A Lesson in Karma: Sophomore Year: Detention: Finale (finally)
Posted: Thu Oct 15, 2020 4:48 am
Intro
Today I'd like to open up about one of the most traumatizing but also important lessons I ever learned in my life. The lesson I'm talking about I'm sure many of you have experienced at some point in your lives. Probably not in the cruel twisted way that I had to learn, but nevertheless that lesson im speaking of is:
Karma, it is very real, every action you make has consequences, and your worst moments, the moments you hurt someone else for your own gain, the moments you took from your loved ones, cheated on your significant others, every single time you did upon others what you wouldn't of wanted done to you.
Well every single one of those add up. They in all seriousness, will bite you in the ass, karma is real, its a force stronger than we realize, whatever divine thing you may believe in or don't, your morale compass, your sins, your purposeful "mistakes." The good and the bad. Whatever you want to call it, the choices you make directly affect what's coming your way in life.
And while you may have learned from the karma you received like I was forced to, there's many others out there who didn't. There's many who blame others for their downfalls, make excuses for their mistakes, and never truly learn the lesson karma was trying to teach them. But in defense of their ignorant ways, they probably didn't get as rude of an awakening as I had to endure..because for me the second I seen those bright lights and felt the chilly fall breeze on my exposed body..
God it gives me chills to think about it..
That moment I knew. I knew I deserved what was happening to me and no one had gotten me into that position but me. I knew that the choices I had made, the friends I had chosen, the lifestyle I had been living, and the poor shy and unpopular girls I had tormented, had led me there..
I can still hear the wolf whistles, I can still see the look of shame on parents faces as they covered their younger ones eyes, I can still feel the grass under my feet, the blinding flash of all those cameras..all those people..
I'm getting far, far to ahead of myself. I apologize, this is the first time I've ever truly told my story and here I am rushing through it and trying to get to get it over with.
To know how important and life changing that terrible day and "lesson in karma"(i know, i know, kinda stupid and cliche but it was originally their words not mine, but fuck did that phrase stick with me) was for me, then you must know some of the things I did to deserve it and the kind of person I was at the time.
You see as you might of caught on, in high school I was a bully. But not just any bully. I didn't steal lunch money, I didn't shove girls into lockers or trashcan, this wasn't some Nickelodeon show making these girls do my homework type shit.
No..
You see to me it was never about violence, hazing, getting a laugh at someone else's dispense, and definitely not lunch money. No it was far worse than that, I was a predator. I lived for it, I planned it out, I targeted and chose my victims with a purpose. I fantasized about it, I got off on it. The power it made me feel, how helpless and pathetic they looked, how there eyes would dry up from the tears, how they'd beg and pleaded not to be exposed, how they grew silent and distant at some point and silently accepted the humiliation I had chosen for them. They were my prey in every meaning of the word. They would run, they would hide, but being the apex predator I was, they never really escaped.
They never rolled on me, they feared me, and for good reason. Not only would I catch them again and do something more severe but If they even dared to try to speak up to a teacher, or someone of authority they knew what would happen.
I had only had to pull that card a couple times but it had been enough to shut down any nerdy little girl's hopes of rebellion or retribution. You see, every humiliation I give out, I meticulously document. I have a camcorder that either I personally, or my friends that assisted me in doing my evil work, would always have on hand.
Whatever I did to these poor girls was at the ready for blackmail, if I wanted I could post it everywhere, send it to everyone they knew, hell if they really messed with me and snitched I'd of just sent out every single one of those girls' pics and videos before I'd go to juvie. But they never did. This one time I sent it to a girls brother to show I wasn't messing around when she had mentioned police(God I used to get a kick out of that, what had he thought? What did he say to her? Did he know it was her before he got a lil chub over it? How many friends did he show? Thinking back on it now I dont find it all that funny, actually its really fucked up, all of it was.)anyway, that one message was enough to spread it around that if I got ahold of you, to keep your mouth shut about it. And what did I do with the videotapes I had when I wasn't using them for blackmail? Well I had them all cataloged on my computer, alphabetical order from the victims' first names and I would watch back my favorites at night when I was relaxing for bed.
After a long day of humiliating nerds, I'd be exhausted.(holding them down and chasing after the squirly little shits could get to be an exercise.) So when I finally got to my bed I'd watch back the video from the day and click on my vibrator. Yes, I would masturbate to it. I wasn't exaggerating when I said I got off on that shit. If that video wasn't good enough, maybe she didn't act humiliated, maybe her body wasn't as attractive as I thought under those clothes, or whatever it was that it wasnt doing it for me, I'd get out one of the classics, some of the really hot nerd girls who were just to shy to be popular, or the girls who whined the most, maybe even just a rememberable setting or something. Look, I know its twisted but I was a twisted person and I had a problem.
So if you didn't catch on by the hints I was dropping or the fact that you're on this board in the first place..
I videotaped and humiliated countless girls. Wedgies, spankings, tied them up, stripped them of their clothes, their innocence, their dignity, All kinds of twisted shit.
I'll explain further in a bit, and tell a couple of what were my favorites humilations, and the ones I believe stuck with me the most. These ones that I'm speaking of are the times that flashed through my head, somehow in that madness of that night and the heat of the moment..I thought alot of my past, partly to avoid the present that I was currently experiencing, and mostly because experiencing what I had put them through made me look back on what I had done, to deserve the predicament I had gotten myself into that night.
