TheBlushingPrincess wrote: ↑Wed Jun 29, 2022 3:00 am
Really fun, creative, and well thought out. As an aside, do you ever think of self-publishing some of your stuff on Amazon?
I've had the thought before, although one of my worries is that the subject matter of my stories would cause problems outside of sites like this. I don't want an angry mob coming after me with torches and pitchforks because my stories generally revolve around essentially sexual assault on high schoolers. This fetish is very outside the mainstream. Somebody posted one of my stories to Literotica once and the comments ranged from "this isn't erotic" to "you're an asshole for writing this" and even one person declaring that the girl in the story would commit suicide.
I also know that most paid platforms have been very militant related to banning all non-con fiction, even if it's extremely tame in nature. Any erotica that's even 1% outside of consent is banned on sites like Patreon or OnlyFans. For all I know Amazon is one of them.
It'd be neat to have paid content for extra money though. Money is nice. I just know know if me publishing stories on major platforms would even work. I haven't looked into them nearly enough.
DrWhoFanJ wrote: ↑Thu Jun 30, 2022 2:17 pm
If someone ever makes a movie version of this (and they definitely should!), I absolutely and willingly volunteer for the role of Erik!
The funny part is that I could probably direct this and make it viable as an adult video. We would simply need three volunteers for the girls: a tall cocky blonde, a short bouncy Hispanic, and a skinny timid redhead with excessive full body blushing. We should hold signups.
TheBlushingPrincess wrote: ↑Thu Jun 30, 2022 5:56 pm
Oh, yeah. I'd like to see stage versions of some of these stories too! "An evening of intimate one-acts." Something like that at the local playhouse.
Honestly it's probably a big money idea to run a strip club that features kinky skits staring the girls acting scenes and stripping each other. We should invest in this.
hightab wrote: ↑Fri Jul 01, 2022 7:13 pm
Your stories are really great. What happened to the next part ? I can't wait to read it.
I had a minor emergency that took my entire evening yesterday, and then the whole forum was down this morning. I'll have the next part posted this evening when I get home since it's already written up completely.
The next part will be quite a bit more drama than the others on the heels of Orgasmpaloosa, but it deals with Jennifer's mental complexes and addresses her unique relationship with Erik.
The solo sessions were about to begin: Jennifer, Lisa, and then Kelly in that order, each girl getting 15 minutes alone with me to say or do whatever they wanted with the stated goal of trying to convince me to open the shower door and allow them to see me naked for real. I was understandably nervous about this entire concept, yet also morbidly curious as to what each girl would attempt in order to earn a look at me. It was decided to use my bedroom as the location for the two girls not involved so that they'd be too far away to hear any private conversations me and the solo girl had. The more that was decided about these sessions, the more intimate they began to feel.
There was also the issue of time since Lisa was supposed to be home by 11 pm usually. With it being past 10 already we weren't going to make it, and it was pretty obvious that Lisa wasn't wanting to leave any time soon. The others didn't seem to want to go home anytime soon either. Jennifer, genius that she is, came up with a scheme: Sleepover at my place. The only difficulty being that there are no adults at my place right now, we're coed, and if literally any of our parents found out about us doing this we would wind up on milk cartons by the end of the weekend. Still...we all agreed to the risk, just this once.
Lisa and Kelly got permission to stay at "Jennifer's" while Jennifer herself got permission to stay at "Lisa's". In my case we just had to make sure the girls were out of my house at all costs before my mom returned from work at 8:30. In theory this should work. We're all so responsible that our parents trust us and our friends. Technically what we're doing now (all of this nudity and sexy games) violates some of that trust, but on some level our parents are just going to have to accept that we've all reached the age of sexual experimentation. They should be grateful that us wanting to see and touch each other naked is the extent of our youthful rebellion. Half the boys I know from school break into empty buildings, drink and smoke, and even drag race muscle cars despite not having any licenses. We're not deviants...we're just being horny together. And we're not even doing anything that makes babies or anything.
Only after all of the permissions are gained from our little deception did it really sink in for me: I am about to have a coed sleepover with Kelly, Jennifer, and Lisa, with no adults watching us. My mind quickly wanders into some extreme and forbidden places just thinking about the possibilities for tonight, and the three blushing beauties in front of me are each clearly going through the same issue. I can't let my fantasies cloud my mind too hard, though. Obviously once we're done with the shower stuff we're all going to just hang out like normal, play some video games to chill, and then sleep with the girls on the couches or the floor or something like that. Obviously. It would be foolish to even hope for anything more than that. Foolish...yet still I hope. Damnit.
Honestly though...the flustered looks on all three of their faces are feeding that perverted hope of mine, which is equal parts exciting and scary.
