Me and two other boys

[RaccoonBatteryStaple]

This is the oldest explicit memory I have of being exposed to anyone else.

I grew up in a small subdivision where every lot was around 2 acres and most were fairly heavily wooded, and my back yard was no exception. There were a handful of other kids in the neighborhood but most of them were either much older or a little younger than I was. For whatever reason, my family didn't interact much with our neighbors and I was never really encouraged to play with the neighbor kids. I didn't even know most of them until I started riding the bus for school.

As the school year went on, two of the three oldest boys from down the street kind of befriended me. They listened to what I wanted to talk about and they showed me some of the trails they had made through the lots where there were no houses. Keep in mind, these were eighth graders (so 13-14) and I was maybe first grade (so 6-7).

I'd talked about how we had some trails through the woods in our back yard, so one day they asked if I could show them. Of course I said yes, I was happy to have their attention and they made me feel older than the little kid I was.

We probably walked around the trails for half an hour until we reached the rock pile with the old muffler pipe I liked to pee into. I don't recall specifically but I must have talked about it because the next thing I know we were talking about penises. I can't remember most of what was said but I particularly remember them using the phrase "dead meat" to refer to an undeveloped or perhaps flaccid penis.

At that point, both boys unbuttoned and unzipped their jeans and showed me their penises: The boy who did most of the talking pushed down the front of his briefs and the other boy unbuttoned the fly of his boxers. They were both circumcised and had pubic hair and I was absolutely fascinated. The boy with briefs was either a shower or partially erect. The boy with boxers was shorter but fatter.

After they let me look, they said they wanted to "see how I was growing up". They weren't demanding or mean about it, they just made it sound like the most reasonable thing in the world. I guess this was before I became hyper modest because I unsnapped and unzipped my jeans, then pushed down the front of my own briefs. I was (and am) a grower so at that age especially there wasn't much to see so I was a bit embarrassed to expose myself, but I did.

I remember them leaning forward and looking at my limp little circumcised penis with seeming interest. They told me it looked nice, which made me feel really good. They told me there were some things I could do to help get my "dead meat" to grow up to be like theirs.

And at that moment, my mom opened a window and called me into the house "to watch cartoons". I was mortified, of course. We hastily zipped up our pants; I went inside and they left. I don't recall getting a lecture or anything, but after that the two boys kind of avoided me and then of course they went on to high school. All of this took place 50 feet into the woods and some 50 yards from the house so I have no idea how my mom sussed out there was funny business going on, but clearly she did.

To this day I have no idea what their plan was, although I presume they were about to teach me to masturbate. It's one of the "might have beens" that I've fantasized about since puberty. The thing I'm most sad about though -- I think that was the only time I felt a sense of pride about my genitals until I was in college.

[TeenFan]

There is a short film that goes into this subject.
Right now I cannot find it available after searching for it.

Mon Copain Rachid 1998

A nine year old boy becomes friends with a much older teenager (16 years old?)
This boy becomes fascinated with the older boy's body. The kid keeps trying to see him naked. The teen eventually lets the kid watch as
he jerks off.

[PantsDownFun]

And at that moment, my mom opened a window and called me into the house "to watch cartoons". I was mortified, of course. We hastily zipped up our pants; I went inside and they left. I don't recall getting a lecture or anything, but after that the two boys kind of avoided me and then of course they went on to high school. All of this took place 50 feet into the woods and some 50 yards from the house so I have no idea how my mom sussed out there was funny business going on, but clearly she did.

She might not have sussed out that anything untoward was going on. She might just not have wanted her kid associating with boys that much older than him, she might have not liked the boys for completely different reasons, she might just really wanted you to be back inside because she didn't trust you out with people she didn't know. That might be why there was no lecture, she didn't know that anything was going on, maybe even thought that there really wasn't anything going on, you were just projecting that she knew something was going on because you knew something was going on.

There were so many things as a kid that I was absolutely certain that my mother knew... that now that I'm a parent, I realize, I don't have the slightest clue and she probably didn't either.