Well they had brought me there and done to me what they did..but I had gotten myself there. Karma had finally caught up with me. Those girls that night, well they got revenge for all of my victims at once. Realistically I might of deserved more for the sheer amount of girls I had humiliated but they got me
Pretty.
Damn.
Good.
God I can't believe I'm trailing off again so hard, I literally haven't even introduced myself or explained who I am. Well my name is *redacted from transcripts* but my name was..Candice Owens. You probably heard that name, it feels like at some point the whole world knew that name and saw my "lesson in karma." I had to change it when I changed schools...cities...states. I almost debated skipping the country for a new life but that was a little over my successful(but far from rich) family's budget.
But before I tell you that story I should probably start from the beginning. I'll explain how I got into my twisted ways. The first time I humiliated someone. How it made me feel, what I had did to them, and how it spiraled into the "apex predator" stage of my life. And then in time, how my "lesson", lead me to the changed, and better person I am, but traumatized nonetheless.
Because you don't really bounce back or escape a punishment like the one Karma and those little nerdy brats had chose for me, you just don't.
The catalyst for the series of events I'm about to tell you starts my first day of freshman year:
The Chainlink Fence and My First Victim
It was first day of freshman year, I was slightly nervous but excited the day I started high school had finally came. My older sister Jessica who had graduated the year before gave me the rough run down of what was to be expected.
"Look Candace you have nothing to worry about." Jessica said
"I'm not worried." I quickly interrupted
"Well you sure seem like it, asking all these questions." She retorted
"Look I know you've probably heard of the freshman girls being hazed by the upperclass girls, and trust me they only mess with the nerds and unpopular hoes, you're in volleyball, you guys won state last year, they're going to know who you are, and they know who I am, nobody is gonna mess with you." She continued.
"I know." I spat out quickly, growing irritated with my older sister
"I was just curious what to expect, I'm not afraid of anyone and I'm not some fucking nerd they're gonna target."
"Whatever you say sis, besides the nerd girls getting hazed, not much is different than middle school. Go to your classes, go to your locker in between, go to lunch, go home at end of day. I don't know what else you want me to say, go find out yourself." My sister said clearly irritated by my attitude and having cussed at her.
We both grew silent and ate our cereal.
"What do they do to the nerds anyway?" I asked interrupting the silence.
"Mostly just constantly mess with them, step on their heels in the hallways, push them in lockers, take their lunch money, trashcan them, just stupid shit. Its all part of the 'welcome to high school' experience." She said the last part in air quotes.
"Its good fun, makes the day go by, they're so pathetic, don't even stand up for themselves." Jess continued.
"Anyway you want a ride or what? I have to get to work."
So we through our cereal bowls in the sink and headed to our front door.
I looked myself in the mirror one last time. I was looking pretty good, my jet black hair was straight and hanging to my tits. I was wearing one of my favorite outfits. Just my state champion shirt and some jeans. Figured I'd keep it simple for the first day. My curves looked...good. For a freshman that is, I hadn't grown the curves that I was so proud of later in high school. At that time I was a B cup with a decently shapely ass. But by the time of my "lesson." I was a woman with C cup tits and a perky round ass that made the guys go wild in my revealing outfits. But once again I'm ahead of myself, freshman me had nowhere near the body that I have now and I had at the time of that infamous night. Thats the only point I'm trying to make.
So anyway, I finished looking at myself in the mirror and checking out my butt, and makeup, and all that last minute shit girls subconsciously do on the way out the door.
Then I was off to school in my sisters car. Anxious but excited for something new.
I'll spare most of the little details and fast forward through some parts because truthfully I know you perverts don't care. I know you not only want me to get on with the story of my first victim and ultimately back to what happened to myself, when the tables turned.
Have a little patience reader, I know your hand is probably in your pants already and you may of skipped some paragraphs to try to find where the action starts. You're probably annoyed at me dragging this on and a little weirded out that I'm calling you out so directly.
The reason I know what you're thinking and that your hand is already on your male or female genitals is because I've been an active lurker on this forum since Dan's original dreambook site. I found Dan's board shortly after I realized how turned on humiliating these girls was making me. I tried to look into porn of it and hardly found anything. It seems everything "enf stripped humiliation" search came back with lame fakes, probably illegal low quality real videos, or other mostly useless links. But somehow I stumbled across Dan's board and it was like a goldmine. All these people with the niche kink that I could hardly even find online. I binged through the stories many nights at home. I became one of you, my twisted thoughts I no longer shared alone and it made me feel like I wasn't totally fucked up (I was. Because what I did was real. But it did make me feel accepted, like I could relate with someone about my twisted desires and actions.)
Throughout the years I'd occasionally write a story under anon or random name just in case. The difference between you and I though, is you would read or write these stories fantasizing and imagining what stripping and humiliating a girl would be like, or maybe what being humilated would be like.
(I know there's a submissive side of the fans here that want these things done to them, rather than vice versa, shout out you ladies and gents. I promise you its not the fantasy you crack it up to be when it happens in real life. But whatever. Different strokes, different folks.)