Lisa and Kelly eventually left the bathroom to hang out in my bedroom, leaving only Jennifer. I have to admit being a little scared that Jennifer would just pull open the door herself and not care about the rules, but truthfully I did trust her to not actually cross that line. Jennifer is mostly all talk with her threats, when deep inside under her fake tough girl façade she's a kind momma type who has always been our group's fearless leader. She's the one truly irreplaceable member of our group of friends, because it's hard to imagine any of the rest of us ever getting this close to each other growing up without her making everything we did together so fun and epic. She's clever and creative and challenges all of us at everything, never letting us win and forcing us to reach her towering heights (and that isn't just a tall joke). Being the oldest and the tallest she always felt the need to protect us from everything and threaten any of our bullies with horrible mangling. Some times I worry that Jennifer doesn't know how to handle the fact that we're all mostly grown up and we won't need her to fulfill that tough girl protector role anymore, because she's gotten a little over the top with being the "tough girl" lately. I hope she realizes we treasure her for far more than just that one part of her personality.
Jennifer eyed my body through the glass door up and down with a smirk. It felt like she was psyching herself up for finally getting to see me naked after this 2 year obsession she's had with it. Part of me has always been turned on by how badly she wants to see me, even if she gets on my nerves with it at the same time.
I break the silence "Just so you know, I haven't fully recovered down there yet. I'll need a few more minutes before I can get hard again."
Jennifer chuckled "Yeah I noticed, even with the blur. That's fine, you can just let me watch it get hard again. That's pretty fun. Maybe this time I can watch it in the flesh."
I shake my head "Probably not, unless you've got one heck of a plan here."
She replied "Well I dunno. What plan worked for Kelly? I know good and damn well that you let her see it earlier. She had that giant freaking grin on her face right up until she left to take her pictures. Don't even try to tell me that she didn't see it with the look on her face that entire time. Also I'm pretty sure you sent her a nude snap right before her manhandling turn, even if I didn't get a good look at it or anything."
I sighed and took a deep breath before answering "Ok fine...I gave her a very quick look through the door while I was still up against it as a thank you for keeping me covered while you two messed with her. And I kinda regret sending her that nude snap to be honest, because it didn't really sink in until afterwards that it would be the first time she saw me naked for actual real, no door of any kind. I was just too horny to make good choices and you put me on the spot telling me to send her something sexy."
Jennifer rolled her eyes "Of course. You know what's funny? Deep down I'm not even all that surprised that you flashed Kelly before you did me. You've been totally in love with her for months, maybe even years. And don't try to tell me that you haven't, boy. And I mean, I'm totally awesome but I wasn't really all that much competition compared to your crush, huh?"
I blush hard "Um...ok I won't bother to deny it. I hope you're not upset about that. Is that why you called me her boyfriend earlier when trying to make her cum?"
She nodded "Obviously, that and her blatantly crushing you back. And for the record, neither me nor Lisa are upset that you like Kelly. We've been waiting on you two to hook up for a while now."
I nodded slowly "I'm...going to ask her to be my girlfriend during my solo time with her tonight. Don't tell her I said that, though."
Jennifer then put her hands together "Good boy." She then paused and said "So Erik...I'm gonna make you an offer that you can't refuse in order to get you to walk out of that shower stall and let me see you head to toe."
With a hint of nervousness I ask "What offer?"
She looked very mischievous as she answered "Actually...it's more like 20 offers"
I'm pretty sure she thought that hint helped me in some way, but I was still lost. "What?"
Jennifer then picked up her phone and waved it in front of her "20...items...to trade."
Oh damn! My face went red as I asked "Wait, you mean...?"
She nodded "I told you that you would thank me later if you made your special request being us sending nudes to each other. And wow, I never in my wildest dreams would've thought that you could've gotten us to take 10 each that were THAT wild. Congrats from the bottom of my heart on that victory. And you see...I had a feeling you might be interested in a little trade for these. Not mine, of course...you know my stance on not allowing any boy to see me naked ever. But that little 'goddess' of yours Lisa, and your pretty crush Kelly? Yep, fair game. Ten nude pictures each, twenty nude pictures total, all yours if you walk out of there and let me see it all. I've looked at all of them already and trust me...these are worth their weight in GOLD, boy. Both of them held nothing back, it's ALL on display."
I'm speechless. She's really offering me the nude pictorials for Lisa and Kelly. My chest thumps a little just thinking about it. My face is burning. Those poses were very extreme, including spreading themselves, simulating sex poses, and touching themselves on my bed. Lisa, a girl who radiates pure sexual energy. Kelly, a girl whose beauty is unrivaled. Naked. Really, truly, NAKED head to toe in high definition. I could see it all and keep the pictures forever if I agreed to this.
