Nikolai wrote: Fri Apr 08, 2022 12:41 am
I'm curious what brought all of us here, and if anyone shares similar stories, me personally I've ALWAYS thought like this, since <5 years old, I imagined scenarios similar to these stories every night before bed as a kid, these thoughts are just as much a part of me as my hands, they've always been there, I've always been like this, and other than some pop culture references I really never had some kind of experience to make me think this way, I just do. Like before I knew what sex was or what a naked girl even looked like I imagined this stuff, when I hit puberty I didn't start searching "boobs, vagina, ass" on Google, I was searching for videos of pantsing and similar things I'd constantly cooked up in my head but obviously never legitimately seen other than some childhood games maybe. Before I could physically ejaculate I was getting myself worked up to these thoughts/stories on these boards. The stories lead to me developing a deeper humilation kink but other than that I've just been like this since I can remember, and at the most my childhood perversions developed into the slightly more adult versions (humilation/forced orgasm etc) but the thoughts were always there..
Do any of you share a similar experience? Or did you maybe do some pantsing/stripping, see some pantsing/stripping, get pantsed/stripped? Was it just pop culture references that made us this way?
I'd enjoy any discussion or explanations anyone has..
Also can I state here specifically that age has nothing to do with the kink in my personal experience, i don't have any legitimate interest in young people they just seem to make the most sense more often than not in these scenarios..I'd hope anyone who is here for the ages represented or anyone who can't separate the blatant over the top erotic fiction here, from reality would get some help and stop reading these stories. I like getting these thoughts out of my head and writing out scenarios and stories that would other just be trapped in my brain, but I never want to fuel any legitimate evil, I just got an enf kink man/and more specifically a forced stripping enf humilation kink, which has little representation on the web so i write my fantasies instead, i realize some of my stories can be a bit much compared to others, but they're just that, stories, fantasies and nonsense. The older I get (I was only 18 when I wrote after school brawl and featured a 15 year old) the more I'm a little bothered by the ages I present, I've made an effort to start only including 16+ and 18+ when possible because the age is really irrelevant to me, really any of the descriptions of looks or body characteristics are more so for the audience, to tell a smoother story and refer to her appearance throughout, targeting parts to humiliate when possible, for me it's simply the actions taken that get me going, I'm not evil, I'm not a nunce, and I know that, but I'd hope there's none in our midst as well,
Any thoughts or anecdotes from you all?