Anyway, as I was saying, you all would just fantasize as you wrote or read. When I wrote my stories I would write them as I watched the video of what really unfolded. I would write them word for word, scene for scene. You may of remembered them if I mentioned which ones, you may of got off to them, not knowing that the humiliation you were reading was very real. Some poor nerdy girl really had to endure it. Feel bad? Probably not. I didn't and I was there.
I even drew inspiration from some of my favorite authors in some of my humiliations. Like for example Kenny B's "pushed out 2" where the sister's friend gets pushed out in just her panties, throws a fit that the brother is out there, then they open the door just long enough to snag her panties and start pulling them through the door until they rip off her. Remember that? Well I really did that. Granted, it was out of the lockerroom door and into a crowded hallway..but same idea.
Or what about Executionus' "Sleepover Nightmare?" You recall that one? Let me remind you, girl gets tied to mailbox at a "sleepover." The sleepover ended up being a party instead and the protagonist gets tied to a mailbox in her underwear. Then, when she gets off the mailbox and is caught again by the bully of the story, They cuff her back to the mailbox by the leg holes of her panties. Forcing the girl to remove and leave the panties if she wants to escape. Sound familiar?
Well, I loved the idea so much I did exactly that at my 17th birthday party. I invited some nerd who had no chance of actually hanging out with me. I knew she wouldn't believe it, but the girls around the school by that point and time had learned to do what I wanted or pay. I pretended to be her friend for like five minutes. It was DREADFUL, God she was such a bore and I kept seeing her eyes constantly going for the door.
I figured if she wants to leave why not let her? So I tackled her in the middle of my crowded living room and stripped her down to her underwear. Taped her mouth. My friends were always there to give me a hand in my actions so they held her down for me. Once her mouth was taped I dragged her outside and just like in "Sleepover Nightmare" I snapped some cuffs on her wrists behind her back and around her panties so I could attach them to my mailbox.
Then, after she was properly attached, and she had struggled, whined into her gag, and looked at me with those pathetic begging eyes, I snipped her bra off with a little pair of scissors. Her whines turned to screams and my pussy went from wet, to soaked, as her little tits came into view. She realized then that her only chance to escape was to lose the panties. Just like Executionus' had wrote. But rather than step out of them when no one was looking, this girl panicked and tried to take off and rip the panties away as she did. The funniest part was..she didnt succeed for maybe 30 seconds? I think it was something like that but it could of been longer.
So, there she was stuck to my mailbox with her little tits on show and hands bound behind her back. She was desperately trying to make the panties rip so she could run away. And the funniest part of it all, is she was viscously wedging her cuffed panties up her ass in her failed escape attempts.
When she finally managed to make them snap, she ran off into the night, butt naked, hands tied, crowds of laughing teens behind her, and atleast a 3 quarter mile run to her house. It was glorious and worked out even better than I thought.
My pussy is throbbing thinking about it...
Hey I said I've changed, I didn't say I'm not still widely turned on by this crap. But if Executionus' is reading this, just know your idea was brilliant and was even better in real life. Wish you could of seen it.
So yes even though I was a "predator" humilated mastermind occasionally I drew ideas from you all. Sometimes I'd basically make your whole stories happen in real life, other times I'd just draw an idea or two from it. I did this countless of times.
So, just know if you wrote something different or unique in your stories, I probably did it to someone in real life.
How does that make you feel? Envious? Envious that they were only words and fantasies to you, and my real life everyday? Does it repulse you to think someone would actually strip and torment their classmates in a way that should only happen on paper? I'm curious just because I always wanted to tell you all, or show you. I promise its so much hotter on video than these stupid stories.
Hell after I truly began my reign of terror, the stories were never enough anymore. Sure I read back for ideas, or I wrote stories of what I had done to all those girls, for you twisted folks to enjoy. But it wasnt enough, the only way I got off was watching the videos back from what I had done.
I would drive myself crazy waiting to get home to rub one out. I would be soaking wet as my friends held my helpless victim and I peeled their pants and panties to their ankles.
Their reaction were what I lived for. The way their face would contort in horror while simultaneously turning a deep shade of red. The way their hands instinctively attempted to cover their exposed body, even if they knew they weren't strong enough to free their hands from the grip of my friends helping me,or the handcuffs I'd put them in. And last but not least the "moneyshot." By that I mean, the exact moment they realized I was filming, that moment was when they were truly defeated.
For in that moment, so many emotions come across their face. First, their face turns even more red then possible without the camera. Within seconds their emotion goes to utter disbelief, you can see it in their eyes and they look around desperate for an escape or help, then they shut their eyes tight. I call this the "I have to be dreaming" stage. Then comes the anger stage. Their eyebrows lower and their eyes open filled with hatred, they look me dead in the eyes and pull at their restraints. I just know at that moment they want to punch me, hell maybe even kill me. After that, they break. They realize there's nothing they can do to stop me filming and documenting their exposed bodies. This final stage I call "the begging stage" because after all the disbelief and anger, comes begging, pleading, whining, and finally crying. That is assuming I haven't gagged that victim. This combination of emotions ending in the crying or whining of my victim was the "moneyshot."
I always made sure to have the cameras point directly at their face when this phenomenon occured.