I stutter "But...those two would be furious if they ever found out. Especially Kelly."
Jennifer winked "That's why we won't tell them, duh. Come on, this is a once in a lifetime opportunity. It's quid pro quo...you finally see those two, the two girls you want to see naked most in the world, the two girls you love most in the world...and I get to see you finally. It's a fair trade."
She is serious. She is 100% serious. This isn't just one of her pranks, she's for real. She would really send me those pictures if I let her see me naked. My face is blushing so hard that it feels like it's on fire. There is almost nothing in the universe I want more than naked pictures of Lisa and Kelly, and here they are being offered to me. I'd pay SO much money for these. I'd even be willing to let Jennifer finally get her wish for these. But there's just one thing that I just can't do...I can't betray their trust in me.
I calmly reply "Jennifer...I can't believe you. Are you really going to betray your best friends just to see me naked?"
Jennifer immediately got flustered, looking around nervously "Maybe? I dunno. I mean they would never know. It wouldn't hurt anybody."
With disappointment in my voice I repeat "Jennifer...are you really going to BETRAY the fact that they trusted you with those? Those two idolize you."
Jennifer threw down her arms and then crossed them, looking away from me with a horrified look on her face "No. No you're right. What the hell am I doing? God I really am a gigantic piece of shit aren't I?"
She was clearly upset with herself even as she struggled to hide her emotions as usual. I softly respond "Jennifer you are not, come on. You're amazing. But I don't understand, this isn't like you. None of this is like how you used to be. Why are you so obsessed with seeing me naked all the time now? Half the boys in school want to date you, it's not like you have difficulty finding guys who would let you see them. You've even teased me before because I was 'rare' among boys for being bashful"
Jennifer had tears in her eyes "Erik you're rare among boys for countless reasons, GOOD reasons. I shouldn't put you down for that. I don't know why I do. I don't know why I do most of the things I do lately. Half the boys at school want me? Yeah, yeah they do. And I'd rather date a donkey. Most of them are just fuckboys who want my body and nothing more. My boyfriends were all losers, that's why not one of them lasted longer than 2 weeks. They're not like you. You wanna know the truth Erik? Because I don't think I can bring myself to tell the truth."
A pure unguarded moment like this from Jennifer is rare. I am very curious now "Tell me. You know you can tell me anything, always."
She took a deep breath "I think I'm in love with you Erik...at least a little bit. There, I admitted it. And it's so stupid because I know you don't love me back, so I've been trying to find some way out of this headspace."
I was stunned. I didn't see that confession coming at ALL. Jennifer always put on this aloof friendly vibe, never displaying real interest in me. Has she just been masking it this whole time under the nudity obsession? I try to speak "Jen-" but she cuts me off.
"Erik no, don't speak. You're so kind, fun, honest and truthful, and you treat me like a PERSON. Like an equal. No other boy treats me like an equal, not one. They either look down on me as a woman, or put me on a creepy pedestal as a sex object. There's no in-between. I can't just chill and play video games with the boys my age. They either get angry when I win, and I mean SCARY angry, or they try to get in my pants right away. You're the only one, the only good one. You've ruined all other guys for me, Erik. Every time I get a boyfriend I'm comparing him to you all day every day. They always fall short. You care about me, REALLY care about me in a way none of them ever could. Most of my boyfriends couldn't even PRETEND to care about me more than they loved themselves and their desperate little dicks. And this one poser named Jason loved his freaking Chevy Nova more than he could ever love a human woman."
I nod "Yeah I remember meeting Jason that one time. He was a total Novasexual."
She laughs hard, then tears up again "God, see? That's exactly what I'm talking about! Most guys would tell me I didn't know what I was talking about or some other condescending nonsense. You? You believe me without a second thought and even tell me a joke to make me feel better. I'm really sorry about being so pushy and creepy and psychotic about trying to see you naked. I know I'm just as bad as the fuckboys at school and I know I bother you just like they bother me. But it's like...that's the only form of intimacy I could ever hope for out of you. I'll never have your love, not really. We'll never kiss or do that sort of thing, and I don't even WANT to do those things because I'd be stealing you away from your soulmate. Just seeing you naked is all that I have a chance to get for myself, and I can't even get that much. I know how much you love Kelly. I love how much you love Kelly, it's fucking beautiful. And your connection with Lisa is so amazing too, you two have become crazy close recently. I just hate knowing, for a fact, that I'm third place. I'm the bronze medal. I mean I deserve it for how I treat you, of course, but it still hurts"
I scold her "Don't talk down on yourself, Jennifer. You're amazing, you always have been. I can't imagine my life without you in it. You know that I hate being asked to rank you guys like that, because all of you are important. I mean yes I'm in love with Kelly, but I love you and Lisa in your own special ways too. Seriously Jennifer, love. LOVE! You hear me? I love you as an irreplaceable part of my life. All of you mean so much to me. Honestly I wish I could just date all three of you at once, but I somehow doubt that would go over well with anyone."
