What brought you here? How long have you had this kink? Have you always, or did you have an experience?

[Nikolai]

I'm curious what brought all of us here, and if anyone shares similar stories, me personally I've ALWAYS thought like this, since <5 years old, I imagined scenarios similar to these stories every night before bed as a kid, these thoughts are just as much a part of me as my hands, they've always been there, I've always been like this, and other than some pop culture references I really never had some kind of experience to make me think this way, I just do. Like before I knew what sex was or what a naked girl even looked like I imagined this stuff, when I hit puberty I didn't start searching "boobs, vagina, ass" on Google, I was searching for videos of pantsing and similar things I'd constantly cooked up in my head but obviously never legitimately seen other than some childhood games maybe. Before I could physically ejaculate I was getting myself worked up to these thoughts/stories on these boards. The stories lead to me developing a deeper humilation kink but other than that I've just been like this since I can remember, and at the most my childhood perversions developed into the slightly more adult versions (humilation/forced orgasm etc) but the thoughts were always there..

Do any of you share a similar experience? Or did you maybe do some pantsing/stripping, see some pantsing/stripping, get pantsed/stripped? Was it just pop culture references that made us this way?

I'd enjoy any discussion or explanations anyone has..


Also can I state here specifically that age has nothing to do with the kink in my personal experience, i don't have any legitimate interest in young people they just seem to make the most sense more often than not in these scenarios..I'd hope anyone who is here for the ages represented or anyone who can't separate the blatant over the top erotic fiction here, from reality would get some help and stop reading these stories. I like getting these thoughts out of my head and writing out scenarios and stories that would other just be trapped in my brain, but I never want to fuel any legitimate evil, I just got an enf kink man/and more specifically a forced stripping enf humilation kink, which has little representation on the web so i write my fantasies instead, i realize some of my stories can be a bit much compared to others, but they're just that, stories, fantasies and nonsense. The older I get (I was only 18 when I wrote after school brawl and featured a 15 year old) the more I'm a little bothered by the ages I present, I've made an effort to start only including 16+ and 18+ when possible because the age is really irrelevant to me, really any of the descriptions of looks or body characteristics are more so for the audience, to tell a smoother story and refer to her appearance throughout, targeting parts to humiliate when possible, for me it's simply the actions taken that get me going, I'm not evil, I'm not a nunce, and I know that, but I'd hope there's none in our midst as well,


Any thoughts or anecdotes from you all?

[josh]

For me when I was younger I saw the third Diary of a Wimpy Kid movie and there was a scene where the main character Greg ends up naked in a public pool. That scene always stuck with me because I was always angry that it happened to a boy. Similarly to you, before bed I would always imagine the scenario play out with a girl instead of a boy and eventually I would get into pantsing/ENF videos.

[edithdick]

I was raised in a off the strip sort of neighborhood in an off the strip sort of town. i.e. everyone knew everyone, and kids were generally allowed to have the run of the street. I tend to describe us as free range children.

In an environment when parents didn't really care much of what the kids were getting into, boundaries between kids were always a question mark. For instance, I can't say for sure if between ages 4 and 8, whether I was alone when I went to the bathroom or had another kid in there with me. Boys watched girls, girls watched boys. Nudity was normal then. I'm not sure that it would be classified as sexual or just curiosity, but we all knew we all knew that if our parents found out we would get our hides tanned. This added an element of naughty excitement.

I generally became more conservative in my activities as I got older, but the thoughts persist. I think that this is a good outlet.I imaging a lot of the kids I grew up with ended up on sites like this.

[Nikolai]

For me when I was younger I saw the third Diary of a Wimpy Kid movie and there was a scene where the main character Greg ends up naked in a public pool. That scene always stuck with me because I was always angry that it happened to a boy. Similarly to you, before bed I would always imagine the scenario play out with a girl instead of a boy and eventually I would get into pantsing/ENF videos.

I dealt with this frustration alot as a kid too, much more references to enm back then and I'd imagine the same scenario but with a girl, interesting thanks for sharing

[Nikolai]

I was raised in a off the strip sort of neighborhood in an off the strip sort of town. i.e. everyone knew everyone, and kids were generally allowed to have the run of the street. I tend to describe us as free range children.