All of the little exposed nerdy girls reactions, in combination of the physical act of stripping away their dignity piece by piece, was like heroin to me. I just couldn't stop. It was my drug. My weakness. My addiction.
There was only one thing I wouldn't do. I really, REALLY wanted to, but some things are better left in this board's wild stories.
See that one thing, the only place I drew the line, i always fantasized about, and constantly seemed to be the theme of the stories on this board, that one taboo that I left to the stories, was forcing my victim to orgasm.
The thought of it drove me, and my wet pussy late at night, wild as fuck. It was just so perfect. So depriving..so humiliating..so wrong. It was the final straw to an otherwise perfect humiliation. Something about the thought of my victim not only being stripped naked, filmed, laughed at and teased, and whatever other humiliating things I'd done to her, but also to finish it off by making her cream all over herself, forcing her to enjoy it, forcing her body to convulse and her legs to buckle as she involuntarily moaned out loud or into her gag. That was the ultimate finale. Sometimes I'd even imagine that I'd keep them on the edge of orgasm until they were begging me to let them cum.
But..no matter how hot that would have been, I just couldn't push it that far. Not at all because I have standards or I'd feel bad. No I never did it, because I feared that would be how it all came to an end.
See my friends helped me, but they had no idea I got off on it like I did. To them this was just bullying, hazing, having a laugh at someone elses expense. Sure they had fun with it, but I feared making my victim cum, or even bringing it up would scare them away. Doing that would make it too much, too real, too rapey.
In the real world you shouldn't be able to do the things I've done. Really I should have been arrested by the time they taught me that lesson. I should of been rotting in prison for all the sexual assault I'd done. RIPPING PEOPLE CLOTHES OFF AND DOING OTHER THINGS TO THEM IS NOT OKAY. But I was smart, I had never managed to be caught, maybe occasionally suspected or blamed(those girls learned not to tell again) but never caught. Somehow I just knew if I made my victim orgasm that it'd get to the police what I'd done. Dont ask me the logic I just felt like that was the line where my friends wouldn't be by my side anymore, and where the blackmail wouldn't be enough to shut my victim up. And of course my biggest fear of all,, was anyone finding out that I got off to what I did to these girls.
If my friends found out well, then they'd know this bullying/hazing thing was all a ruse for my perversions. The girls I assaulted couldn't know because being hazed by a bully at school, and being violated by a pervert are two totally different things. They would of responded differently or possibly be more inclined to turn me in. That was my thought process atleast. So even though I'd of done anything to make my pathetic victims buck and cum all over themselves. I couldn't.
*silent pause*
Was I uh..trailing off again? I'm sorry, I may do that from time to time. I'm trying to share as much insight as possible into the person I was back then. I want you to understand who I was. Candace Owens. The name feels so alien at this point. I haven't gone by that for awhile now. Thats who I was. A terrible, terrible person. Truly evil. I only cared about myself and my twisted schemes and actions. Back then I thought others thinking like me, like here on this board, justified what I used to do. I realize now that no matter how fucked up you guys are, I'm clearly worse because I acted on my perverse thoughts and impulses.
So now you know even more about me. I've probably told you far more than you need or care to know. I've rambled on for quiet awhile and I'm sure you're sick of the constant foreshadowing and the fact that there hasn't been any action yet. I hope you've read this far and haven't skipped off to the next story. (I was one of you, I know how you think)
Um..well I don't know how else to transition back to my original plan of telling you about my first victim so I'm just gonna uh..do it.
(Sorry for all the rambling please forgive meee, I promise more action from here on out and ill get into the details of some of the humiliations I delivered and the ultimate humiliation I received just bare with me here.)
So anyway I'm in my sisters car and shes about to drop me off for the first day of highschool. Let's just start back there.
But actually like I said I'm fast forwarding a little here.
Long story short I got to school everything went well, I had all of my popular friends from my grade, the older popular girls accepted me and I was quickly getting to know them, first day is always orientation bs anyway so pretty light work in actual school effort I had to put in. I even got to see a couple nerds get trashcanned and one pushed in her locker she had just managed to find that morning. I realized quickly that the only hazing I was seeing was from the upperclass girls to the new freshman girls. The guys were just conversing intergrades like normal people. So that's a quick summary of my first day, any more than that is unnecessary to the story and dragging this on far longer than any of you people care about.
So end fast forward.
Let's try this again.
The Chainlink Fence and My First Victim
Its the end of the day and last hour is study hall. They explain to us that some days study hall will be outside. They said this was to get us "more fresh air and space to focus." Then the teacher took us outside and basically bailed to go "finish up some work." Which probably meant get high in his car.
So I'm sitting with the upperclass popular girls on a bench, my class is spread out across the benches and sitting down or standing in the field. Study hall had a combination of all the grades.
"I'm so bored, can we like fuck with the freshman or something please?" One girl spoke up, interrupting the conversation two others were having. I was the only freshman at the bench but I was "accepted."
Starting the scene here tomorrow, this is just something that sprung up out of nowhere and I'm trying to run with it to keep progressing the story. I know where its headed but I have some blanks to fill in. I know this had alot of foreshadowing and little action but it was a bit of a long intro that alot of was improvised as I went. hopefully more parts coming soon with the exciting stuff.