Jennifer starts laughing at that, and I mean laughing hysterically. Honestly I didn't think that was half as funny as she found it. She finally caught her breath enough to tell me "Dude just...you reminded me of something I heard. It's ironic. Don't worry about it, you had to be there I guess. Long story."
She is blatantly hiding something, but I know better than to fish for info with her. With her smiling again though, I ask the question that's been on my mind the last hour "So actually, speaking of people you're in love with.... You have a crush on Lisa, don't you?"
Her face went instant-white as pure fear washed over her "What? NO! What? What the hell gave you THAT idea?"
I looked her in the eyes and quickly she turned away. I smiled "I knew it! You do. You've been thirsting over her all night."
She snapped "Shut UP! Ok? Fine! Yes. Keep your voice down, fuck! Argh. Damn you. Don't you DARE say ONE WORD to ANYONE!"
I responded "Jennifer, it's fine. I think you two would make a great couple. Why are you so ashamed of liking her?"
She rolled her eyes "Well for starters it's not mutual. That girl is so blatantly straight that you'd have to be a world class imbecile to crush on her as a girl. Have you even SEEN the way she looks at you and other boys all of the time, and especially tonight? Jesus, Erik, I'd KILL for her to look at me like she does you sometime, but she just looks at me as a friend."
I chuckle "I dunno about that. She gave you some hungry looks earlier when you two were getting each other off, and I heard her telling you directly that her wetness was dedicated to you. Not me, you. But I also know full well that's not what's bothering you. What is REALLY making you feel bad about crushing on Lisa?"
She mumbled "Because she's a girl and I'm a girl. That means that I'm attracted to girls."
I nod "Yes, that's how that works. We'd never judge you for being bi, you know that"
Shaking her head she quietly replied "YOU wouldn't...but to the girls it would make me a monster. Look at how shy and nervous they are around you, a boy. You can't touch them, look at them without all of their clothing, you get excluded from certain hangouts and all of the sleepovers, and tons of conversations happen behind your back because we don't want any boys hearing the things we're talking about. But what am I? Well I'm basically a boy in girl's clothing. I've seen them, touched them, heard them, I've done it all. Shit, I just tricked all of you into letting me have explicit nude pictures of my two sexiest girl friends, including my crush. Do you think for one microsecond that they ever EVER would have let me have these pictures if they knew I was going to be getting off to them every night?
And speaking of getting off, the girls trusted me enough to physically touch their privates and literally get them both off just now. I...Erik I basically just got to have sex with both Kelly and Lisa earlier. I finger-fucked them! I made them both cum with my fingers on their clits, one after the other, and it was life-changingly phenomenal for me. Imagine how much that would've blown YOUR mind to do. Well, I'm the same way. They think I did that as just a prank to embarrass them to mess with you or whatever, and it's just a thing that we girls do now or something. What are they going to think of me when they find out that I've never experienced anything in my life more sexy, more amazing, and more mind-blowingly unforgettable than what I just did to both of them? I made my best friends cum on my fingers Erik! Kelly and Lisa, back to back. Am I even a virgin now? Are they? Does that count? I'm going to remember this night as long as I live as the night that I got to touch both of them all over their bodies and feel their wetness gush all over my hand. And I even got to feel them touch me first, an experience that cannot ever be duplicated with my own meager hands.
Erik...they'll never forgive me if they found out how overwhelmingly I liked every second of that. If they ever find out that I'm a secret predator, NONE of the girls in the neighborhood will ever trust me again. Shit, I've seen basically all of them topless when we change into pajamas during sleepovers, not just those two. I have memorized every detail of every nipple and I see them in my mind when I'm aroused. How much would they freak out if a boy saw them topless? How much would shy little Kelly freak out if a boy saw her naked, got her naked pictures, and then touched her pussy until she came? It would devastate her. She would despise that boy for life. And that's what I am...the secret undercover boy. Do you get it now?"
I finally understood her fear. Still, it's unfounded. "Jennifer.... The other girls are not going to think worse of you if they learn that you're attracted to them. Hell Lisa will probably be ecstatic knowing her. They let you do those things because they trusted you as a person, not just because they assumed you were straight. They care about you as a person, all of you. It's not good that you hate this side of yourself so badly. Honestly this whole conversation feels like you hate yourself in general, which is crazy talk. You are precious to me and the others beyond words. We need to figure out a way to help you see that and move past your doubts."
