever did. I… I don’t know what to say. I can say my father is still the same man he was when I left. In fact, I haven’t contacted him at all since the day I was forced to leave. My mom still talks to me, but… she doesn’t think I should do this. It’s so stupid. I’m sorry… look, I love my parents, but let me spell it out for you all who don’t know what happened. I was kicked out of my home when I was 18 and forced to live elsewhere on my birthday. That’s right. That stream happened on my 18th birthday. I had been looking forward to it for so long. I had everything planned, and then on my birthday, my parents kicked me out of the house. The only person who stuck with me the entire time was my sister. That certainly says a lot doesn’t it? Now I have my own platform where I make millions of followers. And all of you watch. Thank you all for tuning into Belladona Daily or Belladona Blogs (either one works). Follow and subscribe to all my social media accounts! Oh and at some point my website will be updated by the Thirst Game people with links to find me during the Thirst Games, so do check those out.
Oh and if you haven’t already cheer me on in the Thirst Games. Because like I said, this is all pre-recorded, so I have no idea what will come next. You should see pre-scheduled posts and then if I can, I’ll try to record some behind the scenes or something. But if I can’t, I hope I win. If I don’t win… well… then you’ll finally know everything about me. You’ll finally know the truth.