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After I graduated high school, I had a couple of months before I started college. I was working part time at Baskin-Robbins and instructing young girls in ballet, but I answered an ad for a female model with dance background. I had posed for a department store a few times doing teenage ads wearing dresses, bikini's and lingerie. I had also posed nude for a high school friend which had really turned me on. I admit the last few times I posed for the department store, they had me wearing a few bra's with pantie sets and also a cute teddy that was almost sheer. There were several people in the studio and I secretly dreamt of them asking me to change right there. I even caught myself once almost pulling down one bra to expose my nipple to the photographer. An older woman who was picking out the things for me to wear saw this and called out to me, breaking me from my trance.

So when I was looking through an alternative magazine for things to do in the area, clubs etc. I saw an ad asking for Models with a dance background. I had no idea what type of modeling it was for exactly, but the dance background caught my attention, so I called the number. The man who answered told me he was looking for a model to do some artistic shots? He told me it paid $10 an hour and typically went two hours. It wasn't so much about the money for me as I was more interested in posing semi naked or completely naked for some stranger just for the thrill. And I didn't know exactly what he meant by artistic shots, but I was too nervous to ask, so I agreed to meet him.

The following day after working my shift at Baskin-Robbins, I changed in my car into a cute little summer dress. Then I drove to the address the guy had given me, which turned out to be a private residence. The man who answered told me his name was Brian and invited me in. He brought me into his living room and invited me to sit down on a couch to go over what he was looking for. Before I sat down however, he asked me to do a turn and he complimented me on my figure. He told me I looked like a high school cheerleader and I told him I had actually just graduated high school that month. I also told him I was a ballet dancer but not a cheerleader, lol. He said he mainly put that on his ad because dancers have good poise but it wouldn't have much to do with the modeling he was looking for. Then he asked to see my ID and I noticed a quick frown appear when he looked at it. He was worried because I was only 17 and I told him I had already posed for a department store. That's when he told me he was looking for mainly nude models and wouldn't be able to work with me, but he might be interested in still doing some shoots with clothing. I told him I would be turning 18 in 6 1/2 months and I would be open to posing naked, but he was pretty adamant about not doing that with 17 year olds.

He did a few test shots of me in a room that he had set up as a studio wearing my little dress and afterwards asked if I'd be interested in coming back the following Monday for some things he was looking for and to bring a few dresses with me. I really wasn't interested anymore at that time, but I didn't want him to think that's all I was looking for, so I agreed. The following Monday, I posed for him and I also brought a bikini which he had me pose in also. I told him he could shoot me in my lingerie if he wanted to do that, but that's when he asked me a strange question. He said if I was interested in posing nude, he would be very interested too but that I would need to get a document signed by my parents allowing me to do it?!! I thought, are you fucking insane!!!! I could just see going to my father and saying, here Dad, sign this so some guy can photograph your little girl naked!!!

For a few days, I stared at the document Brian had given me and wished it was signed. I thought about how my little brother had forged my fathers signature a few times when he skipped school or had to have a report card signed. I was tempted to ask him to sign it, but I didn't want him to see what was on the document either. Then I finally thought to myself, it's not like he's going to question the document's signature and just signed me Dad's signature. I was so excited that I called Brian and told him I got it signed and could come over anytime. But Brian told me he was about to go on a family vacation and would be back in two weeks!!

That was the longest two weeks as I not only was excited about posing for him but also nervous about my forgery. But the day came and I went to Brian's house anxious about what kind of modeling he would have me do. He told me he was impressed I not only had the balls to ask my father to sign it but that he had agreed?! I said, well ofcourse, he trust's me. Brian brought me into his Den where he had a bunch of bookcases. He handed me a large book called Private Rooms with all sorts of nude women in it that all looked glamorous. He talked to me a little about what he was looking for and what he would eventually like to do with all of his photos which included making a coffee table book like some of the ones he had me look at. Another book that caught my interest was Outdoor Nude and Glamour photography with girls posing in outdoor settings!

Then Brian handed me a photo book with dozens a nude girls in it which he had photographed. While I was looking through it, a little boy suddenly came in who was maybe 9 or 10. Brian said it was his son named Nicholas who was with him for the weekend. I thought it was kinda weird that his boy just sat down next to him while several books of naked girls lay open on the coffee table! He even opened up another photo book full of naked girls and asked me what I thought about a few poses all with his son just sitting there. Then he said, if you're ready, we can get started!