She sighed "Like what?"
I have an idea...a terrifying idea. An idea I've fought against for years, yet somehow it feels right. I shut my eyes and say "What if I proved how much you meant to me...by letting you see me naked for a few seconds?"
Her eyes lit up "Um, what?"
I continue "I'm...well, as you know, a little insecure about my body. I'm small and girly. I always feel inferior to all of the bigger guys you ladies gawk at. They do a good job making me feel inferior at school. I've been terrified of you guys ever seeing me naked because I worried you'd laugh at me or think that I wasn't a real man, like it would destroy any attraction you all might have had in me forever. I was so frightened of letting you see me naked every time you asked, because this voice in my head told me that you would laugh at my dick and tease me about it from that point on. I would've died inside. I get teased enough by others, but having my most intimate parts laughed at by you all would destroy me inside."
Jennifer interrupted me "Are those guys really messing with you THAT much just because you have hot female friends that you haven't dated or slept with? Calling you Lord Friendzone and shit? If so they are stupid. Those closet-virgin needledicks don't understand a thing. Dude, if we weren't all messed up in the head, me most of all, we...you...look. I'm just gonna say that there was a chance significantly higher than zero percent of you having sex or even getting a fucking foursome every day for the last few months, but I swear to God I will deny ever saying that if you tell absolutely anyone those words left my mouth. And I'll break your knees."
I blush and continue "Thanks. I mean it. Tonight has really been a real eye-opener for me. My confidence and body image have skyrocketed. I hope all of yours have too. All three of you really do like me and my body, for real, and that has made me feel very weird and nice all night long. I always had doubts, always, even though the whole neighborhood always tried to make me feel attractive. But after tonight...I don't think I have any doubts anymore. I think they're gone. You and the others really, truly, find me sexy...and not just sexy, but apparently sexier than every other boy in town. If I really am that hot to you, and you're even somewhat in love with me, and this truly deeply means that much to you as a form of romantic and sexual intimacy you and I could share, then...maybe this won't be so scary. Maybe I can let you see me finally after all this time. I mean, I showed Kelly earlier for a few seconds, scared out of my mind, and then she showered me with praise and enthusiasm. It felt amazing in my chest, made me feel desired. Maybe it won't be so bad to show you too. And Jennifer...after the last decade of wonderfulness you deserve to see my body if it really does mean THAT much to you."
She looked at me with deep sincerity "You mean it? Even after everything I've done?"
I smile at her "Yes. Because you're Jennifer, our irreplaceable Jennifer. But I have one condition you have to agree to, besides promising to not make fun of me or anything."
Jennifer suddenly shook her head "I can't flash you or send you my pictures, Erik. I just can't...."
I reply "I wasn't going to ask that actually, but can you please tell me why that bothers you as much as it does? The real truth for once?"
She rolled her eyes "Oh, besides the fact that I'm not nearly as attractive as the others and always feel like the ugly duckling?"
I glare "Don't be ridiculous. Your figure is flawless, your face is adorable, Your hair is pretty, your naked ass is very spankable, and apparently you have a real natural talent for nailing model poses. I don't rank you guys against each other, but you're a 10. And you know that, Jennifer. What's the REAL reason?"
Jennifer sighed "FYI I really do feel inferior to them sometimes just because of how amazing and beautiful they both are, but fine. There is something else...."
She was then silent for several seconds before answering "It's because...when a boy sees a girl naked, it's like he's conquered her. He's won and she lost. She becomes nothing but a trophy from that point on, a little tally mark in his ledger. The boys brag about it all the time and diss the girls they've seen or done things with, and the girls have to then live with feeling like a piece of them was ripped away. Boys never see a girl as their equal after they've seen her naked, that girl always becomes something beneath them. Always. I...I can't go through that, especially with you. Never with you. It would hurt too badly."
I respond "Jennifer, I would never treat you like that and you know it. I've seen Lisa naked from behind several times tonight, and I don't think any less of her. I think she's amazing for being so brave and fearless with her body when the rest of us are so timid and insecure. It honestly sounds like you need to spend less time with certain loser boys at school. If you ever send me your pictorial, it'll make me love you MORE, not less. We'd be closer, not farther apart. I swear it. Hell, I'd rather never see an inch of your skin than lose you as one of my closest friends."
She nodded "Lisa is so incredible. I remember being her age and I didn't have a fraction of her self confidence or her courage. Would you believe she really truly is just as afraid of letting a boy see her naked as I am? But when she feels afraid, she runs TOWARDS the fear to conquer it, instead of away from it like I do. She always jokes that I'm her hero, but honestly...she's become my hero instead. I think that's a big part of why I fell for her."