Let me know what you think, I love to see feedback and I've been wanting to put something out for awhile. Lots of ideas with a few start ups but this one feels like its moving smoother
Today I'd like to open up about one of the most traumatizing but also important lessons I ever learned in my life. The lesson I'm talking about I'm sure many of you have experienced at some point in your lives. Probably not in the cruel twisted way that I had to learn, but nevertheless that lesson im speaking of is:
Karma, it is very real, every action you make has consequences, and your worst moments, the moments you hurt someone else for your own gain, the moments you took from your loved ones, cheated on your significant others, every single time you did upon others what you wouldn't of wanted done to you.
Well every single one of those add up. They in all seriousness, will bite you in the ass, karma is real, its a force stronger than we realize, whatever divine thing you may believe in or don't, your morale compass, your sins, your purposeful "mistakes." The good and the bad. Whatever you want to call it, the choices you make directly affect what's coming your way in life.
And while you may have learned from the karma you received like I was forced to, there's many others out there who didn't. There's many who blame others for their downfalls, make excuses for their mistakes, and never truly learn the lesson karma was trying to teach them. But in defense of their ignorant ways, they probably didn't get as rude of an awakening as I had to endure..because for me the second I seen those bright lights and felt the chilly fall breeze on my exposed body..
God it gives me chills to think about it..
That moment I knew. I knew I deserved what was happening to me and no one had gotten me into that position but me. I knew that the choices I had made, the friends I had chosen, the lifestyle I had been living, and the poor shy and unpopular girls I had tormented, had led me there..
I can still hear the wolf whistles, I can still see the look of shame on parents faces as they covered their younger ones eyes, I can still feel the grass under my feet, the blinding flash of all those cameras..all those people..
I'm getting far, far to ahead of myself. I apologize, this is the first time I've ever truly told my story and here I am rushing through it and trying to get to get it over with.
To know how important and life changing that terrible day and "lesson in karma"(i know, i know, kinda stupid and cliche but it was originally their words not mine, but fuck did that phrase stick with me) was for me, then you must know some of the things I did to deserve it and the kind of person I was at the time.
You see as you might of caught on, in high school I was a bully. But not just any bully. I didn't steal lunch money, I didn't shove girls into lockers or trashcan, this wasn't some Nickelodeon show making these girls do my homework type shit.
No..
You see to me it was never about violence, hazing, getting a laugh at someone else's dispense, and definitely not lunch money. No it was far worse than that, I was a predator. I lived for it, I planned it out, I targeted and chose my victims with a purpose. I fantasized about it, I got off on it. The power it made me feel, how helpless and pathetic they looked, how there eyes would dry up from the tears, how they'd beg and pleaded not to be exposed, how they grew silent and distant at some point and silently accepted the humiliation I had chosen for them. They were my prey in every meaning of the word. They would run, they would hide, but being the apex predator I was, they never really escaped.
They never rolled on me, they feared me, and for good reason. Not only would I catch them again and do something more severe but If they even dared to try to speak up to a teacher, or someone of authority they knew what would happen.
I had only had to pull that card a couple times but it had been enough to shut down any nerdy little girl's hopes of rebellion or retribution. You see, every humiliation I give out, I meticulously document. I have a camcorder that either I personally, or my friends that assisted me in doing my evil work, would always have on hand.
Whatever I did to these poor girls was at the ready for blackmail, if I wanted I could post it everywhere, send it to everyone they knew, hell if they really messed with me and snitched I'd of just sent out every single one of those girls' pics and videos before I'd go to juvie. But they never did. This one time I sent it to a girls brother to show I wasn't messing around when she had mentioned police(God I used to get a kick out of that, what had he thought? What did he say to her? Did he know it was her before he got a lil chub over it? How many friends did he show? Thinking back on it now I dont find it all that funny, actually its really fucked up, all of it was.)anyway, that one message was enough to spread it around that if I got ahold of you, to keep your mouth shut about it. And what did I do with the videotapes I had when I wasn't using them for blackmail? Well I had them all cataloged on my computer, alphabetical order from the victims' first names and I would watch back my favorites at night when I was relaxing for bed.
After a long day of humiliating nerds, I'd be exhausted.(holding them down and chasing after the squirly little shits could get to be an exercise.) So when I finally got to my bed I'd watch back the video from the day and click on my vibrator. Yes, I would masturbate to it. I wasn't exaggerating when I said I got off on that shit. If that video wasn't good enough, maybe she didn't act humiliated, maybe her body wasn't as attractive as I thought under those clothes, or whatever it was that it wasnt doing it for me, I'd get out one of the classics, some of the really hot nerd girls who were just to shy to be popular, or the girls who whined the most, maybe even just a rememberable setting or something. Look, I know its twisted but I was a twisted person and I had a problem.
So if you didn't catch on by the hints I was dropping or the fact that you're on this board in the first place..
I videotaped and humiliated countless girls. Wedgies, spankings, tied them up, stripped them of their clothes, their innocence, their dignity, All kinds of twisted shit.
I'll explain further in a bit, and tell a couple of what were my favorites humilations, and the ones I believe stuck with me the most. These ones that I'm speaking of are the times that flashed through my head, somehow in that madness of that night and the heat of the moment..I thought alot of my past, partly to avoid the present that I was currently experiencing, and mostly because experiencing what I had put them through made me look back on what I had done, to deserve the predicament I had gotten myself into that night.