He took me to his studio room and had me start by taking off my dress while he snapped photos. That was followed by my bra and panties which felt liberating to be naked in front of Brian. He changed the backdrop a few times and then asked how I'd feel about doing an outdoor shoot. It made me nervous just thinking about it so I agreed. So he changed the backdrop to a large picture of trees in a park and opened two windows to bring in natural light. Not exactly what I had thought he meant lol. Then he really threw me when he asked me about posing with his car and I said where, out in the driveway??!! He laughed telling me he had a mocked up car in an adjoining room. He told me to go ahead and go to the next room while he grabbed some lighting. Going into the hallway, I was suddenly petrified when I saw his son just staring at me. I quickly made my way into the other room. He had some old car that was basically cut in half and stuck on the wall. There he had me pose on the hood and next to it. I told him about his son having seen me in the hallway and he simply shrugged his shoulders saying he was probably just playing!!!

I ended up posing for Brian just a few more times, but the thrill was gone and I was looking for more. Brian told me about a colleague who also photographed nudes and gave me his number. His name was John and he had a studio downtown. The first time I went to meet him, I drove to the studio which was an old general store which he had converted into a studio. John was an older man, probably in his 60's. In the studio, there was a young couple there and John was showing us pictures of girls he had shot the way Brian had done, in photo books. While we looked through them, another couple showed up, probably in their late twenties. John told all of us what he basically shot, mainly black and white artistic shots but also some color ones too. Then John said he wanted to get a shot or two of each of us girls and have us leave our name and number with them. The young couple was asking him something and I heard the older girl ask her boyfriend or husband if John wanted a naked shot. I figured that was what he wanted myself and thought how exciting to get naked in front of three guys and two girls. I went to stand over near a chair and lifted my blouse off and laid it on the chair. The only ones looking at me were the older couple and the guy was smiling as I unhooked my bra and put it on top of my blouse. His girlfriend or wife was holding onto a button on her blouse, but hesitated, watching me undress.Then I unzipped my skirt which instantly fell to my heels. Finally I put my fingers in my panties and pulled them down my legs, stepping out of them and my skirt which I placed on top of my bra on the chair. Standing naked in front of the couple wearing only my heels was both humiliating and sexy. Suddenly the younger girl gasped and both her boyfriend and John turned to look my direction. I could feel ten eyes looking at every inch of my naked body. John half stammered while taking a step towards me saying he didn't mean a naked shot?!!

Great, I thought. I was instantly embarrassed which somehow turned me on even more. John, after fiddling with his hands and camera finally said, Well I guess we can get a photo like this?? Standing there naked in front of everyone while John took a full length polaroid was so intense, I thought I might just cum. It was then I solidified how much I liked being naked in front of others. I posed for John every Saturday around noon for almost the entire summer and a month after I started college. For the most part, it was always just me and him, but something about posing for this old guy had me keep coming back. The most intense photo session I had posing for him was one day in late August. I had just gotten undressed and sat on his pedestal when there was a knock at the door. John cussed and went to the door looking through the peephole. He turned to me and said he needed to answer it, so I went into his darkroom which was just behind where I posed. Apparently he had scheduled an electrician to come do some work on an outlet and had forgotten. I heard him bickering with the guy asking if he could come back in an hour, but the guy insisted he couldn't. John often had a sailor's mouth and today was no exception. Whenever I posed for John, I always went into a bathroom, undressed and put on a robe just to walk out and then remove the robe. After awhile I thought it was silly putting on the robe just for the short walk with only us in there, so I stopped doing it. The first time I walked out naked, John gasped and asked what was going on! But now, as I stood in his darkroom completely naked, I pondered not having the robe.