I chuckle "Yes, Lisa rules, but you're trying to change the subject."
Jennifer laughed "You're an ass. But yeah. And that's the thing...I know all that. I believe every word you said about you loving me and never thinking less of me. I fully, completely believe you logically. My brain is still so scared anyway. And I hate being scared, it's so stupid. Why am I so scared of everything lately? It's like my every thought revolves around losing you guys. I'm afraid of you seeing me naked because deep down I'm scared that you'll somehow lose interest in me or be unimpressed. And so I run and hide. And I hate it.
You know...I keep saying that Lisa is my hero for running towards her fear instead of away from it. I need to get over this shit already and stop being so dumb. Fuck it. Erik, I'm gonna send you my pictures some day. That's a promise. I'm not ready yet, but god damnit I am going to MAKE myself ready. You know why? Because I'm tired of being an idiot. I'm tired of being a chicken shit. But you know what, naughty boy? In return you have to let me watch you the first time you look at them all, if you catch my drift. No stupid door in the way. I'd be owed that much."
My eyes were wide as hell and I felt myself turn solid red from what she just promised me and requested in return. "Um...yeah, you have a deal. Holy crap!"
She suddenly smirked "Ooooo, I like that reaction. You agreed really quick to those terms. Is that really it? Could I have really seen you naked, and even doing stuff, all those years ago if I had just womaned up and gotten naked myself first?"
I giggled "Yes, Jennifer, yes. If you had made an offer like that I wouldn't have always felt put on the spot like a hunk of meat. And frankly, getting nudes of you would be worth the price easily."
Jennifer shook her head left to right slowly "Yep. I'm an idiot. Oh well, I'm fixing that about myself from now on. So what WAS your condition for flashing me tonight anyway?"
I cough a bit and collect myself "Right, yeah. My condition is that you have to come out of the closet, at least to Lisa and Kelly even if you're not ready for everyone else to know. I can't bear to see you torture yourself, and I really think you and Lisa might find something together. You two got extremely intense earlier, and that wasn't just you."
She shut her eyes and meditated deeply. After at least 15 seconds she opened her eyes and said "Fine. Deal. But only if you do it with me, and not tonight. I'll need your support and backup."
I nod "Yeah sure, no problem. I've always got you, Jennifer."
She smiled, and not her usual cocky smirk...this was a real loving smile. "Thank you Erik, for everything. Now come on, lemme see it! Surely you've had enough time to get hard again by now"
I laugh "Yeah probably, but we've been talking emotions and stuff. I need sexy thoughts to get hard."
Now she smirks "Oh you need sexy thoughts? I've got you, fam"
She then walks over to the side of the bathroom where the toilet is and out of my line of sight. I can't see her anymore, and I'm wondering what she's planning. Suddenly my phone dings with a picture message. My hands are shaking a little as I bring it up: It's a picture of Jennifer's shirt and shorts neatly folded on the back of the toilet. Jennifer is naked in here with me right now! Holy crap!
She sings out "Did you get my meeeessage?"
I reply "Oh yeah. Yeah that's getting the process started"
In her cockiest tone she responds "Only just started? Well that's no good. Maybe I should send another picture"
A few seconds later my phone dings again. I bring it up to look: It's a portrait-style nude selfie of Jennifer with her arm covering her big naked boobs, showing everything else from her belly up.
I tell her "Damn that's hot!" I've definitely gotten hard again.
She replies "Good, 'cause you're not getting any more for now. So you can come out whenever you're ready. I'll even give you a few seconds head start before I put my clothes back on, but you gotta be quick."
Holy crap holy crap holy crap. Ok, time to find my courage. I'm about to let Jennifer, a girl, see me naked. Not just any girl, a girl I've always looked up to. I'm always seeking her approval like she was a second mother or the older sister I never had. Will she approve of me and my bodily secrets? There's no turning back once I exit this door. I can't hit an undo button, Jennifer will know what my entire body looks like from that moment on. Every time I see her or hang out, she'll know what I look like naked. Forever. I'm blushing super hard, really hoping that she likes me. And in addition to that, she's teasing me about being naked herself out there. My brain tells me that she already got dressed long ago and is bullshitting me to hurry me up, but there's that tiny piece of my brain that hopes she's telling the truth.
Only 2 seconds after she told me to be quick I open the door and walk out into the open bathroom. The door opens to the right, meaning that it actually provides a barrier between me and Jennifer even still. I look over to my right side, hoping to see her without clothes on. To my great sadness she is dressed again, as I kinda expected, but the look on her face is one of pure shock and wonder.