Well they had brought me there and done to me what they did..but I had gotten myself there. Karma had finally caught up with me. Those girls that night, well they got revenge for all of my victims at once. Realistically I might of deserved more for the sheer amount of girls I had humiliated but they got me
Pretty.
Damn.
Good.
God I can't believe I'm trailing off again so hard, I literally haven't even introduced myself or explained who I am. Well my name is *redacted from transcripts* but my name was..Candice Owens. You probably heard that name, it feels like at some point the whole world knew that name and saw my "lesson in karma." I had to change it when I changed schools...cities...states. I almost debated skipping the country for a new life but that was a little over my successful(but far from rich) family's budget.
But before I tell you that story I should probably start from the beginning. I'll explain how I got into my twisted ways. The first time I humiliated someone. How it made me feel, what I had did to them, and how it spiraled into the "apex predator" stage of my life. And then in time, how my "lesson", lead me to the changed, and better person I am, but traumatized nonetheless.
Because you don't really bounce back or escape a punishment like the one Karma and those little nerdy brats had chose for me, you just don't.
The catalyst for the series of events I'm about to tell you starts my first day of freshman year:
The Chainlink Fence and My First Victim
It was first day of freshman year, I was slightly nervous but excited the day I started high school had finally came. My older sister Jessica who had graduated the year before gave me the rough run down of what was to be expected.
"Look Candace you have nothing to worry about." Jessica said
"I'm not worried." I quickly interrupted
"Well you sure seem like it, asking all these questions." She retorted
"Look I know you've probably heard of the freshman girls being hazed by the upperclass girls, and trust me they only mess with the nerds and unpopular hoes, you're in volleyball, you guys won state last year, they're going to know who you are, and they know who I am, nobody is gonna mess with you." She continued.
"I know." I spat out quickly, growing irritated with my older sister
"I was just curious what to expect, I'm not afraid of anyone and I'm not some fucking nerd they're gonna target."
"Whatever you say sis, besides the nerd girls getting hazed, not much is different than middle school. Go to your classes, go to your locker in between, go to lunch, go home at end of day. I don't know what else you want me to say, go find out yourself." My sister said clearly irritated by my attitude and having cussed at her.
We both grew silent and ate our cereal.
"What do they do to the nerds anyway?" I asked interrupting the silence.
"Mostly just constantly mess with them, step on their heels in the hallways, push them in lockers, take their lunch money, trashcan them, just stupid shit. Its all part of the 'welcome to high school' experience." She said the last part in air quotes.
"Its good fun, makes the day go by, they're so pathetic, don't even stand up for themselves." Jess continued.
"Anyway you want a ride or what? I have to get to work."
So we through our cereal bowls in the sink and headed to our front door.
I looked myself in the mirror one last time. I was looking pretty good, my jet black hair was straight and hanging to my tits. I was wearing one of my favorite outfits. Just my state champion shirt and some jeans. Figured I'd keep it simple for the first day. My curves looked...good. For a freshman that is, I hadn't grown the curves that I was so proud of later in high school. At that time I was a B cup with a decently shapely ass. But by the time of my "lesson." I was a woman with C cup tits and a perky round ass that made the guys go wild in my revealing outfits. But once again I'm ahead of myself, freshman me had nowhere near the body that I have now and I had at the time of that infamous night. Thats the only point I'm trying to make.
So anyway, I finished looking at myself in the mirror and checking out my butt, and makeup, and all that last minute shit girls subconsciously do on the way out the door.
Then I was off to school in my sisters car. Anxious but excited for something new.
I'll spare most of the little details and fast forward through some parts because truthfully I know you perverts don't care. I know you not only want me to get on with the story of my first victim and ultimately back to what happened to myself, when the tables turned.
Have a little patience reader, I know your hand is probably in your pants already and you may of skipped some paragraphs to try to find where the action starts. You're probably annoyed at me dragging this on and a little weirded out that I'm calling you out so directly.
The reason I know what you're thinking and that your hand is already on your male or female genitals is because I've been an active lurker on this forum since Dan's original dreambook site. I found Dan's board shortly after I realized how turned on humiliating these girls was making me. I tried to look into porn of it and hardly found anything. It seems everything "enf stripped humiliation" search came back with lame fakes, probably illegal low quality real videos, or other mostly useless links. But somehow I stumbled across Dan's board and it was like a goldmine. All these people with the niche kink that I could hardly even find online. I binged through the stories many nights at home. I became one of you, my twisted thoughts I no longer shared alone and it made me feel like I wasn't totally fucked up (I was. Because what I did was real. But it did make me feel accepted, like I could relate with someone about my twisted desires and actions.)
Throughout the years I'd occasionally write a story under anon or random name just in case. The difference between you and I though, is you would read or write these stories fantasizing and imagining what stripping and humiliating a girl would be like, or maybe what being humilated would be like.
(I know there's a submissive side of the fans here that want these things done to them, rather than vice versa, shout out you ladies and gents. I promise you its not the fantasy you crack it up to be when it happens in real life. But whatever. Different strokes, different folks.)
