HNY 24: I Crave My Hot Cousin. (An ENM Quickie)

[Duddlydee]

I Crave My Hot Cousin. (An ENM Quickie)

I know this sounds creepy, I know this sounds weird, I know it sounds wrong, but I am admitting to all of you that I have this intense craving for my hot cousin. It’s not even a romantic craving, it’s a pure perverted lust. This is messed up I know. Please don’t go yet, stay for a moment, I feel I need to explain myself. I am getting into the shower now, it's time for me to start preparing for tonight, but first let me leave you with my backstory.

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I have always been quite close with my cousin. Her name is Maya and we are the same age, and are currently both in High school. Since as long as I can remember I looked forward to spending time with her at the cabin during summers as we grew up. My aunt owned this amazing cabin in an isolated area of the woods and every summer I would get to spend about a week up there. Since my aunt worked at a nearby town, she was away most of the time, therefore it was usually just me and Maya all alone at the cabin for the entire week. 

We did everything together, bike ride, swim in the river, hike in the woods, pick apples and bake pies.  Being slightly shy, she is the only woman I have ever spent a lot of time around. She is charismatic, funny and genuine. The type of person you could enjoy being around all day. 

I originally only had platonic thoughts about her until a few years ago when I had my first incident. It’s hard to say how many years ago it was, but I recall I had started to grow some pubes on my penis by that time. The root cause of the incident was my oversized swimsuit. My family’s always been somewhat poor so my mother bought me whatever was on sale back then. I knew it was a bit loose but I thought it was manageable. 

Me and Maya had been swimming all week that year, when on one of the days all of a sudden she brought out a small rubber dinghy boat to use. We pushed it into the middle of the river where we took turns jumping into the water. The actual problem though was getting back out of the river. We would have to grab the handles and basically try to thrust ourselves out of the water to get back in the boat. 

The first time I did that I thrusted so hard my swim trunks dropped down 4 inches exposing my penis to the open world. Maya was on the opposite side of the boat that time so she couldn’t have seen anything. It was a close call. I tightened my shorts and told myself to be more cautious. 
But 5 minutes later I got totally careless. This time with Maya in the boat, I thrusted so hard out of the water my shorts fell all the way to my ankles. My penis was completely exposed again. I immediately dropped back into the water to collect my shorts. My face was flush with embarrassment. Nudity was something I was very shy about back then. 

But here’s the issue. I couldn’t tell if Maya actually saw my dick that day or not. Her face was turned 45 degrees away when I exited the water and exposed myself.  When I climbed back in the boat for the second time I stared directly into her face to try to read her reaction to the incident. But it was so hard to tell. She didn’t say anything or giggle. She had a mild smile but generally she always did. The not knowing part is the worst, I think this has been the reason I couldn’t stop fantasizing about Maya ever since. 

Over the years as we aged she seemed to get more beautiful. Despite the fact Maya usually wore fairly loose clothes I could still tell that one year that she started to develop breasts and then the following year they exploded in size. She had very blue eyes and dark brown hair. To tell you the truth she looks extremely similar to Billie Eilish. 

The older I got the more I fantasized about Maya. Except you could say when it came to Maya it was really always a double fantasy that would take place in my head. Since I never knew if she saw my penis all those years ago I would have to pick out a different scenario each time. Scenario ‘A’ - she never saw my dick. ‘B’ - she saw my dick but thought it was gross. ‘C’ - she saw my dick and was intrigued. ‘D’ - she saw my dick and found it seductive. 

I would then combine that with a hopeful follow up fantasy. Scenario ‘A’ - we return to the cabin and have a Cfnm experience. ‘B’ - have a Cmnf experience. ‘C’ - have a Nmnf experience. ‘D’ - oral only……and so on. So many combinations to fantasize about when you combine the past and the possible future. 