She was shaking "Move the door move the door, come on! Please Erik."
I hesitate. This is so embarrassing and nerve-racking. If I close the door back, she sees me naked. She sees my dick. That's it. The point of no return. Two years of anticipation from her over in just two more seconds. Can the reality of what I look like EVER hope to match the hype she's built up in her mind? Is it even possible for me to equal the version of me she's seen in her fantasies for all of this time?
When I didn't move, she started fidgeting in place "Erik come oooon. Don't be afraid, you're hot. HOT! God, I just told you that I have feelings for you and that you're my favorite boy ever. Stop being shy with me. Let me seeeeee it!"
Her enthusiastic begging fills me with just the confidence I needed to take that final last step. Nervously, I shut the shower door gently. My wet naked body is right there in front of her, nothing blocking it. I'm completely naked in front of Jennifer! My hard dick is pointing right at her, and her wide eyes are staring right at it.
Jennifer inhales loudly and then shivers, getting this huge smile on her face. It takes her 4 seconds to exhale and start breathing again. She finally speaks "WOW!"
I open the shower door and jump back in for cover, blushing crimson after doing that. My head is spinning. I just flashed Jennifer my entire full-frontal nudity. I can't even believe that I just did that. And it was MY idea too! I feel such a wave of extreme embarrassment mixed with a hint of arousal from that.
Jennifer ran over to the front of the shower again and excitedly cheered "DUDE! Dude, wow! Hey I mean it, wow! You're fucking hot, man. Now you've REALLY ruined all other guys for me. For real. Damn, I might as well come out as bi now, since all of the male population just got upstaged. I can't believe...I've known you since you were just a little thing, couldn't even ride a bike yet. And now look at you! And...and I GOT to look at you! Thanks dude, for real."
I shyly smiled "You're welcome. I'm glad you liked me."
She replied "Of course I did, doofus! You're an idiot for ever thinking that I wouldn't."
She then walked over to the shower door, deliberately looking over the frosted barrier at me. I don't even bother to cover up this time. She gets this huge grin on her face and she's blushing pretty solidly.
Jennifer looks me in the eyes and whispers "Nice!" in a sexy little voice. After a few seconds of that I get shy and cover myself again, leading to Jennifer backing up again.
She then looks at her phone for a few seconds before telling me "I really do mean what I said by the way. I'm going to send you my pictorial, that's a real promise, just as soon as I get the courage to go through with it. Please...um...please don't ever tell those two that I tried to trade their pictures like that. Ever, no matter what. I feel really badly about that now. I'm really glad that you didn't let me go through with it. You have got to be the only boy in the world who would turn down naked pictures of the women he crushed on just because it was wrong. And...that's part of what makes you so lovable, Erik. Kelly is such a lucky woman...and I guess so am I."
I respond "You girls make me feel like the luckiest boy alive all of the time. Even if I marry Kelly one day, you have to stay in my daily life. None of you are ever allowed to go away."
Jennifer giggled "Yeah speaking of going away, my phone says I've got about 45 seconds left in here. We were talking for a long time, but it really helped me a lot. Quickly though...do you honestly think there might be a chance Lisa likes me back?"
I answer "Lisa worships you, Jennifer. I don't know if she's bi or not, but I know she likes you the person. Maybe that's enough"
She softly replied "Maybe. It'd be kinda nice. Speaking of her, try not to pass out during Lisa's turn. You ain't ready for her drip to drop, boy, and her freshman ass didn't learn CPR in health class yet."
Not gonna lie, I've been an anonymous viewer of this site for a long time, but I couldn't stay in hiding after reading this story! I've been following every part and it's so wholesome while being super sexy and daring at the same time! I'm much more into ENF, however you've been able to blend ENM so well into ENF that this might officially be my new fav fetish: EN(F&M)! I really love how you place so much emphasis on character backstory and development while keeping up an interesting and arousing story, thank you for sharing your fantasies and amazing writing skills!
P.S. I'm also surprised how you're able to update so frequently and with so much. Any tips on how to write so quickly without losing motivation??
tennisguy713 wrote: ↑Sat Jul 02, 2022 7:30 am
Not gonna lie, I've been an anonymous viewer of this site for a long time, but I couldn't stay in hiding after reading this story! I've been following every part and it's so wholesome while being super sexy and daring at the same time! I'm much more into ENF, however you've been able to blend ENM so well into ENF that this might officially be my new fav fetish: EN(F&M)! I really love how you place so much emphasis on character backstory and development while keeping up an interesting and arousing story, thank you for sharing your fantasies and amazing writing skills!