Anyway, as I was saying, you all would just fantasize as you wrote or read. When I wrote my stories I would write them as I watched the video of what really unfolded. I would write them word for word, scene for scene. You may of remembered them if I mentioned which ones, you may of got off to them, not knowing that the humiliation you were reading was very real. Some poor nerdy girl really had to endure it. Feel bad? Probably not. I didn't and I was there.
I even drew inspiration from some of my favorite authors in some of my humiliations. Like for example Kenny B's "pushed out 2" where the sister's friend gets pushed out in just her panties, throws a fit that the brother is out there, then they open the door just long enough to snag her panties and start pulling them through the door until they rip off her. Remember that? Well I really did that. Granted, it was out of the lockerroom door and into a crowded hallway..but same idea.
Or what about Executionus' "Sleepover Nightmare?" You recall that one? Let me remind you, girl gets tied to mailbox at a "sleepover." The sleepover ended up being a party instead and the protagonist gets tied to a mailbox in her underwear. Then, when she gets off the mailbox and is caught again by the bully of the story, They cuff her back to the mailbox by the leg holes of her panties. Forcing the girl to remove and leave the panties if she wants to escape. Sound familiar?
Well, I loved the idea so much I did exactly that at my 17th birthday party. I invited some nerd who had no chance of actually hanging out with me. I knew she wouldn't believe it, but the girls around the school by that point and time had learned to do what I wanted or pay. I pretended to be her friend for like five minutes. It was DREADFUL, God she was such a bore and I kept seeing her eyes constantly going for the door.
I figured if she wants to leave why not let her? So I tackled her in the middle of my crowded living room and stripped her down to her underwear. Taped her mouth. My friends were always there to give me a hand in my actions so they held her down for me. Once her mouth was taped I dragged her outside and just like in "Sleepover Nightmare" I snapped some cuffs on her wrists behind her back and around her panties so I could attach them to my mailbox.
Then, after she was properly attached, and she had struggled, whined into her gag, and looked at me with those pathetic begging eyes, I snipped her bra off with a little pair of scissors. Her whines turned to screams and my pussy went from wet, to soaked, as her little tits came into view. She realized then that her only chance to escape was to lose the panties. Just like Executionus' had wrote. But rather than step out of them when no one was looking, this girl panicked and tried to take off and rip the panties away as she did. The funniest part was..she didnt succeed for maybe 30 seconds? I think it was something like that but it could of been longer.
So, there she was stuck to my mailbox with her little tits on show and hands bound behind her back. She was desperately trying to make the panties rip so she could run away. And the funniest part of it all, is she was viscously wedging her cuffed panties up her ass in her failed escape attempts.
When she finally managed to make them snap, she ran off into the night, butt naked, hands tied, crowds of laughing teens behind her, and atleast a 3 quarter mile run to her house. It was glorious and worked out even better than I thought.
My pussy is throbbing thinking about it...
Hey I said I've changed, I didn't say I'm not still widely turned on by this crap. But if Executionus' is reading this, just know your idea was brilliant and was even better in real life. Wish you could of seen it.
So yes even though I was a "predator" humilated mastermind occasionally I drew ideas from you all. Sometimes I'd basically make your whole stories happen in real life, other times I'd just draw an idea or two from it. I did this countless of times.
So, just know if you wrote something different or unique in your stories, I probably did it to someone in real life.
How does that make you feel? Envious? Envious that they were only words and fantasies to you, and my real life everyday? Does it repulse you to think someone would actually strip and torment their classmates in a way that should only happen on paper? I'm curious just because I always wanted to tell you all, or show you. I promise its so much hotter on video than these stupid stories.
Hell after I truly began my reign of terror, the stories were never enough anymore. Sure I read back for ideas, or I wrote stories of what I had done to all those girls, for you twisted folks to enjoy. But it wasnt enough, the only way I got off was watching the videos back from what I had done.
I would drive myself crazy waiting to get home to rub one out. I would be soaking wet as my friends held my helpless victim and I peeled their pants and panties to their ankles.
Their reaction were what I lived for. The way their face would contort in horror while simultaneously turning a deep shade of red. The way their hands instinctively attempted to cover their exposed body, even if they knew they weren't strong enough to free their hands from the grip of my friends helping me,or the handcuffs I'd put them in. And last but not least the "moneyshot." By that I mean, the exact moment they realized I was filming, that moment was when they were truly defeated.
For in that moment, so many emotions come across their face. First, their face turns even more red then possible without the camera. Within seconds their emotion goes to utter disbelief, you can see it in their eyes and they look around desperate for an escape or help, then they shut their eyes tight. I call this the "I have to be dreaming" stage. Then comes the anger stage. Their eyebrows lower and their eyes open filled with hatred, they look me dead in the eyes and pull at their restraints. I just know at that moment they want to punch me, hell maybe even kill me. After that, they break. They realize there's nothing they can do to stop me filming and documenting their exposed bodies. This final stage I call "the begging stage" because after all the disbelief and anger, comes begging, pleading, whining, and finally crying. That is assuming I haven't gagged that victim. This combination of emotions ending in the crying or whining of my victim was the "moneyshot."
I always made sure to have the cameras point directly at their face when this phenomenon occured.
All of the little exposed nerdy girls reactions, in combination of the physical act of stripping away their dignity piece by piece, was like heroin to me. I just couldn't stop. It was my drug. My weakness. My addiction.