Well last summer one of those scenario combos actually played out, and it was unexpected but so amazing, of course very embarrassing as well. That scenario combo has really rewired my brain in the worst way. I crave what has happened everyday now. So then let me tell you about last year.
From the moment we met last summer she was enthusiastic to see me which I was always grateful for. She came up and hugged me. Contact with a female always gave me a happy tingly feeling. We had so much to talk about since we hadn't seen each other in a year. We decided to go for a walk in the woods while we conversed.  My first embarrassing incident last summer happened when an animal suddenly came out of the bushes in front of us.

I thought it was a wolf at first. I immediately took 3 steps backwards and my heart rate shot up. I know, I know, I should have taken 3 steps forward instead and got in front of Maya to protect her. That was an embarrassingly super unmanly moment for me. But I admit, that is exactly what happened. But Maya stood there just calm and firm, she turned her head to look at me and smiled.

"That's just a coyote, don't worry, it's scared of us actually" said Maya.
"Oh yes, so it is, opps" I replied.
"It's okay, come on, I see them all the time, they won't bother us," said Maya.
"Yes, yes, I'm not worried either" I replied again.

Maya stuck her hand out, and I grabbed it and we held hands as she led me through the woods. It was an extremely emasculating moment. I wasn't scared of the coyotes anymore, but my lack of manliness certainly did distract me for the rest of the day. I really needed to make up for it somehow. But today's event didn't seem to phase her though. When the end of the day came, she put on some PJ pants and an extremely tight white tank top. So white I could see the black bra underneath. The tank top hugged every inch of her enormous developed boobs. It was embarrassingly arousing for me. She hugged me and said good night, then we went off to our own rooms to sleep.

The next morning when I awoke I went straight to the outdoor hot tub in just my swim trunks. I really wanted to encourage Maya to go swimming in the river today. I needed to see her hot body in a swimsuit. I was still so horny from last night and that sexy tank top she wore. I had a weird moment next that perhaps foreshadowed the rest of my day without even knowing it.

I turned around to look at the cabin and saw Maya's window was still closed. She still had to be asleep. Without really thinking about it I slipped off my trunks and enjoyed a naked moment all to myself. I slowly moved my body from side to side. I loved how my penis floated upwards in the water. I loved how the jet stream of the hot tub massaged my ass. I loved how hot water and sweat was pouring down my forehead. I loved the feeling of being so naked outside. For some reason I found my body so beautiful that morning, I don't really know why. I just sat back and admired my own nudity. I really wanted to masturbate, it had been so long but I decided against it. Not appropriate in a Hot tub I felt, even though I could probably get away with it. I eventually put my trunks back on and my weird moment ended without incident.

About an hour later Maya had awoken. She had a hoodie on over her white tank top and socks on as well as her pj's from last night, since it was slightly cold outside if you weren't in the hot tub. She sat down next to me just outside the hot tub with a freshly opened soft drink.

"How was your sleep?" asked Maya.
"Oh great, I am so excited about today, what would you like to do? go swimming?" I replied.
"Yeah maybe later, when it warms up" replied Maya.
"These bees are so annoying huh, they keep flying around my drink" said Maya.
"Those are Wasps actually, they love sugary drinks" I replied.
"I really hate them, I got stung last year, this year looks like there is a hive just right there" said Maya.
"I have never been stung before, I just ignore them and they go away, I can get rid of them if you want" I said.
"No, it's okay, don't worry about it," Maya said.
"Here, let me take care of it, give me your soft drink," I said.

Finally it was my chance to redeem myself, I had looked like such a bitch yesterday in front of that coyote. Time to show her what a real man was all about. She may have gestured to me not to do this, I couldn't tell. But that didn't stop me anyways, I got out of the hot tub and grabbed her soft drink. I walked to the edge of the deck and threw the soft drink directly at the beehive. It was a direct hit. Soft drink smashed that beehive, and I raised my hands into the air like I scored a touchdown. For the next 5 seconds I really did feel like 'The Man'. It was exhilarating.

That's unfortunately when the wasps got mad at me. They swarmed at me with the wrath of the entire Beehive. It was just moments later they were stinging me everywhere, and all I had on was a swimsuit to protect me. I turned to run but slipped on the deck right away. My knees slammed down on the deck and I tumbled down the small stairway going from the hot tub. No longer the man I thought I could be, I started screaming like a girl. My beautiful body was being destroyed by this army of wasps. I just tried to protect my face with my hands as best I could and attempted to ball up to expose less skin area.