Thanks for the comment! If you read through a lot of my stories, especially my older ones, you'll see that one of my favorite things is when both the boy(s) and the girl(s) are embarrassed and naked, be it sequentially or even simultaneously. The mixture of embarrassment and horniness felt all at once is extremely enjoyable for me.
With this specific story I really wanted to fill it with not just ENM and ENF, but also a ton of youthful coming of age experiences and a highly intimate and personal loss of innocence. I wanted the teens to transition from timid curious youths to loving sexual adults (adult-ish) through the course of the most significant night of their lives. I've honestly always had a gigantic coming of age experiment-stage fetish which is not something that I've really written on much aside from the Playville series ages ago.
tennisguy713 wrote: ↑Sat Jul 02, 2022 7:30 am
P.S. I'm also surprised how you're able to update so frequently and with so much. Any tips on how to write so quickly without losing motivation??
Lately my big secret is that I'm living alone now without any spouse or roommates, so I don't have to write in secret or anything like that. I'm always creating stories or having conversations between characters in my mind, 24/7, and have since very young childhood. Most of the time I run through entire scenes, convos, or whole chapters in my mind while I'm at work, followed by physically typing the results when I get home. The act of typing is the hard part by far. If I could just dictate to someone else and have them type for me I'd have 2-3 times more content.
As for keeping motivation, the secret is that you have to embody the characters. The characters have to live in your mind, you should imagine conversations between the various characters (even stuff you'll never actually use). The characters have to become real in your crazy little mind, and soon you'll enjoy spending time with them just like they were your actual friends. You love "hearing" about the characters' adventures in much the same way that you enjoy hearing funny or sexy tales from your real life friends. You have to reach the point of lunacy where you watch your own typing with the same edge-of-your-seat interest that you would show towards a movie, because you are driven mad every time an episode ends on any form of cliffhanger and you simply cannot wait until the next episode "comes out" for you to find out what happens next.
Anybody who knows me in person would attest that I'm a wee bit insane, and I've recently learned that I have a condition called maladaptive daydreaming which is a minor mental disorder where your imagination never slows down and your fantasy worlds are more important than your real world. In my case, I shift my mind into the people I invent, almost as a shifted personality. That's always been my key to writing though, both erotica and the stuff I do in real life. These people and their adventures feel quite real to me. I also use my stories as a weird form of therapy, and the reason I wanted to create such a wholesome and loving story this time was so that I could borrow the characters' emotions for myself and pull myself out of the dark place I've been stuck in for a couple years now.
It's hard to worry about the weight of life's horrors when you can simply become Lisa instead and experience her boundless joyful nature and her ability to feel every pleasurable experience possible at double or triple the levels any normal person would feel. Kelly's warmth feels good to embody, just letting it wash over is very comforting. Jennifer's smartassery is fun as well. Meanwhile Erik is based on myself as a teenager and young adult, including being burdened by this constant self-imposed pressure to be perfect sexually as a form of overcompensation for being short, thin, and somewhat effeminate. Longtime readers of mine may have noticed a pattern of most of my male characters being short, thin, and graceful. Erik fits the bill exactly. Most of his issues are ones I had to get over (such as trying to last as long as possible at all costs until women finally got it through my head that, despite what TV and movies say, they actually hated that). Experiencing Erik overcoming issues that still exist in my own mind is a way for me to backdoor-overcome my own problems, though him. It's like hacking myself.
So yes, I'm quite odd. But this is my basic advice: If you make the characters you write feel real to you, then you will be motivated to "hang out" and "hear" their story. If they are important to you it'll drive you mad not knowing what happens next.
tennisguy713 wrote: ↑Sat Jul 02, 2022 7:30 am
Not gonna lie, I've been an anonymous viewer of this site for a long time, but I couldn't stay in hiding after reading this story! I've been following every part and it's so wholesome while being super sexy and daring at the same time! I'm much more into ENF, however you've been able to blend ENM so well into ENF that this might officially be my new fav fetish: EN(F&M)! I really love how you place so much emphasis on character backstory and development while keeping up an interesting and arousing story, thank you for sharing your fantasies and amazing writing skills!
Couldn't have said it better. This is the story that pulled me from long-time anonymity too. Parts 11 and 18 spiked my own arousal to points I didn't even know it could attain. This really is one of the best, Executionus, and I've been a huge fan since way back at 'Private School Privates' (which I also really liked)! Now I'd say that this and 'Sophie Digitally Naked in School' are my two favorites from you, with this one in the strong lead.
As for my thoughts on Part 18 itself, I hope that if Erik doesn't get to see Jennifer, we get an epilogue where she watches him get off to her pictorial. That would be hotttt. Loving all these characters. You got me checking back for updates several times a day, which I never did before this story! Thank you so much for this incredible work.