Then I thought, this doesn't bother me. So I walked out into the studio asking John if he wanted to continue or just wait till next weekend. It was so funny, you'd thought the President walked in or something. They both in unison gasped, the electrician dropping some papers in his hands. John's mouth was so wide, a train could fit in. Total silence for what seemed an eternity, I was just about to ask John the question again when he said Uhm about ten times followed by looking at the electrician and asking if it bothered him if we continued! It looked like he was trying to answer him but nothing came out of his mouth. Finally he said, No, I can turn off the power to this wall over here to do this (job). I sat back down on the pedestal and John got behind his large camera on his tripod, looked at me incredulously and said, okay? I was so incredibly turned on, I could feel I was a little wet between my legs and the electrician didn't get much done. At some point, the guy walked out the front door, returning almost immediately. Then when John stopped to change to a different camera, he said he had some men coming because he needed help? I was thinking, I hope there are several of them, but suddenly John said, Oh look at the time. We're an hour over our normal shoot. I told him it was totally fine but he insisted we finish. I don't know if he was just being a cheapskate, not wanting to pay me an extra $10 or if it was all too much for him, but he turned off his backup lights. I would have loved to have seen a few more guys come and see me posing naked, but I'm sure I made that guy's year! When I walked back to the bathroom, I didn't close the door and got dressed in full view of him.

One thing I always thought was kinda funny was John had a darkroom with all sorts of equipment in it and multiple, different kinds of cameras he used. Every time I came back for another shoot he would start off by showing me a bunch of photos he had taken the week prior, but they were always color photos and most of his shooting was in black and white. It was mostly in the beginning as he was warming up so to speak, he would take colored photos with a smaller camera with a large lens. One day I realized the photos he was showing me were in the types of envelopes you would get from the store when you had them developed. Then I saw the main envelope which said Albertson's on it?!! I asked him and he said he did in fact get those developed at Albertson's and he only did the black and white ones with his equipment. I also later found out even though his studio was downtown, he actually lived not that far away from where I lived with my parents. So the next time I looked at the photos, I picked up the envelope to see the address. It was extremely close to where I lived and even though we didn't shop there, I'm sure many of my friends and neighbors did. I went inside the store and saw the photo express place and how the prints would come out in full view of anyone watching. So I always wondered how many people saw those nudes of me and all the other girls. And if anyone I knew saw and possibly thought, Hey, that girl looks familiar!!

[CinnabarSunset]

It was both very daring and very naughty of you to forge that signature. I hope it didn't end up causing trouble for anyone.

Did Brian's son have a particular noticeable reaction when he saw you naked in the hallway, beyond just staring? At that age, I don't know if it was just an interesting sight to him or if he felt a little excitement too. And hey, I dunno, Nicholas might have seen numerous naked women in the house before for his dad's work.

Did you need to forge another signature to pose nude for John?

When you got wet on set, did you ever need to rub one out during short breaks, or maybe get home afterward and desperately go at it on yourself?

It is interesting to think of the potential friends, neighbors, former classmates, and more who might have watched your photos developing.

[LVB99]

It was both very daring and very naughty of you to forge that signature. I hope it didn't end up causing trouble for anyone.

Did Brian's son have a particular noticeable reaction when he saw you naked in the hallway, beyond just staring? At that age, I don't know if it was just an interesting sight to him or if he felt a little excitement too. And hey, I dunno, Nicholas might have seen numerous naked women in the house before for his dad's work.

Did you need to forge another signature to pose nude for John?

When you got wet on set, did you ever need to rub one out during short breaks, or maybe get home afterward and desperately go at it on yourself?

It is interesting to think of the potential friends, neighbors, former classmates, and more who might have watched your photos developing.

To my knowledge, nothing came from me signing that document.

His son smiled, but I think it was just a gesture of smiling. But I really didn't think much of it. The house was a tri-level and his room might have been down there. The few times I went back I noticed there were several doors and I know one was a bathroom. The others must have been rooms. He definitely could have easily been looking at all of his photo books since they were all just sitting there in the Den.

John didn't ask me for a signature. I do believe he asked for my ID but he never mentioned anything about it.

I never would have touched myself sexually while at a photographers studio, that would just be creepy. I'm sure I did when I got home because it turned me on when guys and girls would see me naked. Especially depending on the nature of it, like the electrician seeing me. I have posed a few times for photographers later in life who asked me to masturbate, and as long as I knew up front that's what was expected, that was different. Though I will say it took me sometime before I ever first agreed to do something like that. And I only did it for a very few.

Yes, I agree it was both nerve wracking and exciting to think of who could have possibly seen the pictures being developed. But I've never had anyone I know tell me that they did. And I'm sure many more people could have seen pictures of me that John could have put in his photo books to show would be models. I was seen one other time at his studio by his tenant who lived upstairs above the studio. He rented out an apartment above the studio and the guy came down once, possibly to pay rent or something and he definitely caught a glimpse of me while they spoke at the door.