A minute or two later I felt cold water across my body. I realized Maya had a garden hose out and was trying to spray the wasps. This irritated the wasps and within a minute they had all left me alone. I just laid there in pain. I couldn't even get up on my own. It seemed since Maya had all her clothes on she had barely been stung. I was the opposite case, I could see red marks everywhere and my body was starting to swell up. Now I was worried I could be allergic.

We needed to get back inside the house. She helped me to my feet but my knees were really smashed up so she helped me limp back into the house. My body continued to swell and I knew now for sure I was allergic to bees. I was even having a little trouble speaking and breathing.

"Oh my God!  Why did you do that?" asked Maya.
"I don't know," I said.
"Hurry, let me help you get in the shower, you need some hot water,' ordered Maya.
"Okay" I replied.
"Let me help you with your legs," said Maya.
"Oww" I said.
"Just keep the water flowing and make sure it's hot," said Maya.
"Wait, did they sting you too?" I asked.
"Maybe once or twice but I'm fine, let me take care of you now" replied Maya.
"Thanks" I said.
"No problem. Hey, stop trying to pull out the bee stingers, we need to scrape them off so it's less painful," replied Maya.
"I'll be okay, don't worry," I said.
" *** Something inaudible *** " Maya said.

Maya then left the room for the first time, I didn't know what she said. But I felt she was saying she would leave me alone for a bit. Her being gone gave me more time to look at my ravaged body. I was starting to balloon up from swelling, and red marks from bee stings were everywhere. My swimsuit due to all the swelling was getting tight around the waist, and I felt I got stung on one of my balls too. I slipped my trunks down to my knees to take a look. They definitely did, I held one ball sack in one hand and one in the other. The left one was indeed twice as big from swelling.

The next thing I knew the shower curtain swung right open. Maya was back, and she caught me staring at my own dick. I looked up at her right away, her eyes were like saucers. The shock caused my trunks to slip all the way from my knees to my ankles. I was now fully naked in front of Maya and completely embarrassed. The shock of the situation caused my penis to go fully hard in an instant before either of us could even react to what we just witnessed.

"Oh Shit, why did you get naked?" asked Maya.
"I didn't think you were coming back," I replied.
"I am so sorry, don't feel embarrassed, it's my fault" said Maya.
"I am not sure why I am so hard, it just happens sometimes" I pleaded.
"I understand, I understand, what do you want me to do, should I leave?" said Maya.
"No just help me pull back on my trunks, my knees are so stiff" I said.

Maya complied and helped me put back on my swim trunks. She then began to meticulously scrap my body with something she had found to remove all the stingers safely. My body continued to swell during this operation till the point that my swimsuit was getting too tight again around my body. They needed to come off now, it was so painful to leave them on.  I reluctantly decided it was okay for her to remove them, she had already seen me naked anyways. I can't explain why, but I never got an erection the second time, my dick just stayed there limp. Perhaps it was the swelling, perhaps my mind was imagining how I could have done things differently . She had a smile during the whole de-stinging operation, but not a great big one so I couldn't tell what she was thinking about my precarious nude situation.

After that, Maya felt I should lay down in bed. She helped me walk into my room since I was still limping and asked me to lay down on the bed. Once I did that, she went to get some of my own clothes for me. Like I said before, I come from a poor family, so my mom always buys whatever. So therefore I couldn't always bring the underwear I would necessarily want to wear.  I had brought a mix of boxers and tighty whities that week. This part of the story was especially embarrassing, I remember. She held up all my boxers and underwear, and then went and selected the tighty whities from the group. As I laid on the bed, I spread my legs out like an infant getting a diaper change, Maya then bent over and helped slip my tighty whities on for me. Cringe!
 