There was only one thing I wouldn't do. I really, REALLY wanted to, but some things are better left in this board's wild stories.
See that one thing, the only place I drew the line, i always fantasized about, and constantly seemed to be the theme of the stories on this board, that one taboo that I left to the stories, was forcing my victim to orgasm.
The thought of it drove me, and my wet pussy late at night, wild as fuck. It was just so perfect. So depriving..so humiliating..so wrong. It was the final straw to an otherwise perfect humiliation. Something about the thought of my victim not only being stripped naked, filmed, laughed at and teased, and whatever other humiliating things I'd done to her, but also to finish it off by making her cream all over herself, forcing her to enjoy it, forcing her body to convulse and her legs to buckle as she involuntarily moaned out loud or into her gag. That was the ultimate finale. Sometimes I'd even imagine that I'd keep them on the edge of orgasm until they were begging me to let them cum.
But..no matter how hot that would have been, I just couldn't push it that far. Not at all because I have standards or I'd feel bad. No I never did it, because I feared that would be how it all came to an end.
See my friends helped me, but they had no idea I got off on it like I did. To them this was just bullying, hazing, having a laugh at someone elses expense. Sure they had fun with it, but I feared making my victim cum, or even bringing it up would scare them away. Doing that would make it too much, too real, too rapey.
In the real world you shouldn't be able to do the things I've done. Really I should have been arrested by the time they taught me that lesson. I should of been rotting in prison for all the sexual assault I'd done. RIPPING PEOPLE CLOTHES OFF AND DOING OTHER THINGS TO THEM IS NOT OKAY. But I was smart, I had never managed to be caught, maybe occasionally suspected or blamed(those girls learned not to tell again) but never caught. Somehow I just knew if I made my victim orgasm that it'd get to the police what I'd done. Dont ask me the logic I just felt like that was the line where my friends wouldn't be by my side anymore, and where the blackmail wouldn't be enough to shut my victim up. And of course my biggest fear of all,, was anyone finding out that I got off to what I did to these girls.
If my friends found out well, then they'd know this bullying/hazing thing was all a ruse for my perversions. The girls I assaulted couldn't know because being hazed by a bully at school, and being violated by a pervert are two totally different things. They would of responded differently or possibly be more inclined to turn me in. That was my thought process atleast. So even though I'd of done anything to make my pathetic victims buck and cum all over themselves. I couldn't.
*silent pause*
Was I uh..trailing off again? I'm sorry, I may do that from time to time. I'm trying to share as much insight as possible into the person I was back then. I want you to understand who I was. Candace Owens. The name feels so alien at this point. I haven't gone by that for awhile now. Thats who I was. A terrible, terrible person. Truly evil. I only cared about myself and my twisted schemes and actions. Back then I thought others thinking like me, like here on this board, justified what I used to do. I realize now that no matter how fucked up you guys are, I'm clearly worse because I acted on my perverse thoughts and impulses.
So now you know even more about me. I've probably told you far more than you need or care to know. I've rambled on for quiet awhile and I'm sure you're sick of the constant foreshadowing and the fact that there hasn't been any action yet. I hope you've read this far and haven't skipped off to the next story. (I was one of you, I know how you think)
Um..well I don't know how else to transition back to my original plan of telling you about my first victim so I'm just gonna uh..do it.
(Sorry for all the rambling please forgive meee, I promise more action from here on out and ill get into the details of some of the humiliations I delivered and the ultimate humiliation I received just bare with me here.)
So anyway I'm in my sisters car and shes about to drop me off for the first day of highschool. Let's just start back there.
But actually like I said I'm fast forwarding a little here.
Long story short I got to school everything went well, I had all of my popular friends from my grade, the older popular girls accepted me and I was quickly getting to know them, first day is always orientation bs anyway so pretty light work in actual school effort I had to put in. I even got to see a couple nerds get trashcanned and one pushed in her locker she had just managed to find that morning. I realized quickly that the only hazing I was seeing was from the upperclass girls to the new freshman girls. The guys were just conversing intergrades like normal people. So that's a quick summary of my first day, any more than that is unnecessary to the story and dragging this on far longer than any of you people care about.
So end fast forward.
Let's try this again.
The Chainlink Fence and My First Victim
Its the end of the day and last hour is study hall. They explain to us that some days study hall will be outside. They said this was to get us "more fresh air and space to focus." Then the teacher took us outside and basically bailed to go "finish up some work." Which probably meant get high in his car.
So I'm sitting with the upperclass popular girls on a bench, my class is spread out across the benches and sitting down or standing in the field. Study hall had a combination of all the grades.
"I'm so bored, can we like fuck with the freshman or something please?" One girl spoke up, interrupting the conversation two others were having. I was the only freshman at the bench but I was "accepted."
Starting the scene here tomorrow, this is just something that sprung up out of nowhere and I'm trying to run with it to keep progressing the story. I know where its headed but I have some blanks to fill in. I know this had alot of foreshadowing and little action but it was a bit of a long intro that alot of was improvised as I went. hopefully more parts coming soon with the exciting stuff.
Let me know what you think, I love to see feedback and I've been wanting to put something out for awhile. Lots of ideas with a few start ups but this one feels like its moving smoother