In an environment when parents didn't really care much of what the kids were getting into, boundaries between kids were always a question mark. For instance, I can't say for sure if between ages 4 and 8, whether I was alone when I went to the bathroom or had another kid in there with me. Boys watched girls, girls watched boys. Nudity was normal then. I'm not sure that it would be classified as sexual or just curiosity, but we all knew we all knew that if our parents found out we would get our hides tanned. This added an element of naughty excitement.

I generally became more conservative in my activities as I got older, but the thoughts persist. I think that this is a good outlet.I imaging a lot of the kids I grew up with ended up on sites like this.

Thanks for sharing mate, and they likely did, may even have old friends here

[littl1p]

I had some experiences with being nude in front of others and saw a few pantsings in middle school and high school. I once saw some guys pull a nude guy from the showers right up to the door of the locker room but wound up not pushing him out. I was way to excited at that and could imagine how embarrassing it would have been for me. I saw a girl get her dress lifted up to her chest once and it only lasted about 3to 4 seconds but we saw panties. Those things mixed with movies like porkies and meatballs and like so many Disney shows showing ENP I think I was destined to end up on sites like this.
I enjoy ENF in most forms but ENM for me is much better with SPH involved mostly from my own experiences. I know many will disagree, but I don't feel I would have been nearly as embarrassed if I had a big or even average when I was seen. The size was definitely what people focused on.

[Executionus]

I've posted a lot of my history before, but I'll recap here.

Much like you, I've always been this way. That said, my daycare was surely a strong influence on my development. I was always into girls even as a preschooler, and I never went through that "ew cooties" stage one iota. I had a girlfriend in kindergarten believe it or not. I also always liked trying to see naked girls, there was never a point in time where I didn't. Weirdly enough, the culture around me was also very perverted despite the young ages, so it really normalized this in young me.

The daycare I grew up in from ages 4-9 had a STRONG culture around the boys and the girls trying to see each other naked constantly, while being 100% devoted to not being seen yourself. I mean constantly, it was a never-ending effort from both sides across years. My Playville series was inspired by that period of time in my life, because it was a whole ton of everyone spying on each other, pantsing each other, trying to "accidentally" walk in on the other team's bathroom or locker area on pool days, the whole nine yards. It didn't help that this daycare had the world's stupidest bathroom design, as if it was DESIGNED to create ENP moments in preteens (no stalls, three toilets, the door opened directly into the main play area where your peers were. If somebody opened the door on you, you risked exposure). I was never caught (and took pride in that) but I saw many things that little boys aren't supposed to see.

In addition to being drawn to spying and general perving, I was also huge into oral storytelling (and still am). As early as kindergarten I would round up a dozen classmates and tell stories that I made up on the fly. Some of these were ENP stories, my earliest ones ever. I had a series way back then that revolved around a magic horn that granted anyone who found it a single wish (and the horn preferred to screw with the wishes to make as much chaos as possible). Most of the wishes ended in slapstick humor. Without a doubt though, the most popular subarc of my horn saga was the little boy in his school playground who used the horn to wish for "all girls clothes to disappear forever" The rest of that chapter revolved around all of the embarrassed girls in his school screaming and trying to hide behind trees and stuff like that, while every boy in the school chased them around laughing and saw every single one of them naked. I was 5 or 6 when I made that story, telling it many times over to my early fans. I had a whole bunch of little boys and girls who loved hearing my stories (with or without nudity), and the nudity stories were super popular with everyone so I made a bunch of them. I kept up telling ENP stories to crowds at school for many years, and then switched to only telling stuff to people I was friends with. Being a naughty writer is something that I've done for nearly my entire life.

There were a bunch of TV and movie moments from my childhood that advanced my love of ENP stuff growing up in the 90s, which I've covered in the TV and movie thread already.

Once I got old enough for true sexy thoughts and actions, most of my fantasies centered around either me seeing embarrassed girls naked, or them seeing me naked against my will. I had a weird fantasy as a teen where I would pretend to hang out with a bunch of girls and then give myself a difficult challenge (such as a hard video game level) and I would imagine that every time I messed up it would cost me an item of clothing. I would balance the difficulty high enough to give me a serious risk of losing it all, and I would fight with all of my might to win the challenge and stay dressed (even if the stripping was all pretend). I liked the concept of struggling to stay dressed, the struggle was sexy to me even as a young teenager (that obviously never went away). Later in life I played strip poker with a few girls I knew to get that rush, but every single time the girls chickened out when they lost. I was always very disappointed.