After that she left me to sleep alone in my tighty whities. My body returned to normal over the next few days, but the humiliation of everything never went away. I couldn't look her in the eyes anymore. She saw me completely naked, she rescued me from the Wasps, and she nursed me back to health. I was embarrassed, she saw all of me, but I didn't get to see much of her. Even when she went swimming she wore small trunks and a tank top over her swimsuit, I have no idea why. To torture me I guess?

At night time instead of wearing PJ's I started to just wear my tighty whities around the house. She had seen everything anyway. And I wanted to encourage her to wear less too around the house. but it never worked. PJ pants and tight Tank top was the most it seemed she was ready to show off for me. I think she knew at this point I was still super shy and embarrassed, and finally tried to approach me about it.

"Please don't stay embarrassed, it could have happened to anyone" said Maya.
"Me embarrassed, no, I'm not embarrassed" I replied.
"Come on, you barely spoke to me the last few days, why are you always looking down? said Maya.
"Okay, it was a bit embarrassing, I wasn't ready for what happened a few days ago” I said.
"Yeah, it's fine, we're family, I won't mention this to anyone" said Maya.
"Yes please don’t. One more thing, I'm not sure why I got an erection in front of you," I said.
"I guess you just got a little turned on at the moment," replied Maya.
"No, no way, I wasn't turned on. In front of you? no I wouldn't you are family" I pleaded.
"Hmm, are you sure? well I think you must have been a little turned on," said Maya.
"No, I wasn't," I said.
"Oh yes, I think you were. I know how you started to look at me over the past few summers" said Maya.
"Oh no, I promise I would stare at your cleavage, we are family, I really wouldn't" I pleaded

Maya appeared unconvinced. At that same moment, Maya reached out with her hand and tickled the bulge in my tighty whities. I backed up a bit, but she moved forward. Blood was rushing into my penis immediately, and I had a stiff boner rising fast. She could read right through me all along. She knew all along how I have been looking at her with lustful eyes.

"When was the last time you jerked off?" asked Maya.
“I don’t jerk off ever, I am not ready for that” I lied.
"I don't believe that for a second," said Maya.
"Well then I honestly can't even remember Maya, it's been a while" I said.
"What are you waiting for then?" said Maya.
"Maya, I can't just jerk off in your Aunts house, that's crazy talk" I replied.
"Let it out of your system, go ahead just this one time. Lets not keep things awkward" said Maya.

It's like she could read everything going on in my mind. Yes, I wanted to jerk off so badly, but surely I have the willpower not to do it in this cabin. My bedroom is the place for that. Not here. Maya continued to stare me in the eyes, it was breaking me down.

Just at that moment, Maya put her hands around my waistband and tugged my underwear to the floor. My Boner was already there to greet her the second that happened. I stood there naked for a moment, me and my penis just staring back at her. She was right, I realized. I so badly wanted to do this, I needed to do this, I had to do this. I grabbed my cock and started stroking right in front of her. My mind and body eased right away. The tension, the embarrassment was immediately gone. 

She reached out with her finger and placed it directly on my chest while I continued to jerk off.
Her finger started to apply pressure on the center of my chest and I backed up slowly. I backed up, further and further while her finger stayed on my chest. Her eyes never left mine. Eventually I moved backwards all the way into my room and I laid back on the bed. Not for one second do I recall ever stopping stroking my hard cock.

"Still feeling awkward, or do you feel horny?" asked Maya.
"So horny Maya, thank you, it's such a relief" I replied.
"Well then close your eyes" said Maya.
"Okay Maya" I replied.
"Last year when I had my pink bikini on, I know you were thinking about my rack," said Maya.
"Mmmm" I moaned.
"Now imagine if those boobs would have just spilled right out of that bikini," said Maya.
"Yeahhhh" I moaned.
"Think about if I were to have taken off my bikini," said Maya.
"Mmmmmm" I moaned.
"I bet you wished you could grab my big boobs," said Maya.
"Mmmmm, I wish Maya" I replied.
"I bet you wished you could have seen them", said Maya.
"Yeah Maya, I want to see them so bad," I moaned.
"I bet you fantasized about my big boobs all year long," said Maya.
"I really did," I replied.
"Naughty boy," said Maya.
"I'm a creep, I can't help it" I replied.

I wanted to see some of her skin now. She was still fully dressed. I moved my hands toward her. She immediately put up her finger and shocked it side to side. That was a no. Somehow this didn't turn me off in any way, now that I knew that she wouldn't be taking off any of her clothes.

"I'm good, just relax and keep rubbing, keep your eyes closed" said Maya.
"Yes, maam" I replied.
"Stroke that big dick for me like you always wanted," said Maya.
"Yes, Maya, the relief is amazing" I replied.
"One more thing I should probably tell you. Your dick has grown so much since that last time I saw it back in the river," said Maya.
"UUUUHHHH" I Moaned.

Those were the finishing words. Blood was flowing everywhere in my body, I was so warm, I was so horny, I was so relaxed. I jizzed that instant from that exact statement. Finally I knew after all those years, she really did see my penis in the boat all those years ago. I finally knew. It was past scenario "C" - she really had seen my dick and was intrigued. And now I'm naked in front of her and she is fully clothed. It was exactly the new scenario "A" - have a Cfnm experience. Therefore Scenario "C-A" was the magic combo. I have been fantasizing about this my whole life. It was the most beautiful cum explosion of my life to follow. And she and I got to witness the beautiful eruption.

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Thank you if you are still here after reading that. Yes, that was a creepy story that took place exactly one year ago. I hope you aren't too disturbed. I have finished that shower I was talking about while you read my story. I made sure my story was long enough to give me needed time to prepare for what is about to come. While in the shower I shaved my entire body from the neck down. I added some Nivea aftershave across myself, I smell glorious, my body is so smooth and fresh. I feel so incredibly nude and excited. I am officially ready now for whatever happens next tonight. 

I am of course back at the cabin, I dried myself off and I am standing in the hallway right outside Maya's room. Her bedtime is soon. I can't see my face, but I know I am wearing the biggest grin of my life. It's the only thing I plan on wearing for the rest of the night. I craved this moment all year. I am ready now to enter her room unannounced, and expose my fully nude body to her. This is so fucked up, and yes, it's too late to talk me out of it. I have already made up my mind. This is going to happen now.

I can't imagine how she will react. I have so many scenarios running through my mind. They are all equally as delightful to me. Scenario A - She yells at me and throws me out. Scenario B - She giggles at me and asks me to dance for her. Scenario C - she treats me like a bitch and tells me to stroke myself. Scenario D - she leans in and sucks my dick. Scenario E .............

Oh Maya sweetie, anything goes tonight. Laugh at me. Slap my ass and call me a whore. Spit in my face and call me a punk ass bitch. Take my nudes and send them to all your friends.......you can do it all tonight. HAHAHAHA!

My hand is on the door knob now. I am going in. Wish me luck.

[Duddlydee]

*Just a disclaimer, this is not a real story. Please act responsibly in front of your hot cousin. *

[TeenFan]

Your cousin should spank you for being so naughty.

[Thesyguy]

Yes, May I suggest scenario F. After that she gives him that spanking he so deserves. She goes ahead and chokes him out by wrapping those tighty-whites around his neck.

[Duddlydee]

Thanks guys. I thought it would be good if I left the ending open. Seems by suggesting he is deserving of a heavy punishment.

[SDS]

Fun story...

I gotta say the title preview on the main page was

Re: HNY 24: I Crave My Hot Co…

Which my mind defaulted to "I Crave My Hot Cocoa"

[Duddlydee]

Thank you. My filthy mind might have gone straight to “I crave my hot co-och” perhaps a slight chance also “co-ck”. Dear me, my mind is rotten to the core.

[Ddisplay]

Thanks guys. I thought it would be good if I left the ending open. Seems by suggesting he is deserving of a heavy punishment.

The answer is everything. Don’t let Maya waste an opportunity like this. He is down for anything. Have her spit on him, kick him in the ass, film him for her TikTok friends and then tie him to a tree outside for the auntie to see in the morning.