When I got even older into high school and beyond I developed a reputation for giving girls naughty dares and challenges to do for an extreme thrill. An example would be "walk outside naked in the middle of the night" or "stand in front of your bedroom window wearing only a towel that is barely hooked on (no knots), raise your arms straight up, and hold that position until the towel falls. You can pick it up immediately when it falls, but you can't move one inch UNTIL it falls and you have to stand there drowning in anticipation". I used to create countless dares and challenges, it was so much fun. Several girls used to ask me for ideas so that they could get that adrenaline high. It's weird because I almost never got involved with any of the girls myself, our connection was platonic even if we could openly flirt and make dares. Looking back, I'm guessing that I was the "safe but kinky" friend they could use for a no-risk thrill without worrying about being relentlessly hit on or pressured into things they didn't want to do. I did end up with nude pictures from a whole bunch of the girls I knew this way (and they received mine), which was a nice bonus.

At some points I was dating a girl off and on who had a huge ENF fetish. Specifically, she loved to fantasize about me restraining her and then slowly stripping her in public in front of an audience. I would tell her ENF stories over the phone about what I would do to her, which would get her off very intensely. Meanwhile, another female friend of mine was writing erotic snuff stories which were surprisingly hot. It got me to experiment around some with actual written stories instead of just telling things orally that I made up on the fly. Between the two of them (and a handful of other sexy friends) I started really getting into erotic writing in general, and especially ENF writing. I created the Executionus character with them in order to have a recurring hero doing the stripping of the bad people, and he had several elements from Zorro, Batman, and the Phantom of the Opera mixed in to him. The masked Executionus came out of seemingly nowhere, setup a bad person's humiliation, and then escaped using sleight of hand and agility before security could ever get him. Those old tales were short and simplistic (and I've lost them all), but they were a good start. One friend was such a huge fan of my works that she introduced me to Literotica, where I discovered TheSparkZone's library of win. Literotica had very little good ENF stuff though. From there I discovered a couple other decent ENF story sites until I ran across this community. I posted my first full-length written story (More and More) to rave reviews, and that was mostly just an example of the type of bound-exposure stuff I would hit my old g/f with. I then went on from there, writing as I saw fit.



But yeah, I've always been involved with ENF, spying, pervy stuff as well as storytelling tales of reluctant nudity. My environment probably pushed that along some, but I was always very unusual on this level. Creative writing and storytelling is something that I have always done my entire life as well (the majority of it non-porn), so those two interests of mine merged together into my presence here.




PS: I've mentioned in the past that my view on young ages in ENP works is that the young characters are required for most of the plots to be believable. Much of ENF and ENP centers around fantasizing about the nervous, awkward, and shy adolescent years, which is why stories set in that time period are so popular. Most adults, men and women, stop being embarrassed about anyone seeing them naked by the time they're 20. These days guys are sending dick pics everywhere you look, and the girls are all making bank on Onlyfans. My circle of friends in my early 20s shared nudes quite casually. The only time when ENP stuff makes any sense is when the characters are still younger, more inexperienced, and easily embarrassed to begin with. Everything about the teenage years is embarrassing. I don't put too much drama on young ages in stories, outside of being entirely uninterested in giant age difference stuff (like a 40 year old man perving a 12 year old). I've read some pretty good stories in the past that starred very young characters in situations with their peers. In addition to teenagers, I have seen first-hand that ENP stuff happens with preteens and even preschoolers, so that's probably a factor in why I don't infantilize the young as much as some people do.

[tinyboy]

I had some experiences with being nude in front of others and saw a few pantsings in middle school and high school. I once saw some guys pull a nude guy from the showers right up to the door of the locker room but wound up not pushing him out. I was way to excited at that and could imagine how embarrassing it would have been for me. I saw a girl get her dress lifted up to her chest once and it only lasted about 3to 4 seconds but we saw panties. Those things mixed with movies like porkies and meatballs and like so many Disney shows showing ENP I think I was destined to end up on sites like this.
I enjoy ENF in most forms but ENM for me is much better with SPH involved mostly from my own experiences. I know many will disagree, but I don't feel I would have been nearly as embarrassed if I had a big or even average when I was seen. The size was definitely what people focused on.

I love SPH.

[CaughtOfLore]

I've mentioned in the past that my view on young ages in ENP works is that the young characters are required for most of the plots to be believable. Much of ENF and ENP centers around fantasizing about the nervous, awkward, and shy adolescent years, which is why stories set in that time period are so popular. Most adults, men and women, stop being embarrassed about anyone seeing them naked by the time they're 20. These days guys are sending dick pics everywhere you look, and the girls are all making bank on Onlyfans. My circle of friends in my early 20s shared nudes quite casually. The only time when ENP stuff makes any sense is when the characters are still younger, more inexperienced, and easily embarrassed to begin with. Everything about the teenage years is embarrassing. I don't put too much drama on young ages in stories, outside of being entirely uninterested in giant age difference stuff (like a 40 year old man perving a 12 year old). I've read some pretty good stories in the past that starred very young characters in situations with their peers. In addition to teenagers, I have seen first-hand that ENP stuff happens with preteens and even preschoolers, so that's probably a factor in why I don't infantilize the young as much as some people do.

One hundred percent. Some of the most impacting moments from my younger years were those of embarrassment, and they have stuck much harder than anything that I experience as an adult. Even moments of embarrassment that I merely witnessed as a young'un are more heavily ingrained than things that have happened since my twenties and after.

The ENF/ENM kink has been something I've had as far back as I can recall. I know this because those moments either experienced firsthand or as a spectator have always provided a thrill in the aftermath.

Most of the stories I have written up to this point (and a couple that I have plans for) have stemmed at least in spirit from particular moments in my younger years. It is why the characters end up sitting at those ages - that, and the personalities would feel disingenuous and far less believable if I tried to run the same scenarios with adults. There's a mindset that the characters need to fit into, otherwise the dynamics are far less impactful, at least as far as I'm concerned.

As far as examples go, I'd need to go through my stories to refresh my memory of what's ended up inspiring particular scenes. One that immediately comes to mind is the girls watching the DVD of Hayden taking a bath in my story "Compromising Situation". In real life nothing quite so devastating played out, but it was inspired by a trick my own mother used for a time, to keep me in line should I act out when we had guests around. She would threaten to put on "the undies video" - a threat she never followed through with (and honestly probably never would have), but was something that she would occasionally propose if I wasn't on good behaviour. And particularly when we had female guests around my age in the house, likely just to get a reaction out of me.

"The undies video" was a video I'd made at around the age of six or so, with the help of my father and his new home video camera, though my official title for the video was "Josh and the Car Race". It was essentially me acting out a bunch of confusing impromptu scenes using a couple of action figures and car toys, but a majority of the scenes were shot on our living room floor, with me clearly in the background holding said figurines and toys. The problem with this (other than the realism being broken with me in the back of every shot) was that I was clearly quite caught up in the fun of making movie magic, and less caught up in the need to wear anything more than a pair of green briefs.

While I, the director, had intended the audience to be drawn in by Josh's conflict (that of not being able to get his car working before the big car race), the audience's attention would more likely be distracted in almost every shot by my lower half alternately kneeling or crouching in the background, in a pair of underpants.

Of course, what transpires in "Compromising Situation", ie being forced to sit and watch a nude video of yourself with your sister and a bunch of girls from your school, is a big leap from having the mere existence of "the undies video" being made known to people.... But it certainly never failed to bring a warm red hue to my face. And by golly did it work wonders to keep me well behaved!

And the cherry on top is that it, like other moments of my younger years, have served as great jumping off points for my stories.

[Executionus]

The problem with this (other than the realism being broken with me in the back of every shot) was that I was clearly quite caught up in the fun of making movie magic, and less caught up in the need to wear anything more than a pair of green briefs.

Clearly the plan was for you, the director, to be wearing a green morphsuit so you could be CGIed out of the shot. You were significantly ahead of your time, a true pioneer of cinematography! Regrettably, your producers/parents informed you that the budget only allowed green briefs and zero CGI.